Monday, December 26, 2016

Bera to Kuantan Project Runnaway

 
Seronok dapat peluang keluar dari bumi KL dan Selangor. Finally, trip to Kuantan utk jalan2 cari makan bila dah setel tlg ambil sample daun dkt ldg kelapa sawit Bera. Kali ni berdua jek dgn May, geng senget! Saje teman minah ni ambil sample daun kelapa sawit bg tujuan research kat Felda Tementi, Pahang. Sian dia sowg jek pompuan, bahaya kan. Kebetulan aku pon free, offer diri.

 
Lepas sampling setel, terus lajak ke Kuantan, dah alang2 sejam perjalanan dari Bera ni. Stay kat Hotel UrbanStay di Kuantan, rate pon murah rm68/night public or weekdays. Selesa dan wangi plus perkhidmatan wifi dan tv pon 👌🏻

 
Sementara tunggu mmber aka Mr Tourist Guide dan Mr Driver datang pick up, ktewog sempat cari dessert wajib rasa iaitu Mango Cheesecake kalau datang Kuantan ni. Boleh cari di Azam Roaster atau Kulacake dengan harga rm9/slice. Mmg padu rasa mango dan cheese dia.

 
Dari kiri: aku yang comel, May dan Aizul the Greatliar.
Teman bos cari hp utk hadiahkan pekerja dia kat East Coast Mall sebelum dinner. Wefie dulu testing front camera hp vivo baru dulu.

 
Ingat nak dinner dkt Horizon tapi fully booked, so cari punya cari sudahnya lajak sampai ke Cherating jumpa tempat makan ni. Dah lapar sgt, order penuh semeja dengan harga RM 120, sedap pon boleh tahan.

 
Lps tu Mr driver bawak tour ke kawasan kilang Lynas dia, excited nak tunjukkan kawan dia tmpt kerja dia. Dah la bwak pass by area kawasan gelap tanpa lampu jalan untuk dptkan view cahaya lampu kilang dia dr tepi jalan highway. Mmg cantik view dia, since hp bukan DSLR, mmpu dapat best capture yang ni jek. 

 Esok pagi nyer unexpectedly change plan since tak leh tdo balik after subuh sbb dah terbiasa, so Mr Driver ajak g melawat ladang dia pulak kat Sg Ular. Dia adalah Project Specialist kat Lynas.
 
Safety hat Aizul.

 
Ada gaya macam kontraktor kan. 

 
Naseb ada pangkin bwh pokok besar, takde la buat kejenya tengah2 panas. Kena ikat sample ciput tu jek pon padahal. Sample dh di harvest oleh pekerja Aizul tu.

 
Sesi penyerahan hp Vivo yg kteowg cari semalam pd tuannya. Lupa nama pekerja Aizul tu. Orang rohingya, betul sayang and jaga kebajikan pekerja dia si Aizul ni woo. Tu yg ak request nk jadi pekerja dia 😂. Kena reject sebab dia kata tak mampu nak bayar ada  Phd katanya 😅

Lepas melawat ladang, singgah beli keropok lekor and pergi pantai Cherating sat. Layankan jek pakcik and makcik berdua ni layan udara laut tongah paneh ni.
 

Sempat tu dia request swuh ambil pic dia ngan kereta baru dia sebab dia kata aku pandai ambil pic kononnya. Kata nak best pic, aku suruh dia tarik perut sikit, wawawawa. Dan hasilnya kepoyoaan inilah yg terhasil.
 

 Pastu heading ke ECM utk lunch kat Black Canyon. Lepas belanja lunch pakcik Aizul dia mintak teman dia shopping jap. Naseb shopping tak berjam2, senang mamat ni pilih barang. Siap offer kat aku pilih apa yang aku nak as souvenir, dia bayar. Belanja makan pon dah banyak Aizul oii. Mungkin sebab dia tahu aku bukan jenis ambil kesempatan, tu yang dia offer tu kan. Pang kang! Even dia offer chocolate yang dia tahu aku tak leh resist pon aku tolak dgn baik. Neway tq Aizul for the offer.
 


Ingatkan lps ECM nak berangkat balik tapi mamat ni ajak minum petang hilangkan mengantuk sebelum balik kat kelantan cafe kot, lupe la nama dia. So aku minum coffee choc shake, mmg terang mata sampai ke KL. Mmg ummph sedap.
 

So tamat cerita perjalanan yang tak dirancang tu. Tq kat May walupun aku sekadar teman dia buat kerja. Tq byk2 kat Aizul sebab jd tourist guide and belanja makan dan makan dan makan semua. Dalam pengembaraan ni aku jumpa the other side of this friend yang bernama Aizul Azfar Zulkefli. Meh aku cerita sikit pasal kawan aku yang ni.
 
 
 
 
Masa 1st year sampi ke 2nd year aku crush kt dia. Mula2 tu xde la nk suka pun tapi bila member aku cakap mamat ni hensem, bila aku tengok tak der la hensem tp bila hari2 asyik terserempak ntah apa ilmu dia pakai, akhir aku crush kat dia. Tapi bukan gila crush la sampai nak stalk semua pasal dia. Aku siap sedih sebab walupun aku crush kat dia, mmber aku yang lain lebih tahu psl mamat ni dari aku. Tgk betapa tak crush sgt pon aku kat dia. Saje jek buat hiburan tambahan as a student life. Tapi yang aku tak boleh blah first time interact ngan mamat ni masa dia approach aku mintak lecture notes, pergh berdebar tu macam nak pecah jantung tapi cover mmg punya baiklah. Sejak tu ada no dia, tapi tak pernah pun nk msg2 selain hal blaja, nmpak tak profesional sgt. Dipendekkan cerita, life aku mmg secara tak langsung indirectly ada melibatkan dia as a student. Aku pun tak tahu sebab apa aku famous dikalangan budak2 batch course aku baik lelaki atau perempuan. Seboleh2 aku tak nak expose, balik2 aku gak ter'expose' tanpa dipinta. 3rd year mmg dah xcrush ngan dia, mungkin sebab dah knl sgt dgn karekter dia, barangkali aku ter'crush' dgn dia sebab aku nampak aku dalam diri dia. Yup, sedikit sebanyak dia sama ngan aku dalam hal2 tertentu. Our friendship sampai skunk, sambung phD sama2, terer statistik pon sama2 cuma lain guru jek tapi dia dah keje dulu. Masa dia masih kat Serdang, dia lelaki yanb pertama aku contact kalau ada masalah yang melibatkan bantuan lelaki, tapu bila dah ada Gundam (boybestfriend), dia dah jth second.
Walupun dia ni kuat membongak which kdg2 aku yg dah berkawan lama ngan dia pon masih percaya yang penipuan dia, tapi he's a good friend yang boleh aku count on dalam apa2 hal. Aku ngan dia xde la close sgt tapi boleh dikatakan aku membesar almost 11 years old sama2 weh. So aku boleh nampak perubahan dalam diri dia. Orang lain mgkin akan ckp dia jenis yang tak kisah hal orang lain, tak pon dia selalu jek tanya aku update mmber2 lain. Mungkin disebabkan background family yang kaya, member2 lain kurang bergaul ngan dia dan dia selalu disalah anggap. Dulu dia hensem sikit, perut pon tak de, cerah tu yang ramai peminat, tapi skunk kurang hensem pon dia masih ada daya tarikan lain pandai and berkerjaya yang masih boleh buat dia ada tarikan yang tersendiri. Yang plg jelas skunk, skunk dia matang bila berbicara, lebih konfiden, aku nampak ada misi masa depan yang jelas dalam dia. Mungkin benar, lelaki ni akan matang dan konfiden bila dia ada kerjaya tetap. The other side yang aku nampak kat dia masa sepanjang aku kat Kuantan dgn dia, dia sangat caring dengan orang yang dia percaya dan penting dalam kerjaya dia walupun hanya pada seorang pekerja bawahan dia. Sifat penyanyang dan concern yang dia tunjuk mmg tak simpan. Guinuine, sampai aku impressed dgn dia. Great job, Aizul! 

Jangan cepat menilai orang hanya dengan penilaian orang lain sebab penilaian pada mata manusia selalu melibatkan kepentingan pada diri manusia tu sendiri (setiap mana ada preference). Mungkin baik di mata orang tu tak semestinya baik di mata orang lain. See people with your heart, then you can see his or her innerself. 
🤗🤗🤗

Nota kaki: kenapa aku tak jatuh hati pada Aizul? Boleh jek aku and dia nk keluar dari friendzone tapi bukan ketetapanNya macam tu. Satu jawapan, Sebab hati aku milik Allah, dan aku selalu doakan utk aku jatuh cinta pada yang zaujah aku. Andai kata aku jatuh hati pada orang lain sebelum zaujah aku, i let myself to fall in love because Allah says so. Look at the bright side people 😊😊

Best Jadi Teacher Taska #4

#4 Happening and Sporting Teamworks

Dalam taska aku tu banyak kelas. Kelas baby (5-setahun lebih yang belum pandai jalan), Kelas Toddler (setahun lebih dah pandai jalan-2tahun), Kelas 3 tahun and Kelas 4 tahun.

Kelas yang happening mesti la kelas aku, Kelas Toddler sebab ada aku, muahahha.

Meh aku perkenalkan rakan2 satu kelas aku tu.
 
Ni bebudak panggil Mama Zai. Dia plg senior dlm bilik ni. Pengalaman lebih 10 thn jaga budak2. So, memang otai dah ni. Pernah tanya kenapa tak nak bukak taska sendiri je sebab dia dah ada pon sijil, dia cakap leceh nak berhutang. Memang jenis simple orangnya. Dah ada 4 anak tapi dah lama bercerai, jodoh tak panjang. Bakal bertunang akhir bulan Januari tahun dpn. Risau katanya takut jadi macam pengalaman yang lps, aku cakap doa yang terbaik sebab jadi atau tak bukan urusan kita, bersangka baik dengan Allah. 

Next...

 
Yang plg kiri tu Jyha dan Aimi. Pic ni snap
masa tunggu emak Naufal datang pick up dia, dah kul 6.15pm xdtg2 lg huhuhu. Jyha tu bff cousin aku, and Aimi tu kawan sekolah dia. Bagus budak2 ni, peramah dan pandai layan budak. Kalau budak degil2 tu, dowg berdua la yang akan naik suara, high pitch weh. Aku xreti nak marah, so aku pass kat dowg. Senang buat kerja satu kepala. Since semua cikgu2 dalam kelas ni sekepala mmg happening la tapi yang tak best nyer ada cikgu2 dari kelas lain yang mula irihati keakraban kiteowg. Mula lah ada nak pisahkan kiteowg utk ke kelas lain.😥

Dan lagi yang tak bestnya bila semua 4 cikgu ni takut ngan lipas.

 
Tak kisah la lipas jenis apa pon yang kecik ke besar ke amerika ke kalau namanya lipas, bila nampak jek masing2 mesti histeria. Sudahnya
aku jugak la terpaksa berteguh hati membunuh lipas tu sambil menjerit2. Kacau bilau suasana sampai cikgu2 kat sebelah wonder apa yang berlaku. Hilang sebentar coolness aku 🤣🤣. 

Ok, best ke tidak?
Cerita aku mestilah best pada aku. 🤗

The meet up 2

~ continuation of the first meet up~

Alhamdulillah, the meet up with the special person perfectly going well. Yes, a bit nervous at first glad no tears coming out but just happy moments till the end. My colleague and I went to pick this special person at this special person's home with my colleague's new own car. Then, we decided to have a lunch date at The Loaf, Mitsui Outlet. I can see every one of us miss each other. We sat there eating while having a long chatting updating our lives, really reminishing our old times. 

This special person to me is Puan Zabedah. Tumirin. We called Puan Zabedah as well. She was once our lab assistant officer until last year. It is totally different when she wasnt around. When her last day her in the last, I wasnt around to send her off, I just cant be there because I'm not good in say goodbye to someone I love. The good part is, her home wasnt that far from here, she stayed in Dengkil but as a retiree she's busy travelling around. She was like a mother to me. My late mother knew her as well. She has come visited my late mother when she was hospitalized and attended my sister's wedding. She can be a great advicer, listener, best friend, partner in crime and many more. That is why she is someone special to me. Plus, we shared same character and she thinks simple but realistic, and I think I am her prodigy 🤗 in terms of that. 

 
Puan Zabedah is the one in the middle obviously, she looked like chinese but she doesnt have chinese blood in her, she is javanese. Most of the time when we went out together, i was mistaken as her daughter. Indeed, I am not by blood, of course 😂.

The other person at the back was my colleague a.k.a my comrade, Adibah Mohd Amin. We believed Allah bring us together for some purposes, we are totally different in every way except for sarcastic, last minute doer, and brainer 😁 but yet we just blended well as a comrade. We first met at Pahang Matriculation College during our sport activities. To me, she's different kind. I love people who are different from others, my curiosity wanting me to explore her character. She knew me because we were staying at the same block but different floor. I dont have good friends in my practical class or lecture, but my good friend was my other 2 roommates, Sabrina and Uma. Most of the time, we did things together except for classes, we were not in the same practical class or lecture, luckily. The three of us was famous among students in that blocks. We kind of naughty, loud, crazy, so every night the guards would knocked at our door to make us silent  😂but believe me, despite of all those we were always be references to other student when they have problems in subjects. Maybe because of that, Adibah already knew me. Then, we were destined to be meet again during our bachelor degree, phD and now. She already passed her Viva and        enrolled her Doctorate degree before me, and I am happy for that. Though we are different but we always support each other. She said want to get on the stage with me next year to take the scroll, I knew she was waiting for me but I cant help it since it wasnt my share to funish viva same as her, but I promise to myself and her, Insha Allah I will follow her step soon. Next year we will be in the same stage, Adibah. I said to her, " somehow, might be my future career will be not same as we planned earlier (lecturer+researcher) but, please continuing to serve the future genereation because there is my dream in your, you knew that I love the field but I am not the way who have right to make it real, Allah is, but one thing to be sure you always can come to me for any matter, Adibah!". I said it right towards her, and I know she was sad to hear that one from me, I said it because I believed she's going to be a great person in her own stage as a lecturer and researcher without me. That's why she also someone special to me. She carry my dreams all along. 

To me...
The best kind of people are the ones that come into my life,
And make you see the sun where you once saw the clouds,
The people that believe in you so much, that make you start to believe in yourself too.
The people that love you for simply being you.
The once in a lifetime kind of people that will stay behind you no matter what..
That people is the one who are special to me..
-m-
 

Sunday, December 25, 2016

Who you choose to be



Your story may not have a happy beginning, but that doesn't make you who you are. It is the rest of your story, who you choose to be
-The Soothsayer-
(Kung Fu Panda 2)

 
Captured while on the way back to KL after vacation in Kuantan and the plan to Genting Highlands were aborted due to heavy raining, but still i am enjoying the ride all the way 🤗

Thursday, December 22, 2016

The meet up

This entry is a bit personal. I write here for myself, so I wont forgotten the feeling that I had. I am gonna have a date with this special person tomorrow at 2pm. We have a date set up by my colleague. The 3 of us, we have a really great moments together back then. Due to commitment, we parted.

Actually, I am happy since we dont meet quite long, at the same time I am nervous looking forward for this meet up, because I am afraid I cant no longer hold my coolness in front of them. Either I talk a lot or less depending on  tomorrow's situation. I dont know which side of me that will be portrayed because the feeling is too overwhelming. I hope I am still me that they ever knew back then. I am sure tomorrow will be a very long day for me. 

Dearself, please pull yourself together and let loosen a bit yourself, it is okay for them to see another side of you. 

Saturday, December 17, 2016

Hindari Janji Syaitan

 Something to share when I recited Al-Quran this morning...

 
Surah Ibrahim ayat 22. Sedangkan Syaitan pon dah buat pengakuan terhadap janji yang syaitan taburkan adalah palsu, nauzubillahiminzalik!

Ni ayat Al-Quran yang aku amalkan selepas solat. Sedar akan lemahnya Iman ni dengan goda-godaan Syaitan. Selalu kene ingatkan diri yang Syaitan tu akan sentiasa goda untuk menyesatkan kita hingga hari kiamat dalam pelbagai muslihat. Jika kita merasakan diri baik dr orang lain pun satu muslihat Syaitan. Jangan pernah mudah selesa dengan apa yang kita capai lebih2 melibatkan ketakwaan pada Allah. 
 

Dan surah Ibrahim ni pun ada menyatakan bahawa Nabi Ibrahim Alaihissalam pun sentiasa buat permohonan2 doa sedangkan baginda dah dijadikan maksum oleh Allah walupun Allah maha mengetahui apa yang zahir dan batin dalam hati Baginda Nabi Ibrahim, tapi masih lagi meminta pada Allah. Terasa betapa kerdilnya diri ni, betapa sombong dan bongkaknya bila selesai solat, bila sujud doanya ala2 kadar. 😥😥. Meminta-mintalah pada Allah walaupun zahir dan batinnya kita telah diketahui olehNya walupun dalam keadaan apa sekalipun, even diluar waktu solat.

Hopefully, penulisan ini jadi renungan bersama untuk tingkatkan ketaqwaan kita ke tingkatan yang lebih baik, Amin!

Friday, December 16, 2016

Best Jadi Teacher Taska #3

#3 Free Gifts and Foods

Setiap minggu mesti dapat benda free sama ada berupa barang atau makanan. Mostly makanan la. Bila parents gi travel dowg belikan sekali souvenirs utk teachers yang jaga anak dowg tanda appreciation jaga anak dowg. Suweet kan parents yang antar anak2 kat sini. Kadang belanja sarapan, belikan kek, tudung2, keropok lekor, dan yang selalu dapat adalah cokelat.

 
Kalau lain2 yg berupa makanan, aku masih berkongsi dgn bebudak ni tapi kalau cokelat, ni compromise. (Hahaha, tapi terlepas gak 3 cokelat suap sorok2 kat favourite kids, sorry xsampai hati, lol)

So jangan persalahkan kalau cikgu2 taska ni bahagia dari segi emosi dan fizikal ye sbb kita tak leh tolak pemberian parents. Kan kita jugak ajar kat bebudak ni, tak baik membazir. So cokelat tu mmg dah selamat diproses dalam perut ni tanpa sempat berjimat 😂😂

Best Jadi Teacher Taska #2

#2 Mewah Kasih Sayang

Tau tak orang yang mewah kasih sayang ni orang yang bahagia. Biasanya orang bahagia tu kurang stressnya. Belum pernah lagi aku stress bila ngan bebudak ni. Tak sempat nk stress ada jek yang dowg buat cuitkan hati walupun nk melayan macam 1001 perangai dan merenah, tapi bebudak ni buat aku bahagia. May be I should stay longer. But the longer I stayed, the more I get attached to them, the harder the feeling of losing when get separated in future on 😥😥. That's the price you have to pay when you love people. 

 
Wif budak suka menggigit, Bansyir, budak yang suka mendominasikan my lap Adelia,
Budak suka membuli budak2 yang tak melawam Aydeen dan budak berkutu serta selalu berhingus Arissa

 
Wif my favourite girl Amelia yang sgt independence and comel and tomok yang super manja

 
Wif my favourite boy Rizqi yang independence dan egoistik tapi manja. Mmg tak boleh tgk dia diam mesti kene buli ngan aku hahhaha

 
Nampak tak Adelia suka mendominasikan lap aku, sian my baby Aqeef terpaksa mengalah. Awal2 masuk Aqeef yang manja dgn aku sebab mommy dia macam aku. Anak hensem kot! Hahahh

Patutla parent walupun stress macam mana pon, balik rumah tgk anak2 hilang stress. Sbb aku walupun xde anak2 lagi, tgk dowg tdo pon leh senyum sowg2. Ok, itu pelik 😂😂

Best Jadi Teacher Taska #1

#1 Kau adalah Segalanya

Bila kau jadi cikgu taska kau adalah...
Mama tempat dowg untuk berkasih sayang, mengadu..
Cikgu yang mengajar dowg..
Nurse yang nursing dowg bila sakit...
Entertainer bila dowg bosan..
Ahli magik bila ko buat sesuatu yang buat dowg say "wow"...
Guru disiplin bila dowg buat salah..
Food vendors bila dowg dowg lapar..
Yang paling penting Hero bila dowg poo poo or pee pee.. Nak2 yang berak tu extra keras and extra superb baunya..
Heheheh

 
Anak2 bakal pemimpin masa hadapan. No one knows what life aheads them.. yang penting cabaran besar buat anak2 ni. As teacher, kita kena didik dowg how to be strong person starting now. Trust them, in returns they will trust us. 
(Pic was taken masa dowg tgk vid. Pecayalah dowg can just stay still and focused 15mins at most, then they juggling around back 😅😅😅😅)

Teacher loves you all walupun nakal


Wednesday, December 7, 2016

Extraordinary Comfort Zone

Last weekend, I attended my cousin's solemnization and wedding. Normally, people at my age who are still single, will feel pressure and worried attending ceremony of their friends or younger relatives that overstepping them and getting married before them, afraid being asking about why they are still single, when are their turn and the questions go on and on. But not to me, I never bother about that. When people asking, I simply answered, "confirmed it will be Saturday or Sunday", or "when you see my name on the card, that's the day" (with the most sweet smile). Sometimes, I jokes around, if it my destiny call for me to get married tomorrow, i'll getting married tomorrow. 

Makcik2 and pakcik2,  getting married is not like we go on shopping and buying stuff, we select, pay and they are ours. Makcik2 and pakcik2, u have been there right and your experiences far more piles up than us, please be more considerate and understanding will you 😏. Dont make people like us feel like attending such ceremony as a burden to us that can widen the gap of our relationship. It's not like we like to be single all the time, gile x nak kahwin kot makcik2 and pakcik2. I voice out this phenomenon on behalf of my friends out there. 

I just enjoy be part of the people who attending the ceremony as long as I have my family to accompany. And I really have a great time. 
 
Me and my close relative waiting before the solemnization ceremony started

 
My cousin, Fatin and her husband, Syafiq on their wedding day. Congrat, couzie!

 
A few of Omar and Azizah's generation with the bride and groom

 
Duck mouth! Like grandpa like granddaughter

 
Me and my baby brother, the only sibs attended the ceremony 

 
With hot single cousins (macam umur sebaya kan 😂)

 
More wefie from us (sila tahan 😱)

 
 
With aunt tersayang (konfius sekejap ingatkan Datuk CT 😍)

 
With aunt also,we are at same age. She already have 2 children. Lama xjumpe makcik ni

 
With my elder niece, Airish

 
Hahaha, many pics of me and Airish being together. Mmg hot mess sgt budak ni tau

 
 
Actually, I am very glad that Airish was around with me during the solemnization and wedding ceremony. Why? Because it found it comfortable from those guys' naughty stares nak masuk line. At least when they saw me with Airish while holding the botol susu, they will think I am married woman, hahahhaha 👨‍👩‍👧. But, ada jugak terlepas jelingan nakal lelaki walaupun Airish was around. Mgkin penampilan belum macam ibu2 kot, cis!

Sincerely, I was comfortable with kids around because I just hate those stares from the guys. It's not like jual mahal, I believed I was meant for someone who worth enough for me, those stares meant nothing to me. That's Allah's call. 

  
 
My new comfort zone, be around kids. 


If someone was meant for you, he will gravitate back to you, no matter how far he wander! So, what's the rush 🤗

Monday, December 5, 2016

Busy Week As a Part time Teacher

Salam dan selamat ber'monday blues', silent reader!

Aku mmg tak berkesempatan nak monday blues sebab hari weekdays dan weekend aku minggu ni sangat full. Hari ni aku ada kena mengajar kelas intensif cuti sekolah pada sebelah pagi dan ptg pula part time cikgu taska. Nampak x gigih cari duit untuk tampung hidup dengan ekonomi yang xmenentu ni. Yang penting selain dapat duit, aku happy buat apa yang aku buat tu. Mengajar tu dah jadi 'mainan' hidup aku, tambahan lagi aku mmg tak reti nk duduk saja, mesti ada jek aku nak buat untuk full fill masa lapang. 

Dah jadi kebiasaan bila cuti sekolah bulan disember aku mesti join kelas intensif dekat Pusat Tusyen Murid Elit di Saujana Impian, Kajang. Rasanya dah almost 4 tahun aku mengajar kat sana. Bestnya kelas intensif ni sebagai tenaga pengajar kau boleh revised balik semua subjek, share teknik belajar dan pengalaman masa jadi student dulu. Kat situ, ko boleh inspired student ko. Student yang join kelas intensif tu pulak dari latar belakang sekolah yang berbeza. So mmg mencabar skill pengajaran kita sebagai tenaga pengajar bagi memastikan ilmu yang disampaikan tu diterima oleh student sbg input yang jelas difahami. Tapi mmg seronok mengajar kelas intensif berbanding kelas2 malam biasa. 

Seperti biasa, sesi pengenalan aku dengan student aku akan kenal nama, latar blkg sekolah dowg dan result terkini untuk memudahkan aku teknik pembelajaran yang sesuai bg semua student dalam kelas tersebut. Penekanan aku lebih kepada tanamkan minat kepada belajar sesuatu subjek tersebut by learning it in a fun way. Aku cakap kat student yang "no short cut in learning process, u have to learn all the way but when you have master the basics then automatically u will find out the short cut". Paham x, sila hadam satu per satu quote aku tu.

Hari ni aku kena skip kerja taska sebelah petang aku sebab kena cover rakan sekerja aku, dia admmited to hospital. Kerja2 last minute tu mmg orang yang kenal aku percaya boleh pas kat aku. Nasib baik subjek yang aku biasa mengajar. Aku mengajar sains, matematik, biologi, matematik tambahan dan english.  Maka seharian aku mengajar. Mmg x dinafikan mengajar ni penat dan cepat lapar sebab ko mengajar berdiri, ditambahkan lagi nak berfikir dan bercakap at the same time.

 
Pastu feedback pun penting untuk performance pengajaran kowg. Alhamdulillah setakat ni mmg student give positive feedback dgn pengajaran aku, tapi kadang2 sedih gak sebab bila time exam x semua yang performed well 😥. Tu baru feedback daripada tenaga pengajar separuh masa, kalau cikgu tu lagi besar pengorbanan dan besar harapan dia pada murid2 yang dia curahkan ilmu tu kan.one thing yang aku respect kat student kelas intensif aku tu, dowg hormat cikgu and very thankful dgn pengajaran yang ko bagi walupun untuk sementara waktu tu. Good attitude!

Ok dah penat menaip. Penat mengajar tadi pon belum hilang sampai berdenyut2 kepala ni sebab ptg td mmg panas jek dalam kelas tu. So, tq having time reading my journey today. Kesian, hari ni ramai cari kita masa mengajar td, tak menang tangan dah reply msg and jawab fon yang tak terjawab tadi. Harap maaf sebab kita mmg busy minggu ni 😂😂. 

 
Teacher rindu la dgn budak2 ni, 3 hari x jumpe. Kita jumpa esok ptg ye. Kat taska kita hot teacher, kat tmpt tuition kita jd hot sister sebab orang sll konfius kita kita ni student ke teacher. Lols✌🏻️