The most random wish

Assalammualaikum and evening, people!

I had many wishes, but now I wish that I can see Joshua's smiling and can talk in my language.Berpijak di Bumi yang nyata, ya ternyata ia adalah sesuatu yang mustahil sebab bila diperhatikan, mana ada binatang yang boleh senyum. Bayangkan la dik oi, kalau dowg leh senyum and cakap, ado yang lari 100m tak jejak tanah. Gilo hapo mintak yang bukan-bukan! Hiks. Memandangkan aku ni spesies yang tak boleh nak jadi manusia normal makanya aku train my companion, Joshua be in the circle too! Be different! Okay, I admit that he is different from other in his species like the "meow" sounds little bit out of pitch, he is very hygienic, he is awesomely playing ball better than Christiano Ronaldo (yang peliknya bukan pakai bola, getah rambut aku okay, can you imagine how peculiar it is?) and we share a common character which is "mahu tapi malu"! Bagi species kucing, Joshua is a way too smart. He is very observant, try to fit his circumferences accordingly to mine. Dia tahu bila aku akan bawa dia keluar jalan-jalan and bila aku tak akan bawa dia keluar bila aku keluar dari bilik aku (hahaha, berapa banyak bilik la). 

See his potential, aku berusaha untuk buat satu kajian ke atas dia untuk buat dia senyum dan tergelak. Macam-macam dah aku buat depan dia, joget, main kejar-kejar, buat lawak dan kadang-kadang aku rasa aku buat pertunjukan sarkis tanpa bayaran dimana penontonnya adalah seakan Hitler a.k.a muka yang minta sepak 360 degree pusingan 10x. All he did was, he stared and keep staring at me over and over sambil besar dan kecilkan pupa mata dia, sampai aku rasa aku ni macam kecil je kat mata dia! I bet he was monologue to himself, saying that "apo kono ngan tuan aku ni. Mental ko hapo! dah macam kawan aku kat zoo tu.". Ewah-ewah, walaupun ko tak bisa berkata-kata dalam bahasa aku jangan ingat aku tak paham bahasa ko, Joshua! I have that gift (kecil je kalau nak dibandingkan dengan mukjizat Nabi Sulaiman A.S.) and I can see through it, yaw! I have my eyes on you.

After all trials, he was like this! Tak ke rasa macam nak bagi kick pusaran Tsunami kat dia ni. Dusssssh!

Selepas cubaan nak stimulate muscle smile kat dia menemui kegagalan, aku berusaha pula untuk dia bercakap and faham bahasa aku. Most of the time, semestinya dia yang faham bahasa aku but he can't replied in my language dimana komunikasinya hanya berlaku searah dan aku yang berada dalam kebingungan, "apo yang ko cakap ni, jang?".  Den pulak yang kono translate bahaso dio. So, kalau kowg terserempak ngan aku cakap sowg-sowg jangan pelik la sebab memang tu sifat aku. Bagi aku, binatang ke, tumbuhan-tumbuhan ke or benda-benda yang ada spirit, actually they understand what we are saying, it was us who can't understand them in returns. Jadi, aku memang terbiasa bercakap dengan binatang and trust me, it really worked! Tetiba teringat aku dengan short stories dalam English Literature yang aku belajar back then in form 4, pasal Dr yang can hear plants talked and complaint. Aunt aku pernah cakap kat aku, "kalau macam ni la ina bercakap ngan Joshua, lama-lama Joshua pun boleh cakap". Well, nothing is impossible dengan izin Allah. 

Joshua who try to understand what I said to him. It was a piece a cake to him but a huge concrete building falling on my head to understand him back. What a beauty of the creation of Allah. Subhanallah!

"Keep your dreams and wishes alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and believe in yourself, vision, hardwork, determination and dedication. Remember all thing are possible for those who believe. After do all the efforts and let's have faith in Allah. Things will work out the best till then"

Have a great day ahead, people!

Rules to be Happy #1

Assalammualaikum and happy weekend, dear peeps!

Stress? Depression? Here, some lovely logic and simply truth that will keep you be happy. It's now or never!

 

1-5 is fundamental and piece of cake to people like me who are bubbly and zany but not for 6 and 7 cause I am person with a big big hearts! Still trying on those twos. 

"I am a chap, now!"

It's almost 5 months he has been under my care.
Being a great and a loyal companion, buddy and roomate to me!

I still remember vividly 5 months ago or specifically I can tell that it was 23rd of Oct when we 1st time met, took place nearby my tuition centre building. Cut it short, after my class, we were heading to Mr. G's car and we found that those little two were waiting at next to Mr. G's car. And that was the beginning of Joshua+Dottie+Me's friendship!

This was the 1st night, Joshua and Dottie spent in my room. It has been destined that we met each other coincidentally that night in which I didn't prepare at all to adopt them. Thank to my floormates for their big help in guiding me to look after the kittens.

The picture when Joshua was 5 months earlier!

Notes: Dottie (Joshua's little sis died right after the accident with the car 5 days after being adopted! R.I.P, Dottie!

5 months later...

As usual, every morning I will bring him out, put him in the bag and get into the car, then drive to Recreational Park in College 10, UPM to brisk walk. While I did my brisk walk, I left him in the car (about 40 minutes).

After that, I drove to SS to bought some stuffs. Below, were the usual actions that he did while I was driving. And he looked very very cute, though that put a smile and laugh on me! Hahahaa

Changing the spot, sat on my lap!

This is his favourite spot!

See, I told you! Tu belum tengok lagi when he feel the breeze of the air that slapping on his face. He was too deep to feel it. Muka heaven gila!

This is the sign when he was excited. Try to guess what was catching his attention? Khusyuk gila mengusha kan? Hiks

The target spot (the yellow circling), the female cats! NO WONDER la mengusha sampai tahap macam nak makan. Kalau jantan tu, jantan jugak! I thought, I will be enough for him.

The conversation took place in the car

Me: Do you like her?

Josh: No, I was just watching you know. I haven't seen this new girls before.

Me: Aiyak, Don't try to make fuss here. Just go and introduce yourself if you like her.

Josh: Hello, why should I? They are not even my taste.

Me: Wushooo, demanding! What, do you think you are super hot to demand. I think I have to buy you a mirror for yourself. 

Joshua: Okay, let's go back. Nothing to see at all.

Me: Guys... (remind me of someone).. sebijik ko tau!

After reached our room, he was like.....

and like this...

and this...

which is I found it a little bit disturbing that force me to make a conversation over him again. Obviously, I know what he was thinking. You know, the symptom of falling in love at the first sight show significantly on him which was he tried to deny.

Me: What was you thinking?
Josh: Nothing. I just...no..nothing at all
Me: Do you still thinking about the girls?
Josh: I don't know. I just feel something weird going on with me. I can't stop thinking about them. What is happening to me?
Me: When you doing something, nothing was going right, isn't it? All that fill your mind was them, isn't it?
Josh: hurm..Yup!
Me: Huhhhhh, that was the sign!
Josh: Sign? What sign?
Me: Fall in love at first sight and now the was that make you don't feel right coz you were feeling regret not to approach them! which is for me PADAN MUKA!
Josh: I don't think so!
Me: Try to deny, the more you deny, the more the closest to the facts they were.
Josh: Oh damn it! I am a chap now!
Me: Yes, you are a man!
Josh: Please make me one!
Me: Learn to be a man. first!
Josh: How?
Me: I'm not a man. Ask your father! Hahahaha
Josh: #@%**!^%)*&

Please let me walk in my world and make me a man!

Unseek Journey

I love to travel,
Either short or long distance,
It is fun to see the world in whole bigger picture instead of extracting one part,
and you will find the view on those picture are totally different,
Aside from that, the experiences you have are priceless,
and meeting new people to enlarge your networking is another part of the stories,
Life seems to be more appeal!

Once, I have a dream to travel alone,
and I have Australia in that picture,
I don't know precisely why must be that country,
It just pop up in my mind,
May be because I have seen my pic's friend when she's on the vacation over there,
Must be the view that captivated me,
May be because of the mix culture that grip my attention,
where many Malaysian stay over there as permanent resident or co-workers,
which added up my curiosity what were the ground cause that amused those people to stay there,
 and I going to find out the answer one day, yes! one day

~(finally I realized because it has be destined for me to meet Matlutfi and Anwar Hadi over there rather than in Malaysia, perhaps! LOLz)

"Travel helps to reset your current path for a bit,
remind you that life is bigger than what you've been seeing everyday,
and make your problems seem small compare to it,
So, g travel! G supermarket guna jalan jauh"-Taka (via Matlutfi)

That quote is veritable,
Now, I came round why I always use different routes to go to the regular place I went,
Because I love to travel and discover something new!
To see the same place from other side of view at different angles,
and I would says,
Same goes to people,
People's views on the same things would be different!

So, what's the wait. Start your step to travel!
Why make your life complicated when there is always simple step to begin with!
 Happy discovering and travelling, people. Be wise and happy.

 Nape nak g jauh ke Jepun cari bunga sakura, kat Malaysia pon ada scene bunga Sakura gugur jugak. Heehehe, cantik kan!

Eyes' twitching!

Assalammualaikum and a very good morning, dear peeps!

Lately, I'm too busy with my on going research and tuition stuff. This is life, you need to balance your life! Exhausted but I'm happy, though. But, there was something that really disturbing myself. My upper left eyelid keep twitching since a past few weeks! Sometimes, it happen frequently and make me annoyed with it. I always thought that it was some kind of eyes medical problem or disease, you know! I searched the symptom via the internet and I found these:

a) Science explaination

The doctor called it myokmyia, the rippling muscle contractions on the eyelid triggered by stress, tiredness, eye strain, alcohol, nutrient imbalance, allergies, caffeine and dry eyes. In my case, it was not a serious and a medical problem. Get a enough sleep could be a help. Thank you, Allah. 

b) Old time beliefs

Old people said that was a sign if your eyes keep twitching:

- upper part right eyelid: You really wanna meet a far away people

- lower part right eye : You gonna hear a good news

- upper part right eyelid: Someone from a far really wanna meet you in person!

- lower part left eye: You gonna hear a bad news

So, like in my case, someone from a far really wanna meet me in person. I wonder who was it, hahaha! 

Science vs old time beliefs, which one could you take? I have experienced the eyes' twitching many times and most of them were signs that lies in old time beliefs. May be it was a coincidence to happen that way. I tried to link how can eyes' twitching can be related to those old time beliefs and in some cases, science also can not explain it, though! However, we can not totally believed that was a sign cause it will affect our faith. Not all people are really gifted to have an intuition or we called it sixth sense where we can feel something before it happens. So, when it happen, I cast  a "Selawat to our prophet" and rub with my hand on the twitching.

It was up to you guys to decide and believe as long as it will not affect our faith towards Allah. Stay happy, peeps! Love yourself and take care.

Just for gag: I feel annoyed with the twitching eyes because when I have conversation in person, I like to talk eyes to eyes, afraid that they mistakenly taken me blinking my eyes to flirt. My bad, it is by far my nature behaviour. Apologies!