A Silent Grief of a Man called a Father

Assalammualaikum and a very good afternoon, peeps!

On last 5th January it turned out that it has been 2 years since my late mom left us back to her Creator, Allah SWT and it also meant that my father had been a single dad for 2 years too.

And all this while I realized that being a man and a father was never been easy especially when we live in a society that upholding the stereotype that "men don't cry" and "men are strong". It must be very difficult to be a man in grief since there is no way tears to be shed. 

I haven't seen my father shed his tear once in my life even the day when my mom passed away. I know that he just suppressed his sadness for his children. It is so unfair for this kind of stereotype because a man is human too who has feeling to be sad. Cry doesn't make you weak but it is also a way to be stronger. Don't worry dad even you cry in front of us, it will never lessen the fact that We love you and You are our 1st hero! 

I wrote this for a man called a father especially for my only dad

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A dad hurts too,

but I never see the tears that my dad cried,

Not once even when my mom died,

I know his heart broken too,

He tried to hold it together and be strong,

Even though his world gone wrong,

He goes through the days doing what he supposed to do,

Unknowingly that his piece of heart has been ripped away too,

So when he's alone he lets out his pain,

If I could imagined,

I want his tears falling like a heavy rain,

Like his world has crashed in around him

So that way my dad will feel the weigh of the burden around him become less,

and he can be stronger again.

Dad..

Although I didn't call or text you everyday,

It doesn't mean that I don't love or care for you,

I knew I took you for granted,

When you were the first one to call/text me,

I am sorry , dad..

I wish you know that,

It is just that I have get used to be this independent girl since I was young,

However I also trying hard to be a lovely girl that can be pampered by you,

Even it is not even close but since I'm only the girl that not married yet,

I want to have this golden opportunity to be a daddy's girl.

Dad,

I want you to know that you are the source of a my quiet strength,

Although you are not here with me,

Your presence will always be missed,

You are my very own guardian angel,

that always be with me till the end,

I love you dad.

Salam Lebaran Syawal 2017

Assalammualaikum dan Salam Aidil Fitri, semua!

Jernihkan diri dengan zikrullah,

Sucikan pekerti dengan syukrulillah,

Cerahkan jiwa dengan cinta Warrahmah,

Serikan diri dengan senyuman terindah,

Seiring dengan Hari Raya Aidil Fitri,

Mohon Maaf zahir dan batin,

Andai mulut terkasar bicara,

Andai perilaku tersilap caturan,

0-0,

Taqoballahu Minna Wa Minkum,

Minal Aidzin Wal Faidzin

Syawal kali kedua sambut tanpa arwah ibu. Sememangnya ketiadaan beliau amat dirasai oleh seluruh ahli keluarga yang dekat atau yang jauh kerana beliau penyambung ukhwah keluarga, tetapi kehidupan perlu diteruskan bagi yang masih hidup dan apa yang arwah ibu buat perlu diteruskan demi kebaikan semua. Al-fatihah buat arwah ibu dan ahli keluarga yang telah pergi meninggal kita. 

 

 Raya ke-empat baru dapat bergambar semua ada kecuali abg ipar

Ayah, sibs and anak2 buah

 

Wefie ngan ayah skali

Theme Raya 2017

"Complete the incomplete"

Notes: There is so many things that I finally realized that happening around what it takes to make things work especially for Raya celebration. It is like a small piece but definitely complete the jigsaw puzzles. I will tell briefly in other entry, Insha Allah 😊✌🏻.

Power of Mother's Love

Assalammualaikum and a very good day, people!

My late mom had been leaving us almost a year and a half. Time flies fast and when i looked back, we (my family) did great and well managed and get through our lives without her. It was hard when you lost someone you loved, especially when you are not mentally and emotionally prepared. But I am glad we did passed that time just great.

I always miss and longing for her. When she was alive, she always keep reminding to pray for the one who had left us behind to in this world (family) because that prays that matter to them as a connection to the living one especially doa from pious sons and daughters. Doa is the only present that I can delivered to her that make me stay connected.

I had a small family and we live in simplicity in a modest way, full of love. When my sibs and I were young, we did fought a lot too but we never hate each other. And now we are grown-ups, we never fight and always help each other although we live far from each other. That is devine truth and prove of my mother's love. Her advices and what she taught us always guide us to lead our life better. She was a strict person when it comes to educate us but yet she was caring and loving. I still remembered when she scolded us after did something wrong, later she would come to us have a moment time between mother and child have a little talk to comfort us back. That was so lovely. She always give her best to make sure her children grow to be a better person. 

I am very thankful to people around me who are concerned about what I have been through for not having mother next to me now. I really appreciated the love and kindness that you give towards me, that is so thoughtful. Yes, indeed I cant taste how my cook, the touch, the voice will brighten up your day, get the texts that full of hilarious, advises and supports anymore, it was not replaceable but those memories always stay in my mind and hearts. Dont worry, I did just fine. What concerned me most, I dont want to be a burden to anyone. Hehehe, I know I am a sweet and lovely daughtet that all mother craved to ☺️. Thanks for the love again.

My beloved late mom, Al-fatihah. If growing to be a better person is the sacrifices that I have to make because my love towards you is real.

 

You dont know the power of your mom's love until she left you.

Love your mom 👩‍👧

How we celebrate CNY 2017

Happy Chinese New Year to all!

It was a great moment when family can reunite especially during raya festival. This is the second year celebrate CNY without our beloved mom. Time flies so fast! I still can remember the last day when I was with her, just like yesterday. Thank to Almighty Allah for giving us strong heart and mentality to past this difficult years without her existence. 

Omar and Azizah's family started the reunion at my cousin's wedding (the groom's side) at Kota Bharu. Unfortunately, I cant be there coz the bus ticket was sold out. So, I was able to join them the first day of CNY at night at my sister's crib in Paka, Terengganu. I was not in good shape, having a cold for the past 2 days was so not cool. 

Vid of my restless sick day 😂. I am not the type of person to sit around when I am sick. I have to do some preparation for the evening Tahlil and bday suprised celebration at night

We did mannequin challenge for the family. It was succeed after two takes, great job guys 👍🏻

After the tahlil recital, at nighy we did a birtdhday suprised for those who bornt in January. It was a wonderful moment when you have family gathering after busy and hectic life in your daily routine. The next morning, other family in Omar Azizah's started to make their way back home, left only Yati Ramli's family which is my family. We spent our holiday there till Wednesday. 

 

 

We went to Gambang for night safari. I didnt realized that we have this kind of places to visit in Peninsular. No so bad although it still lacking and need to be upgraded for some area. The animal are well-maintaned, freed to the environment. You can see many animal from Savannah climate, beautiful! 

 

At the entrance

 

In the tramp to visit the area of animal freed in the environment. The tramp was air conditioned and the windows were shut. We have a tourist guide along thr way to give some infos to related animal and its origin. It was a fun ride 😊! 

 

Tok ayah Ramli and his grandchildren. They all having fun with Tok Ayah 😍😍

 

Rest for awhile for Solat and having some snack at the cafe near to Lion's home. There was a male and a female lion beyond that glass partitioned. We rest until the next show (fire and tarzan show). 

 After gambang trip, we heading back to hotel near Paka for one night to let the kids swimming and play at the beach. 

And that's how we spent our CNY vacation before everyone back to daily routine. It was short but it was a great , memorable moments for sure. Love you guys and thank you for being part of my life.

Before ending my entry, kindly watch the vid of me with my only nephew, Rayyan

Meet shy shy Rayyan

Tutorial how wear specs by Fashionista, Rayyan

Extraordinary Comfort Zone

Last weekend, I attended my cousin's solemnization and wedding. Normally, people at my age who are still single, will feel pressure and worried attending ceremony of their friends or younger relatives that overstepping them and getting married before them, afraid being asking about why they are still single, when are their turn and the questions go on and on. But not to me, I never bother about that. When people asking, I simply answered, "confirmed it will be Saturday or Sunday", or "when you see my name on the card, that's the day" (with the most sweet smile). Sometimes, I jokes around, if it my destiny call for me to get married tomorrow, i'll getting married tomorrow. 

Makcik2 and pakcik2,  getting married is not like we go on shopping and buying stuff, we select, pay and they are ours. Makcik2 and pakcik2, u have been there right and your experiences far more piles up than us, please be more considerate and understanding will you 😏. Dont make people like us feel like attending such ceremony as a burden to us that can widen the gap of our relationship. It's not like we like to be single all the time, gile x nak kahwin kot makcik2 and pakcik2. I voice out this phenomenon on behalf of my friends out there. 

I just enjoy be part of the people who attending the ceremony as long as I have my family to accompany. And I really have a great time. 

 

Me and my close relative waiting before the solemnization ceremony started

 

My cousin, Fatin and her husband, Syafiq on their wedding day. Congrat, couzie!

 

A few of Omar and Azizah's generation with the bride and groom

 

Duck mouth! Like grandpa like granddaughter

 

Me and my baby brother, the only sibs attended the ceremony 

 

With hot single cousins (macam umur sebaya kan 😂)

 

More wefie from us (sila tahan 😱)

 

 

With aunt tersayang (konfius sekejap ingatkan Datuk CT 😍)

 

With aunt also,we are at same age. She already have 2 children. Lama xjumpe makcik ni

 

With my elder niece, Airish

 

Hahaha, many pics of me and Airish being together. Mmg hot mess sgt budak ni tau

 

 

Actually, I am very glad that Airish was around with me during the solemnization and wedding ceremony. Why? Because it found it comfortable from those guys' naughty stares nak masuk line. At least when they saw me with Airish while holding the botol susu, they will think I am married woman, hahahhaha 👨‍👩‍👧. But, ada jugak terlepas jelingan nakal lelaki walaupun Airish was around. Mgkin penampilan belum macam ibu2 kot, cis!

Sincerely, I was comfortable with kids around because I just hate those stares from the guys. It's not like jual mahal, I believed I was meant for someone who worth enough for me, those stares meant nothing to me. That's Allah's call. 

  

 

My new comfort zone, be around kids. 

If someone was meant for you, he will gravitate back to you, no matter how far he wander! So, what's the rush 🤗

I Miss Her

I hate counting days,

Especially when it comes to memories that I cherished,

And hope not to be forgotten,

Although in 1, 10 or 100 years,

I really wish it stays my mind collection,

Roughly,

It has been almost 9 months my mom had left us,

And that 9 months I struggled to adapt life without her by keep myself busy,

But I keep on missing her,

Miss her presence,

Miss her her touch,

Miss her nagging and bragging about something,

Miss to pull her white hairs and armpit hairs, give her massage, trim her nails, put oilment on her skin, rubbing her hand, 

Miss her voice, her greetings, her long messages,

Miss her recital Al-Quran every Suboh while I was half awake sleeping in the dining hall,

Miss her cooking,

Gosh.. I miss everything about her

I wish in my prayer that I could meet her at least in my dream,

But she never appear,

Because I know if Allah granted my wish,

I will asked for more,

And my mom would feel sad about it too

Pictures and videos are the only visuals that I had to cater my longing for her.

I know the look from my uncles and aunties when they sneeking looked at me,

How they really want me to be around for the family events,

How dissapointed they are when I cant stay any longer for the event, 

Because they really missed my mom too,

I have my mom's look and almost inherited her genes including her character,

I am her junior is all I can say.

I know I cant bragging about how I've been missing my mom, 

I should be thinking my dad's feeling too,

I must stay strong for him,

That's the way will make him moved on and adapt his life without the woman he loves the most, 

He's the one who felt lost the most,

He's the one need to have the most attention this time.

Though our cares towards him cant be compare to my mom,

But at least, he doesnt feel alone without her woman.

This past few weeks,

I always seek for dishes that my mom cooked,

I missed someone cook for me,

Thus, I would feel happy if someone would iffer their homemade cooking for me,

It is not about how the food taste but how the love they put while making food to others,

Make the taste the best,

Mom's cook always the best though!

Me and my late mom

Al-fatihah!

Please, appreciate the moments with your parent and your loved one while they still alive. We dont know when they will be gone. Always be generous to apologize and give forgiveness, dont wait! Afraid that when you realized it's already late for those and you cant bare the regret the rest of your life. Because feeling lost is already unbearable, cant imagine of those regret! 

Do you LOVE ur DAD?

Assalammualaikum and monday's blue, peep!

BLUE? Why must be blue since we have all the colors. Kick your ass out there and color your day, people! Haha, mentang-mentang last week ko baru main painting kat pokok. Macam budak-budak kan ko dapat berus cat. Abes satu tangan, kasut, baju & seluar ko nak sental dengan cat. Dah tu, bila nak tanggalkan cat tu, ko lumur trus ngan thinner. Kesudahan, tangan ko macam kene syndrome-hand-burnt sbb elergik dengan thinner.

 

 Ihsan caption gambar from google.my since kiteowg tak dapat capture scene main painting pokok kelapa sawit sebab tangan penuh dengan cat. 

(sebenarnya nak cover keselekehan muka sun-burnt, hahaha)

Painting pokok bukan la main topik dalam entri aku hari ni, itu adalah sekadar diversion untuk kurangkan kesentapan aku semalam. Sentap sampai ke pangkal hati sehingga terasa air hangat mengalir di pipi gebus aku (metaphor abes la).  Petang semalam, lepas pergi melawat newborn baby member kteowg (aku dan sowg 1 member aku), kteowg pergi dinner terus. Seperti biasa, banyak la hal yang diperbualkan di luar daripada bidang kerja masing-masing (please la kalau kowg hang out ngan kawan kowg, AVOID CITE PASAL HAL KERJA, kalau nak gak make it simple), the very leisure topic that couldn't bring more harm to your brain to think! 

Most of the time, I am quite selective to discuss or talk serious discussion with random people. Serious discussion which I meant here are the views, ideas and perspective about life+religion. Cakap punya cakap, tak tahu macam mana kteowg boleh end up part marriage. 

Kalau kita tengok kebanyakan wanita berubah ke arah sesuatu yang lebih baik selepas menjadi isteri kerana mereka sedia maklum selepas bergelar isteri, suami yang akan menanggung dosa isteri. Alhamdulillah, perubahan ke arah kebaikan adalah sangat dituntut dalam Islam. Tapi isunya, adakah kita terfikir siapa yang menanggung dosa-dosa kita sebelum bergelar isteri? Mungkin ramai anak-anak gadis di luar sana yang belum berkahwin lupa memikirkan hal penting sedemikian. Ya, ayah kita. Pernahkan kita terfikir akan ayah kita sewaktu kita tidak menutup aurat dengan sempurna, mengabaikan tanggungjawab kepada Allah dan melakukan dosa-dosa kecil mahupun yang besar tanpa kita sedari? Nauzubillahimindzalik!

Wajarkah kita, sebagai seorang anak boleh lupa kasih sayang ayah kita sejak kita dilahirkan hingga dia mengakadkan penyerahan tanggungjawab kepada suami dengan membalas jasa ayah untuk menjawab akan dosa-dosa kita ketika dihisab pada Hari Kiamat nanti? Tak sayangkah kita pada ayah kita? 

Semestinya, hendak melakukan penghijrahan kepada sesuatu yang lebih baik adalah memang susah, tapi aku percaya kalau kita betul-betul hendak berubah, Allah akan bantu dan permudahkan jalan kita dengan mendampingkan kita dengan orang-orang baik. Perubahan itu mestilah niat semata-mata kerana Allah Taala. Biarlah perubahan itu berkadar perlahan tetapi Istiqamah. Penghijrahan itu tidak memerlukan batasan waktu sebab kita tak tahu bila ajal bakal menemui kita. Jadi kenapa perlu kita berubah selepas berkahwin sedangkan kita punya waktu sekarang? Peringatan ini adalah peringatan untuk aku juga. 

Syukur terhadap Allah, aku masih punya peluang untuk memperoleh sesuatu yang baik. Itulah nikmat bersahabat. Saling ingat-mengingati antara satu sama lain adalah cara kita berkasih sayang sesama muslim. Terima kasih, sahabat!

Saya sayangkan ayah saya!

Don't just say, proved it!

p/s: Tahniah buat rakan-rakan yang selamat melahirkan penyambung keturunan Adam sebagai khalifah di bumi Allah. Semoga menjadi seorang yang soleh dan solehah yang berbakti pada ibu bapa, keluarga, masyarakat dan agama!

Anugerah Syawal

Assalammualaikum dan Salam Syawal, sahabat-sahabat muslim!

Yup, aku masih berada di koordinat N 2.9837 E 101.7350 dan aku tau raya dah seminggu berlalu tapi disebabkan pagi ni aku terbangun terlebih awal around 4 a.m dimana otot-otot mata mahu 'workout' katanya, maka tangan mula kencang menaip papan-papan kekunci sambil ditemani sahabat setia, Joshua. 

  Joshua dan "whhat!!!"nya

-tagline dalam movie Growns up 2

Jadi, pada kesempatan ini aku nak ucapkan belated Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, kalau ada terlanjur kata tersilap buat harap mohon maaf dari hujung kapilari darah hati okay! Jemput datang rumah (ehhh, ghayo dah abih la, ehehehe). 

Seperti biaso, Syawal kali ni 1st ghayo kek kampung noghoghi sombilan. Eh, tak cayo ko den waghih ni! Cumo yang membezokan ghayo tahun ni ngan taun-taun lalu ialah den berghayo ngan anak buah baghu. 

Memperkonakan anak buah den Puteri Airis Qalisya binti Saiful Nizam, 2 bulan lobih. 

Namo e nak panjang tapi mummy dio panggil Airis gak, tak do plak dipanggil puteghi ko hapo.

Welcome to Ramli & Yati's hierarchy generation 2, dear Airis! Be a devoted Caliph and awesome person better than your Aunt Sya.

Kalau ditanya apa yang best time raya bila umur dah mencecah suku abad ni (walaupun pada realitinya peningkatan umur tidak berkadar terus dengan karakter) ialah:

1) Beraya ngan keluarga baru, in my case my 1st niece. So, hirarki keluarga dah mula bertambah dan berkembang. Last year, dapat abang ipar! Tahun depan dengar ura-ura, bakal dapat adik ipar untung-untung juga dapat suami, lolz! 

2) Dapat berkumpul satu family dan sanak saudara. Maklumlah, masing-masing dah bekarier dan berkeluarga, agak susah nak dapat cuti. So, this is the time where most of the roots in one pot! Catching up with each other dan bergosip.

3) Masih menerima duit raya daripada parent, uncles and aunties, and ada juga dari non-relatives. Kalau dari kaum kerabat tak malu la nak amek, tapi kalau orang luar bagi agak awkward sikit la weh. I dah suku abad uolls!! Kadang-kadang terpaksa pakai attire yang menampakkan kewanitaan dah, tapi tapi dan tapi masih dihulurkan lagi sampul raya, dowang kata "tak pe, sekolah lagi kan". Suka la tuh, orang cakap dia awet muda, :P. (subhannallah ciptaan Allah). Tipu la kalau tak suka dapat wit raya lagi, orang dah bagi kita ambik je la kan.

4) Excited sebab dah tiba masanya untuk bagi wit raya kat nenek, anak buah, adik dan sepupu-sepupu yang lum kerja. Kalau ada rezeki lebih, tahun depan dapat bagi ayah ibu, uncles dan aunties sekalian.

5) Dapat melantak macam-macam. Cuma bila dah separuh abad ni, metabolisma kowang berkadar songsang dengan peningkatan usia. Makanya, pengambilan juadah haruslah berpada-pada. Biasanya, memandangkan rumah ditandang oleh sanak-saudara yang ramai, toilet juga terhad, jadi elakkan mendapat cirit-birit. Sayangi perut anda!

6) Mesti la happy sebab cuti lebih lama dari cuti-cuti yang lain.

7) Bergambar sakan. Ye la, masing-masing ada hp and kamera canggih, tak payah kowang beria-ria susah2 capture gambar. Yang paling penting gambar kowang banyak. Hehehehe

macam ni...

ehhh..mana-mana pun ada terselit ko...hihihi

Ehh..dah nampak matahari dah. Okay, enough for now. So, guys see you in the next entri. This time, I plan to update the entry frequently and short. I will use this blog as my diary as well. Bear with me. 

So, stay peace, calm and happy, peeps!

<<Wassalam>>

1st Man in my life. Happy Father's Day, Mr. Ramli!

Assalammualaikum and Happy entering July, peeps! (back-dated)

Haha, seems like I have been missing my train quite some time and u guys must be missing me too. Still, I want to be update about Father's Day though it has been passed like ages because I LOVE my MUM equally as my DAD! For every daughter, her dad is always their 1st man in their life, right! We are daddy's sugarhearts!

Anybody can be a father, but it takes a real man to be a daddy. You really can't realized their roles being a father until they went missing from your sight and obviously, mum's roles overshadowed their part (woman power >_<). Unlike mum who naturally showed their motherhood's side, dad is more pleased to be our friends. You can feel an inexpressible comfort of feeling safe, having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring them all out, just as they are, chaff and grain together, certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and with a breath of kindness blow the rest away when having your dad around! When I was a kid and up until now, it was a fearsome if when !wake up in the morning, realized that my parent is not here for me (passed away).  Old saying says, as old as she was, the daughter still missed her dad sometimes. Couldn't agree more!

What would most father do(s):

• holds your hand when you were walking
• make sure you do what mum says
• brush your hairs when it is tangled because mum is too busy
• let you eat ice cream during breakfast but only mum is away
• didn't tell us how to live, he lived and let us watch him do it
• always making his baby into a little woman and when she is a woman he turns her back again. 
• when he missed his children, he asked her wife how we are being doing instead of asking us directly
• always be a daughter's hero
• tells you everything gonna be ok
• he always believe in his children
• keep you safe

Here both of them, my everything.
MR. RAMLI, my dad is my first man and my hero!

Happy nostalgic moments:
Father used to play with his children in the yard. Mother would come out and say, "You're tearing up the grass." Dad would reply, "We're not raising grass, we're raising kids."

Spread your love to people around you!

Congratulation on your Graduation day!!

Assalammualaikum and happy Tuesday, peeps!

Oct is the month of GRADUATION DAY in many public or private Institution especially for the local fresh graduate students. Thus, I want to take this opportunity to congratulate our sisters and brothers who just or will pursuing their Sijil, Bachelor Degree, Master Degree and Doctor of Philosophy on their graduation day this year. You guys did great after all the hardships you have been through. What u left behind are the memories those time back but you bring along the valuable knowledge and experience you gained throughout your life!

Last Sunday, 14th Oct 2012 was my little sister graduation's day. Finally, her efforts and hard works that she put in all those 4 years in her Bachelor Degree Chemical Polymer have been paid with a scroll of certificate and a dean medal (berat wooo!! jual kat tukang emas laku kot..ngeh..ngeh..ngeh). And it's already 1 month ++ she's been employed by Petronas as an engineer in Pethlin Kerteh, Terengganu (jd org ganu mg, hihihi). Although, she has been offer by her lecturer to further her study in pHD (jump trus like her sister too, hehhe) since she has an outstanding CGPA but she has turned it down to let her sister finished her pHD 1st and gained experience in working field as engineer b4 continue with her plan to be long term dream job as a lecturer. So thoughtful she is, isn't. Love u, dear sis!

So, here's my wishes for your success:

Congratulations! Well Done! 

Your brilliant days have begun,

You are on the road of success,

and you are on the way to progress,

Your efforts have been crowned, 

success you have now found,

Many more will come,

Hope you will strong enough,

and you deserve to go very high.

Pagi-pagi my dad kejut bangun swuh siap on behalf my mum masuk hall since my mum not fully recover form her sickness. Dengan balik x prepare baju formal, nasib baik my mum ada baju kurung yang leh fit width and my height (mmg keje gila tul). 

Wah, maroon jugak robe UTM ek, sama la cm UPM nye. Aiceh, dah cukup bergaya la tuh? hehehe

Sempat lagi my dad curi-curi snap gambar kteowg gune video kamera setting jek (mesti ayah bermonolog yang anak-anak dara dia ni cam-whore, hahaha)

"check pose cantek x?" 

"why so serious?" (muncung mmg tak leh belah kan M)

Comel kan akak baju biru tu betulkan robe adik die. Kowg ader kakak cmtuh? (smbil wat kening double jerk)

Hah, ni baru bukan snap curi-curi. My dad mmg tak suke bergambar mcm anak-anak dia ni. Kalau bergambar pun mesti masam (pakai susuk la tuh, kidding!). Neway, tak nampak cm bini muda ayah aku kan. Siot tul akak aku dia ckp, " abes la ko. Mesti org ingat ko bini muda ayah...". Rasa cam back kick jek kat akak aku. Mana ada bini muda pakai beg polkadot, jam digital PUMA and siap bawak headphone sangkut kat beg lagi. Haha, mmg awkward pon masuk hall sbb org tengok atas bawah, al-maklumlah yang masuk hall bese parent. Mana x tkjut orang dalam hall budak-budak x matured tetibe jd parent kan. ~_^

Fortunately, dapat seat dekat ngan my sis nyer seat. Ungtunglah, leh capture pic dia byk2. Malu tau I kene bangun expose2 tangkap gambar dia. Kantoi ngan budak kosmet dia yang aku ni kakak dia. Mana xnya dok panggil, "kak ngah..kak ngah". Baru nak pancing sowg anak ikan, hahaha (gilo). Bosan wo menunggu dowg g atas stage amek scroll. Barulah aku paham perasaan parent aku pada ketika akak aku dan aku masa dowg attend konvo ktewog past few years back. Peliknya, masa aku kat dewan konvo tak der plak bosan. Al-maklumlah, excited nak naik stage amek scroll. 4 years for a scroll, dengar cam tak berbaloi jek kan, hahaha (org yang conservative jek fikir camtuh)

Yeah, finally dapat gak bau udara segar kat luar walaupun tengah terik. Actually, tengah tunggu my mum, sis, bro-in-law and pakwe  adik aku untuk snap pic. Siap booking cameraman semata-mata nak cap pic konvo dia ni tau. Tapi pic dalam entri ni sume dari sumber video-cam and hp kamera jek. 

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"The roots of education are bitter, but the fruit is sweet"

-Aristotle-

"It is not enough to have a good mind, the main thing is to use it well"

-Descartes-

Happy Graduation Day, people!

Sajek menggedik nak letak gambar konvo waktu kat MRSM dulu (2nd time convocation after tadika)

  Me staying as same old days till now!

Peace and Happy!