There's still a Child inside me: Make up session

Salam and Happy weekend everyone 😊!

Kowg mesti kadang2 terasa nak mengimbau zaman kanak2 kowg kan, ~remisnishing memory down the lane~. I love during my kids time. Tak payah nak pikir pasal duit, bayar itu ini, tak payah nak get involved dgn drama orang2 dewasa, nk pening kepala harga minyak naik sbb pakai kereta, ohhh really kid last time are the best moments. Tapi konfem kids skunk tak bernasib baik macam zaman aku dulu ~aku bersimpati dan kasihan kat uolls~. 

Weekend yang lepas, aku rasa diri ni worth a treat selepas harungi a busy weekdays tapi dalam masa yang sama malas nak bersesak keluar ke shopping mall or having time to meet people. Kadang2, ada masa yang kita nak masa kita berseorangan kan. Tapi macam aku mmg kerap buat sesuatu berseorangan disebabkan masa kita tak fit dengan kawan2 lain utk buat sesuatu aktiviti, that's the reason I always did things alone, more convenience orang kata. Tapi bila waktu2 macam ni aku lebih suka bersama family atau kawan yang boleh layan gila aku. Kawan yang boleh layan gile aku plak x available weekend maka seperti biasa, cousin aku akan jadi mangsa crime aku la kali ni.

Masa aku kecik2 dulu, since adik beradik ramai perempuan: kakak aku, aku dan adik aku (sometimes adik lelaki aku pon join skali) main masak2, buat rumah pakai kusyen, main kahwin2 dengan jiran, senang cakap yang kiteowg main tu adalah real thing ok. Kalau main masak2 tu, daun, kayu, bunga semua kena petik masak pakai tempurung kelapa guna kayu api masak tau. And kalau main conteng2 muka pon pakai alatan make up betul la kan, make up arwah ibu jadi mangsa. Tapi kiteowg jenis cermat, aktiviti kiteowng keep hidden daripada pengetahuan arwah ibu ~how i missed my mom at this moment, Al-fatihah~. 

 

So ni la mangsa pertama aku, Adik Awin. Muka dia tanned, agak susah nak tahu warna foundation yang sesuai dengan warna kulit dia. Ala, nama pon main conteng2 muka, hasilnya jauh daripada professional make up artist. 

 

Mangsa kedua nilah Atirah, cousin yang rapat dengan aku, selalu layan bebelan aku, yang selalu ketuk duit aku pon ye jugak ni. Kulit dia banyak bekas2 jerawat but I managed to cover them with the concealer. I wish i could do better with her eyebrows tapi disebabkan foundation dia too sticky, lukisan kening dia jadi smeared. But overall, she's happy with the make up. I am happy too 😘

 

Seperti yang awal2 tadi aku cakap, aku deserved a treat. So, I would love to be spoiled like a princess jugak 😂. So, I let my face to be spoiled by Atirah. Best kot orang pegang2 and belai2 muka ko sambil ko relax2 tutup mata. So ni la hasil keje cousin aku tu setelah di touch up semula oleh aku lepas repair sikit tang kening, mata and blusher. Good job for the beginner 👍🏻! 

Sebenarnya lagi best kalau ko treat dia ko dengan facial treatment kan, tapi dalam masa yang sama aku nak support cousin aku tu jual barang2 make up, so tu yang keluar idea main conteng2 muka tu 🤣. But at least, boleh upgrade skill make up selain daripada dapat satisfaction to look beautiful kan. 

Weekend kowg macam mana pulak?

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Apa2 pun make yourself to the fullest okay!

Jenis Mudah Terhibur

Ada tak sesiapa yang kowg kenali jenis yang mudah terhibur, dengan kata lebih mudah ialah mudah tergelak? Aku ada termasuk la aku sendiri. Ramai yang mengandaikan bahawa orang mudah terhibur ni adalah orang yang selalu memendam kesedihan dalam diri. Lalu yang demikian, beliau mudah untuk mengekspresikan ketawa untuk menutup kesedihan yang dialami beliau daripada disedari orang lain. 

Aku kurang bersetuju dengan pandangan tersebut. Walaubagaimana, sememangnya ketawa merupakan salah satu terapi merawat kesedihan. Aku lebih bersetuju dengan pendapat bahawa orang yang mudah terhibur ni adalah orang yang yang sangat sensitif. Sensitif terhadap perubahan yang kecil dan skop nya meliputi keadaan sekeliling, jiwa serta perasaan. Disebabkan sifat sensitif inilah buat mereka mudah lebih bertindak balas lebih cepat dalam mengekspresikan perasaan mereka tatkala itu termasuklah ketawa berbanding mereka yang kurang sensitif terhadap perubahan. Kebanyakan orang yang mudah terhibur ni mudah menangis, ya itu merupakan tindakbalas perasaan mereka. Oleh yang demikian mereka selalu disalah ertikan dengan orang yang sensitif (lebih kepada sifat negatif iaitu beremosi). Tetapi sifat yang mudah beremosi bergantung pada individu mudah terhibur tersebut untuk menangani perasaan negatif tersebut. Tidak semua yang jenis mudah terhibur ini jenis yang selalu beremosi menangis dan sebagainya.

Apa jua jenis kawan2 anda, anda perlu berterima kasih atas kehadiran kawan2 anda yang mudah terhibur ini. Disebabkan kewujudan merekalah hari2 anda ceria dan bermakna. Ketiadaan mereka menyebabkan anda kesunyian. 

Aku sangat appreciate dengan apa jua kawan2 senang dan susah aku tak kira apa jua mereka daripada jenis yang mudah terhibur atau tidak. Mereka adalah sebahagian daripada hidup aku. 

Rajin2 la click vid kat bawah, vid aku dan kawan2 aku yang mudah terhibur 😍😍

Vid candid xperasan tengah rolling

Vid first take untuk dedicated buat seorang sahabat yang jenis kurang terhibur yang tak boleh join vacation kami

Vid second take. 

Siapa dan apa jua kelemahan dan kelebihan kita, kehadiran sahabat tu sentiasa melengkapi kehadiran masing2 😊

I love raincoat

"Rain, rain go away. Come again another day" definitely wasnt my favourite song when I was a kid because I love to play outside when it was raining. When it's raining, I love the sound of the dropping rain on the roof, floor and etc, the smell of it wetting the grass, the tar road and the coldness that it gives to the earth. It gives such as calm and peaceful to me. The best part is I can wear a rain coat. For me, rain coat is cute to be wear when it's raining. It cover your body with sound of ticking droplets of the rain on it. Hahaha, I know it's funny for me to think and feel that way, but I am having fun doing so. 

 I dont need to wait for the rain to fall just to wear my favourite rain coat. See, I can also wear it in the glasshouse to prevent me getting wet from watering the plants 😂😂. The most inportant thing is I am having fun for the things that I did. 

How about u guys? Do you love something for having fun? 🤗

Hoping that u always having fun in your life.

Mimpi

Salam Jumaat, semua! Semoga Allah memberkati dan merahmati kalian di dunia dan akhirat 😊

Dah lama aku rasa aku tidak bermimpi, barangkali aku mmg tidak bermimpi oleh kerana mendapat tidur yang berkualiti atau barangkali bermimpi, cuma mimpi yang 'significant' kesan dramatiknya pada aku. Tapi malam khamis, aku ingat jelas kronologi dalam mimpi aku, begitu real walaupun perlahan perjalanan mimpi tersebut dan gambarannya cukup jelas. Dalam mimpi tersebut aku ditakdirkan merasai suatu peringkat yang semua wanita bujang dambakan, suatu tanggungjawab, komitmen dan kecintaan terhadap manusia selain dirinya sebagai tanda cintanya Allah pada mahluk2 nya. 

Tersedar daripada mimpi tersebut, aku terus berdoa, mengharapkan apa yang dimimpikan merupakan satu petanda yang khusus dari Allah terhadap doa2 dan usaha yang aku lakukan untuk perbaiki diri bagi tujuan pertemuan jodoh aku yang telah Allah tetapkan di Luh Mahfuz. Sekiranya gambaran jodoh tersebut merupakan zaujahku, Alhamdulillah sebab mudah hati ini untuk menerima beliau seadanya oleh sebab beliau seorang teman rapat dan mungkin sudah arif dengan karakter aku. Kami kenal boleh dikatakan lama dan banyak juga yanv berlaku sepanjang persahabatan kami. Tapi apa yang penting bersangka baik dengan Allah, mgkin bukan spesifik berkaitan jodoh tapi insha allah sesuatu yang baik akan berlaku dan sentiasa tingkatkan amalan ke arah kebaikan niat kerana Allah, semoga Allah permudahkan urusan kita dunia dan akhirat. Dalam soal jodoh aku sebulat2 nya berserah pada ketentuan Allah, bagi aku itu jalan yang terbaik, dari segi usaha, aku berusaha dalam perbaikan fizikal, rohani, spiritual serta mental. Dalam doa, selalu aku doakan supaya dijagakan pandangan mata dan hati aku untuk jodoh sebenarku begitu sebaliknya. 

Pernah beberapa kali cubaan beberapa lelaki cuba untuk kenal, tapi dengan lancar aku menolak mengatakan hati sudah berpunya sedangkan belum. Seperti bulan Januari yang lepas, dua lelaki yang aku kurang kenali dan baru berjumpa cuba mendekati tapi aku tolak dengan tenang. Bila difikirkan semula, lelaki2 yang boleh dikatakan berani mengatakan hasrat dihati mereka harus diberi peluang oleh sebab mempunyai rupa yang boleh tahan, perilaku yang baik serta pekerjaan yang stabil tapi dengan mudah aku tolak mentah2 untuk mengenali lebih rapat. Aku bersangka baik sebab Allah jaga jodohku untuk zaujah yang selayaknya. Amin!

Di sini aku sertakan pandangan Islam terhadap mimpi.👇🏻http://mukzizatislam.blogspot.my/2012/10/memahami-pengertian-mimpi-menurut-islam.html?m=1

Semoga mimpi2 kalian yang baik2 tu datang dari Allah. Amin!

How we celebrate CNY 2017

Happy Chinese New Year to all!

It was a great moment when family can reunite especially during raya festival. This is the second year celebrate CNY without our beloved mom. Time flies so fast! I still can remember the last day when I was with her, just like yesterday. Thank to Almighty Allah for giving us strong heart and mentality to past this difficult years without her existence. 

Omar and Azizah's family started the reunion at my cousin's wedding (the groom's side) at Kota Bharu. Unfortunately, I cant be there coz the bus ticket was sold out. So, I was able to join them the first day of CNY at night at my sister's crib in Paka, Terengganu. I was not in good shape, having a cold for the past 2 days was so not cool. 

Vid of my restless sick day 😂. I am not the type of person to sit around when I am sick. I have to do some preparation for the evening Tahlil and bday suprised celebration at night

We did mannequin challenge for the family. It was succeed after two takes, great job guys 👍🏻

After the tahlil recital, at nighy we did a birtdhday suprised for those who bornt in January. It was a wonderful moment when you have family gathering after busy and hectic life in your daily routine. The next morning, other family in Omar Azizah's started to make their way back home, left only Yati Ramli's family which is my family. We spent our holiday there till Wednesday. 

 

 

We went to Gambang for night safari. I didnt realized that we have this kind of places to visit in Peninsular. No so bad although it still lacking and need to be upgraded for some area. The animal are well-maintaned, freed to the environment. You can see many animal from Savannah climate, beautiful! 

 

At the entrance

 

In the tramp to visit the area of animal freed in the environment. The tramp was air conditioned and the windows were shut. We have a tourist guide along thr way to give some infos to related animal and its origin. It was a fun ride 😊! 

 

Tok ayah Ramli and his grandchildren. They all having fun with Tok Ayah 😍😍

 

Rest for awhile for Solat and having some snack at the cafe near to Lion's home. There was a male and a female lion beyond that glass partitioned. We rest until the next show (fire and tarzan show). 

 After gambang trip, we heading back to hotel near Paka for one night to let the kids swimming and play at the beach. 

And that's how we spent our CNY vacation before everyone back to daily routine. It was short but it was a great , memorable moments for sure. Love you guys and thank you for being part of my life.

Before ending my entry, kindly watch the vid of me with my only nephew, Rayyan

Meet shy shy Rayyan

Tutorial how wear specs by Fashionista, Rayyan

Bye bye my Taska's Job

Welcome February 2017!

Hye hye, silent readers. Hope you are doing really great and awesome! 

27th of January was the last day I worked at Taska de' Sayang under KPM, Putrajaya. It was another a great experience and pleasure in my life to work there together with nice people and the kids that really that always make my day happy. 

It was sad when I realized that my last day will come soon, same goes to other teachers as well. I thought my existence wont be that significance in that preschool since I was a part timer and worked halfday from 7.30am to 1.00pm but to my suprised, they said they gonna miss my existence. They said I was sporting to take part in any activities the preschool held, friendly and handful that make the environment so warm and cheerful. Indeed I am that kind of person 👽. But as usual, I am not good at parting, other would take me as a cold person if I reacted like I dont felt sad at all, how ever what I felt was totally opposite. Obviously I was so damn sad. 

What a joke, the final week before I left, the teachers in my class made a prank. Of course, I am a person who have a keen eye to see their intention to do so, but at last they did well. They requested all the teachers of that class to wear sport attires (which was totally broke the dress code), I said is it for real, but they said yes. I double confirmed the morning before I went to work with my cousin (one of teacher is my cousin's bestfriend who stayed in my cousin's house, what Jyha wore that morning) since I dont trust my colleagues but unfortunately my cousin also joined to prank me. Thanked to them, I off to work wore sport attires. The other teacher dont know the situation of the prank, so they teased me that I wanted to do some demo of exercises for the kids. When they knew the real intention, they just laughed. Good job dear colleagues, U had me pranked! 

Vid of my last week working

Vid the morning before reaching the workplace and before I knew I was pranked by my colleagues

Thank you dear teachers, parent and kids for the warm wishes and celebrations you guys did for me before leaving. I totally appreaciated for what you have give me especially those beautiful moments and great experiences that I cherished till enf of my life. Insha allah I will come to visit you guys. Thank you too for sending me those updates and pictures of my beloved kids to me although I wasnt there to help you guys anymore. Love all!

Vid of the kids last year before they entered to new class

 

 Teachers of 2 year class

 

Candid was the best pic when you captured with the kids

 

New batch of fave kid: Adlan. He wasnt able to walk properly at first when he entered our class. But after a few weeks after I trained him, he can walk very well. Love his smiles

 

2nd fave kid: Muaz

 

3rd fave kid: Amelia

Coincidentally that 4 of us shared same birthday. No wonder we engaged quite well.

Bye bye people. Gonna miss you 😘😘

It's 2017

Wow, it's just another new year! Time always been a great teacher. Once you've lost it, you wont get it back. Well, I dont think I have new resolution this year because it will always been same as previous year and it has become a daily target in my life onwards. But definitely, one things I would be chasing is whatever makes my soul feel good. I will do what I want to that makes me better, no regret. 

Thus, for this new year event, may be this a good start by joining my friend's event, distributed the goodies pack for the homeless around Masjid Jamek and the area nearby for almost 100 packs.

 

 Organised by the founder of Bromeliad Station, Mr Zulhilmi Misrol a.k.a Gundam Emi (can search through FB about them), involving other 3 volunteers basically friends of him.

 

Azam, Gundam, Syu and me

It was a great experience to see how the homeless survived during the night hrs in this city. The numbers of the homeless slept along the pavent reduced compared to last time I encountered with another volunteering event of other group since the NGOs put a lot of efforts to give better place for the homeless to stay in the Masjid Negara at night under certain condition. Luckily, I dont see any women and kids around that night, most of them were men. 

 It was peaceful though to see KL at midnight compared during the days. One of the volunteer wondered why they become homeless since this is her first encountered by joining this volunteer event, and I said, "living is hard nowadays and not many people are lucky enough to have what we had".

 

 I would like to say thank you for the cooperation from the volunteers and sponsors, thank you for having a big hearts. It might looked as a small gifts but to them were everything. Thank you too mr organiser for this charity event, it is a priceless experience before hand in my life journey. 

"If you cant find kind people, be one". It is not that hard, your heart is all that matter 😊😊

And my wish would be... 🤗

So people Happy welcoming 2017. May Allah blessed you all, Amin!