Yesterday (19 Dec) was the last day I taught my one-month (4 weeks) intensive class in one of the tuition centre in Bandar Baru Bangi. Most of the students who joined this intensive class came from boarding schools and some came from nearby school this area. Pretty sure, they were diligent student and hardworking+smart (jenis yang tak suka bazir masa tak pun sebab kena paksa ngan parent, hehe LOL). Sepanjang 4 minggu mengajar dowg, aku rasa happy and semangat sebab aku terdorong dengan semangat belajar dowg. Most of the time tu memang selalu la terlebih-lebih masa sampai terpaksa dragged masa tutor lain sebab tak perasan masa dah tamat.
Setelah 4 minggu mengajar dowg, terasa sedih la plak bila hari ni merupakan hari last aku. Aku enjoy mengajar walaupun pagi-pagi tak sempat nak bekpes, perut berbunyi-bunyi pun aku teruskan mengajar. Penglibatan dowg dalam kelas pun sangat bagus, tak paham dowg tanya and if aku ada tersilap tulis pon dowg akan perbetulkan. The two ways teaching and learning ni la yang patut kita terapkan kat school systems. Give and take! Yang paling tak sangka, ada beberapa student bagi presents as token of appreciation dari parent dowg pada aku. Sangat terharu okay. Doesn't expected apa yang aku ajar and guide dowg, dowg sangat appreciate kat aku. Memandangkan most of them datang dari boarding schools, so dowg not able to attend a tuition during weekend yang tuition centre aku buat seperti selalu sebab kalau boleh dowg nak ambil class dengan aku. Wah, itu adalah verbal appreciation yang sangat aku tak sangka. Thanks guys for those compliments. Aku ajar kowg dengan ikhlas dengan harapan apa yang aku ajar kowg memberi manfaat and guide untuk kowg punya exam t. All the best guys. Really have a great time with you all.
Walaupun tak seberapa tapi ingatan itu adalah yang terbaik. I love teaching and to be teach!
Selamat kembalik ke sekolah, adik-adik sekalian. Make ur parent proud of u. Love!
Assalammualaikum and a Happy entering December, peeps!
Pejam celik pejam celik, we are almost come towards the end of 2013 session! Yet, too many datelines are queuing in the list to be completed! Maka aturan tidur turut terganggu, here come the panda mode.
"Apahal la pulak babitkan aku ni?
Aku cukup jek tidur, berlebih-lebihan lagi.
Macam okay je, macam comel jek!"-Baby Panda
I am targetting to finish my phD by 2014, no more no less! Semangat untuk mencurahkan khidmat pada anak bangsa terlalu berkobar-kobar sehingga menyesakkan diri untuk push to the limit (sebenarnya lebih kepada nak ada duit kepuk2 tiap bulan, LOL). Alhamdullillah, towards the end of the study, byk dpt peluang dan kepercayaan daripada my SIFU untuk dapatkan pengalaman dalam bidang research and education ni. I feel so blessed!
Last week, dapat SMS from my SIFU yang dia perlukan bantuan aku and my colleague untuk conduct her lecture for this week which is yesterday due to her sudden change for the Talk Schedule in KL. We were asked to finish her last 2 lectures and evaluate the student presentation. Bagi aku ini peluang keemasan yang jarang-jarang kita dapat untuk peroleh kepercayaan dari supervisor kita. It was a big calling for both of us! Biasanya, as a student under her supervision, we were asked to assist her lab, marking paper if it involved in academical level.
Walaupun aku seorang tenaga pengajar pusat tusyen yang ada pengalaman dalam handling students, tapi the feel and tense are quite different. Mungkin disebabkan kumpulan targetnya adalah pelajar Bacelor Degree yang lebih matang dan pengetahuannya lebih tinggi berbanding pelajar sekolah menengah atas, takut gak dengan pengetahuan aku dalam bidang ni tak seberapa, how are you expecting that I can handling them? Ayat pembakar semangat untuk kurangkan nebes kteowg, "Lek ar, budak-budak degree jek pun!".
Since my colleague is a tutor in our department, this is the 1st stage for her to take a hit. So, I give the opportunity to deliver the lecture about 20 minutes to built up her confidence level. I knew her back then since in our matriculation and we ended up doing Bachelor and phD degree together under the same supervision. This is what we called fate! And I see she's growing in many ways (including her size, LOL) and I believe she would sustain and succeed in this field (she doesn't even expecting that she will be in this career, isn't it cool). Even we are not close friend, we belong to a great team. We help each other, share problems in our study while enjoying life as a phD student! The words that make me feel flustered and make me feel appreciated, "M, aku tak tau cam mana ngan aku kalau kau tak de!". Ayat tak perlu bombastik utk buat aku terharu weh.
Then, lepas my colleague habis bagi lecture, we proceed to student presentation. Seperti biasa, aku akan bertindak sebagai MC and back up apa-apa yang my colleague terlepas pandang. Actually, aku dah pernah handle this class before untuk visit ladang. Itu pun secara ad hoc, my colleague mintak tolong disebabkan dia kena uruskan something urgent. Nasib baik bukan aku yang kena briefing. Bila datang gila, aku ni ada sifat untuk malas nak orang tau sapa aku, aku lebih suka jadi hollowgirl (masalahnya it won't follow my will, lagi aku nak halimunan, lagi tu la orang kantoi mengenali aku, hampeh tul la teori approach tu)! Dah la dtg pakai baju kurung berkasut ladies masuk ladang, tak pernah dibuek oghang jang oi! Kesudahannya, student mistook aku as a bachelor student. Dah la masa aku conduct class tu aku tak buat pon self-introductory, elok bebenor la tuh!
Berani pakai cenggini masuk ladang?
This time pun aku tak buat self-introductory since aku berperanan sebagai silent backer di belakang memantau kelas saje al-kononnya (memang tak de senyap la aku kat belakang). Plan asalnya, aku nak attend as peneman kawan aku jek. Macam pelik pulak kalau ada 2 orang handle class yang dipenuhi oleh 22 orang student. Tapi kesudahannya, tidak mengikut plan asal kerana student seolah-olah lebih familiar dengan aku. Before the class started, the student tanya aku nama aku apa, terus terkedu aku menjawab, "Syalina". Terlupa bahawa etika nak presentation perlukan kata-kata aluan, makanya perlulah nama aku and my colleague disebut2kan. Sudahnya, macam-macam nama aku yang dowg sebutkan, "Syerina", "Syarina"! That's the reason why M is preferable! Mudah, mungkin sedikit pelik tapi tidak pelat nak menyebut.
It was so funny at first, when I was attending the class and feel a little bit nervous but as the time passed by, I started to adapt and feel comfort in that position, like this is not the 1st time! Luckily, the topic covered in the student presentation were quite reachable. Phuhh! So, senang la nak faham untuk tanya. Hehehe! Bila tengok student present kat depan, teringat waktu zaman degree dulu. So, barulah aku tau expectation as:
a) viewer sebagai student terhadap lecturernya
feeling nervous duk risau lecturer nak tanya and komen apa, are the contents enough to cover the topic and so on.
pandang tinggi pada lecturer seolah-olah hebat and tau semua benda
b) viewer sebagai lecturer pada studentnya
boleh tau student yang prepare and tidak
boleh spot student yang copy paste and yang goreng ayat
boleh spot kesilapan pada slide dan perkataan yang student cakap if the topic is reachable
tak semua benda yang lecturer tau
So, here the tips for students if your lecturer:
asked questions: if your slide have too many words, they ask basic question indicated that they want to know are you really know what you are presenting, not copy paste!
asked to refer back to certain slides and give comments: indicated that they spot some mistakes or wrong info in your presentation and they try to corrected them!
don't asked question: you are way too good and perfect OR they unfamiliar with the topic
don't give comment or don't focus on your presentation (eg: texting or sleeping): your presentation are way too boring to hear. Hahaha
It was a good experience. And I would to experience it more in future! So Students, be prepare to meet DR. M in the house! Thank you, my SIFU for giving your trust and opportunity to us for this valuable experience. We are too way far to be awesome as you, but we going to catch up the distance.
This is the process of life. Dulu mungkin anda seorang pelajar, sekarang anda adalah pengajar seorang pelajar. You don't know what the future holds. But you know what you have to hold now, HOPE! Enjoy your life, peeps!
Ye ye, aku tau dah berabuk benar blog ni. Macam wujud tak wujud je kan! Aku super duper busy tapi macam la kowg kisah aku busy ke tak kan.
Lately ni kalau aku terjumpa dengan member2 yang agak lama aku tak jumpa, berikut adalah soalan comman yang dowg akan shoot:
"Wah, ko dah kurus. Ape rahsia ek? Ko makan produk pe? G gym ek? Ko diet ker?"
or
"Wah, dah kurus. Ko nak KAHWIN ke?"
or this..
"Apsal ko makin kurus aku tengok ni? Stress ek wat phD?"
Nampak tak perception manusia kat situ dimana situasinya bila figura badan aku menyusut. Belum tiba masa aku nak ulas panjang lebar tentang persepti yang pertama dan kedua di atas. Yang aku nak highlighted kat entri ni adalah bila ada mahluk-mahluk yang memberi persepsi bahawa aku susut disebab aku stress wat phD. In fact, orang yang close ngan aku tak kan tanya aku soklan yang jauh langit dr bumi mcm tu. Jadi, kalau kowg tanya mcm tu, jgn mengaku kowg close ngan aku. Muahahahaha! Sebab kalau ikut logik akal pun, orang stress akan makan lebih banyak untuk beri kepuasan or divert dowg punya stress.
Sebenarnya figura aku menyusut nilai bukan disebabkan aku stress dengan research phD aku tapi aku mengamalkan diet yang sihat. Diet sihat yang aku maksud kan adalah menjaga pemakanan yang sihat dan bersenam. Not STARVING okay! Nanti akan aku adakan entri tentang diet yang aku amalkan, not now! Masih dalam kajian.
Adakah ini muka stress buat phD?
Semestinya ini muka psycopath yang kurang tidonya kerana berjaga malam layan cite korea
(ni sume salah pengarah drama korea sambil baling-baling bantal, lol).
"Seb baik tak der bulu fluffy, nanti orang ingatkan aku famili panda tau"
Itulah yang dikatakan persepsi.
Dimata orang mungkin anda hebat berkaca mata tebal power 300++ dan digelar
BOOK WORM
kerana hari-hari anda membawa buku setebal 6 inci
REALITINYA
anda menggunakan buku tersebut sebagai alas untuk anda tidur atau cover anda tidur di kuliah
atau..
anda menggunakan buku sebagai PERFECT COVER yang anda sedang texting atau baca buku komik
Konklusinya, persepsi adalah hanya sebuah pandangan orang terhadap sesuatu yang keberangkalian kebenaran terhadap perlakunya adalah tipis. Kalau persepsi nak dijadikan bahan bukti dalam mahkamah, peratus liabilitinya sama sekali MINUTE!
Hahaha, sebenarnya orang yang close ngan aku sangat masak dengan perangai aku yang tak boleh withstand untuk membaca buku-buku ilmiah atau akademik dalam tempoh masa yang lama. Ya, buku dijadikan as a PERFECT COVER aku supaya perlakuan aku yang tidak bermoral tidak terkantoi. Dan ini adalah sangat cool bagi aku. Selain itu, aku bukanlah orang yang mudah mengalah pada sesuatu situasi yang merumitkan sebab aku orangnya panjang akal, OPTIMIST dan OPPORTUNIST..dan menyusut sebab tak makan adalah satu statement yang sangat2 meragukan kerana member close aku tahu yang I AM A GOOD EATER. Buktinya, kebanyakan gambar-gambar yang aku ada mesti aku dan makanan. Hahaha!
However..
kalau ada orang tanya aku susah ke amik phD?
aku akan jawab...susah kalau ko pemalas macam aku!
My recommendation who have intention to further study in your future, please consider this:
1) You must be very PASSIONATE and COMMITED
2) NOT EASILY GIVE UP
3) DILLIGENT
4) CREATIVE THINKING
5) PANJANG AKAL, so u have alternative solutions to solve your problem
5) TAK DER PENYAKIT2 KRONIK (takut tak sempat nak abes sbb pressure, lol)
if u have all the criteria listed above, you are ready to go for it!
Mana ada jalan mudah kalau nak berjaya!
Selamat berjaya! Jangan stress2..Life's too short for such stresses.
what's all matter, do determine to be happy!
BLUE? Why must be blue since we have all the colors. Kick your ass out there and color your day, people! Haha, mentang-mentang last week ko baru main painting kat pokok. Macam budak-budak kan ko dapat berus cat. Abes satu tangan, kasut, baju & seluar ko nak sental dengan cat. Dah tu, bila nak tanggalkan cat tu, ko lumur trus ngan thinner. Kesudahan, tangan ko macam kene syndrome-hand-burnt sbb elergik dengan thinner.
Ihsan caption gambar from google.my since kiteowg tak dapat capture scene main painting pokok kelapa sawit sebab tangan penuh dengan cat.
Painting pokok bukan la main topik dalam entri aku hari ni, itu adalah sekadar diversion untuk kurangkan kesentapan aku semalam. Sentap sampai ke pangkal hati sehingga terasa air hangat mengalir di pipi gebus aku (metaphor abes la). Petang semalam, lepas pergi melawat newborn baby member kteowg (aku dan sowg 1 member aku), kteowg pergi dinner terus. Seperti biasa, banyak la hal yang diperbualkan di luar daripada bidang kerja masing-masing (please la kalau kowg hang out ngan kawan kowg, AVOID CITE PASAL HAL KERJA, kalau nak gak make it simple), the very leisure topic that couldn't bring more harm to your brain to think!
Most of the time, I am quite selective to discuss or talk serious discussion with random people. Serious discussion which I meant here are the views, ideas and perspective about life+religion. Cakap punya cakap, tak tahu macam mana kteowg boleh end up part marriage.
Kalau kita tengok kebanyakan wanita berubah ke arah sesuatu yang lebih baik selepas menjadi isteri kerana mereka sedia maklum selepas bergelar isteri, suami yang akan menanggung dosa isteri. Alhamdulillah, perubahan ke arah kebaikan adalah sangat dituntut dalam Islam. Tapi isunya, adakah kita terfikir siapa yang menanggung dosa-dosa kita sebelum bergelar isteri? Mungkin ramai anak-anak gadis di luar sana yang belum berkahwin lupa memikirkan hal penting sedemikian. Ya, ayah kita. Pernahkan kita terfikir akan ayah kita sewaktu kita tidak menutup aurat dengan sempurna, mengabaikan tanggungjawab kepada Allah dan melakukan dosa-dosa kecil mahupun yang besar tanpa kita sedari? Nauzubillahimindzalik!
Wajarkah kita, sebagai seorang anak boleh lupa kasih sayang ayah kita sejak kita dilahirkan hingga dia mengakadkan penyerahan tanggungjawab kepada suami dengan membalas jasa ayah untuk menjawab akan dosa-dosa kita ketika dihisab pada Hari Kiamat nanti? Tak sayangkah kita pada ayah kita?
Semestinya, hendak melakukan penghijrahan kepada sesuatu yang lebih baik adalah memang susah, tapi aku percaya kalau kita betul-betul hendak berubah, Allah akan bantu dan permudahkan jalan kita dengan mendampingkan kita dengan orang-orang baik. Perubahan itu mestilah niat semata-mata kerana Allah Taala. Biarlah perubahan itu berkadar perlahan tetapi Istiqamah. Penghijrahan itu tidak memerlukan batasan waktu sebab kita tak tahu bila ajal bakal menemui kita. Jadi kenapa perlu kita berubah selepas berkahwin sedangkan kita punya waktu sekarang? Peringatan ini adalah peringatan untuk aku juga.
Syukur terhadap Allah, aku masih punya peluang untuk memperoleh sesuatu yang baik. Itulah nikmat bersahabat. Saling ingat-mengingati antara satu sama lain adalah cara kita berkasih sayang sesama muslim. Terima kasih, sahabat!
Saya sayangkan ayah saya!
Don't just say, proved it!
p/s: Tahniah buat rakan-rakan yang selamat melahirkan penyambung keturunan Adam sebagai khalifah di bumi Allah. Semoga menjadi seorang yang soleh dan solehah yang berbakti pada ibu bapa, keluarga, masyarakat dan agama!
Assalammualaikum dan Salam Syawal, sahabat-sahabat muslim!
Yup, aku masih berada di koordinat N 2.9837 E 101.7350 dan aku tau raya dah seminggu berlalu tapi disebabkan pagi ni aku terbangun terlebih awal around 4 a.m dimana otot-otot mata mahu 'workout' katanya, maka tangan mula kencang menaip papan-papan kekunci sambil ditemani sahabat setia, Joshua.
Joshua dan "whhat!!!"nya
-tagline dalam movie Growns up 2
Jadi, pada kesempatan ini aku nak ucapkan belated Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, kalau ada terlanjur kata tersilap buat harap mohon maaf dari hujung kapilari darah hati okay! Jemput datang rumah (ehhh, ghayo dah abih la, ehehehe).
Seperti biaso, Syawal kali ni 1st ghayo kek kampung noghoghi sombilan. Eh, tak cayo ko den waghih ni! Cumo yang membezokan ghayo tahun ni ngan taun-taun lalu ialah den berghayo ngan anak buah baghu.
Memperkonakan anak buah den Puteri Airis Qalisya binti Saiful Nizam, 2 bulan lobih.
Namo e nak panjang tapi mummy dio panggil Airis gak, tak do plak dipanggil puteghi ko hapo.
Welcome to Ramli & Yati's hierarchy generation 2, dear Airis! Be a devoted Caliph and awesome person better than your Aunt Sya.
Kalau ditanya apa yang best time raya bila umur dah mencecah suku abad ni (walaupun pada realitinya peningkatan umur tidak berkadar terus dengan karakter) ialah:
1) Beraya ngan keluarga baru, in my case my 1st niece. So, hirarki keluarga dah mula bertambah dan berkembang. Last year, dapat abang ipar! Tahun depan dengar ura-ura, bakal dapat adik ipar untung-untung juga dapat suami, lolz!
2) Dapat berkumpul satu family dan sanak saudara. Maklumlah, masing-masing dah bekarier dan berkeluarga, agak susah nak dapat cuti. So, this is the time where most of the roots in one pot! Catching up with each other dan bergosip.
3) Masih menerima duit raya daripada parent, uncles and aunties, and ada juga dari non-relatives. Kalau dari kaum kerabat tak malu la nak amek, tapi kalau orang luar bagi agak awkward sikit la weh. I dah suku abad uolls!! Kadang-kadang terpaksa pakai attire yang menampakkan kewanitaan dah, tapi tapi dan tapi masih dihulurkan lagi sampul raya, dowang kata "tak pe, sekolah lagi kan". Suka la tuh, orang cakap dia awet muda, :P. (subhannallah ciptaan Allah). Tipu la kalau tak suka dapat wit raya lagi, orang dah bagi kita ambik je la kan.
4) Excited sebab dah tiba masanya untuk bagi wit raya kat nenek, anak buah, adik dan sepupu-sepupu yang lum kerja. Kalau ada rezeki lebih, tahun depan dapat bagi ayah ibu, uncles dan aunties sekalian.
5) Dapat melantak macam-macam. Cuma bila dah separuh abad ni, metabolisma kowang berkadar songsang dengan peningkatan usia. Makanya, pengambilan juadah haruslah berpada-pada. Biasanya, memandangkan rumah ditandang oleh sanak-saudara yang ramai, toilet juga terhad, jadi elakkan mendapat cirit-birit. Sayangi perut anda!
6) Mesti la happy sebab cuti lebih lama dari cuti-cuti yang lain.
7) Bergambar sakan. Ye la, masing-masing ada hp and kamera canggih, tak payah kowang beria-ria susah2 capture gambar. Yang paling penting gambar kowang banyak. Hehehehe
macam ni...
ehhh..mana-mana pun ada terselit ko...hihihi
Ehh..dah nampak matahari dah. Okay, enough for now. So, guys see you in the next entri. This time, I plan to update the entry frequently and short. I will use this blog as my diary as well. Bear with me.
Assalammualaikum and Happy entering July, peeps! (back-dated)
Haha, seems like I have been missing my train quite some time and u guys must be missing me too. Still, I want to be update about Father's Day though it has been passed like ages because I LOVE my MUM equally as my DAD! For every daughter, her dad is always their 1st man in their life, right! We are daddy's sugarhearts!
Anybody can be a father, but it takes a real man to be a daddy. You really can't realized their roles being a father until they went missing from your sight and obviously, mum's roles overshadowed their part (woman power >_<). Unlike mum who naturally showed their motherhood's side, dad is more pleased to be our friends. You can feel an inexpressible comfort of feeling safe, having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words, but pouring
them all out, just as they are, chaff and grain together, certain that a
faithful hand will take and sift them, keep what is worth keeping, and
with a breath of kindness blow the rest away when having your dad around! When I was a kid and up until now, it was a fearsome if when !wake up in the morning, realized that my parent is not here for me (passed away). Old saying says, as old as she was, the daughter still missed her dad sometimes. Couldn't agree more!
What would most father do(s):
holds your hand when you were walking
make sure you do what mum says
brush your hairs when it is tangled because mum is too busy
let you eat ice cream during breakfast but only mum is away
didn't tell us how to live, he lived and let us watch him do it
always making his baby into a little woman and when she is
a woman he turns her back again.
when he missed his children, he asked her wife how we are being doing instead of asking us directly
always be a daughter's hero
tells you everything gonna be ok
he always believe in his children
keep you safe
Here both of them, my everything.
MR. RAMLI, my dad is my first man and my hero!
Happy nostalgic moments:
Father used to play with his children in the yard. Mother would
come out and say, "You're tearing up the grass." Dad would reply, "We're
not raising grass, we're raising kids."
To own a cafe full of pastries and cakes is my long time dream! Though I wasn't good in business management, I still want to run my own cafe business as my passionate-side-income. One day, ya one day!
Lately, I'm craving for sweet things and at the same time I want to try something different. So, this time I chose Pavlova as I never taste it before. Once, my friend and I want to try to bake a pavlova since the ingredient and how to make it is not tedious and hard at all but we don't have time and "baking mood". The fastest way to get pavlovas into our mouth by buy it from the bakery or cafe but unfortunately, very few cafes sell pavlovas and we need to order first (7 inch pavlovas).
Finally, in our searching we find "Little White Cafe" in Bandar Baru Bangi, next to Wong Solo Ayam Penyet Shop Lot. It looks cool and kinda cute from the outside, so we peek into the cafe to see either they sell pavlova or not. The sad thing, the owner said that we are just a few minutes late where their 4inch pavlova sold to one customer. Sigh! The owner suggested us to come back again tomorrow where it will be the last day for 2012 before the close it down temporary until new year 2013. They finished baking around 12 a.m. so we decided to come around tea-time.
The outside view, the entry of the Little White Cafe, No. 13-6-1, Jalan Medan PB4A, Pusat Bandar, Bandar Baru Bangi. Tel. No: 017-3721522
Yeah, here we are again the next day. Finally, we make it to taste the mouth drooling pavlovas!
Tara! The 4inch size pavlova (enough for a person). Look tasty and yummy, wonder it taste
After the first bite, the taste really fits me. Every part of the pavlova give different taste and the differ make the taste blend very well and awesome. The bottom and hard part surrounded the cake was sweet, the whipped on top doesn't taste sweet but creamy and decorate with sour fruits on top of the whipping cream. However, one plate should be enough!
Then, I ordered a cup of hot chocolate (my feveretever) with marshmellow and whipped cream. The combination with the pavlova wasn't a good idea though cause it will make you feel bellyful. The best combination when you eat the sweetened cake was either green tea or black coffee with less sugar to counterback your taste bud. Heeee!
Opps, didn't realize it was a candid! ~_^
Ok, this is the view inside this cafe. When you first enter, you feel cozy and comfy like you belong here. Hahaha. There were many small table with normal stand chair and high-stand chair accommodated for a couple and long table for a family of 8 and also a set of table-cushion outside the cafe (customer who prefer an open air or they want to smoke)
The seats for the staff to rest while waiting or entertaining their customers.
The furniture rack with a lots of stuffs like books, frames, bottle of spices, a set of cutlery and plates, tv and many more.
If I were about to give the mark for the design, I'll give 3/5. Not bad at all but need a little rearrangement and modifications to make the environment more lively.
The kitchen part with blackboard full of their recipe for cooking and baking. By the way, I got the chances to eye flirt with their chef, quite handsome and young. Muahaha, harmless flirt wasn't wrong.
This is the bill and the pay quite reasonable. The taste, I'll give 4/ 5. The also served cake like, red velvet, muffin, cup cake and etc; western foods like pastas, steaks and etc; side dishes like toasted bread, mushroom sup, coleslaw, mashed potatos and etc. But their price quite expensive compare with the western steak house. There always be pro and con.
That's it for this time. I wish you have a great holiday and please do a visit to this cafe to feel the place full of baking scent.
Just for gag: One day, I will be the one who design my own cafe either for business purpose (shop lot) or one part in my house full of baking scent and, cute stuff +cute waiter customes. Heehehe. Please pray my dream will come true. Allah blessed us!
Ohoo, it has been ages since last time I updated the entry. So, how you guys been doing? Hope you did great and awesome. May will leaving us soon and June will approaching us! It mean we are already ahead 6 months in 2013, 6 months will be waiting for us! Time passed by so fast before we noticed it. It was true when people said "Time is free, but it's priceless. You can't own it, but you can use it. You can't keep it, but you can spend it.Once you've have lost it, you can never get it back!".
Why May is so special?
a) Labor's Day (1st May)
Since I am not in a pro-working field yet, I wanna wish a happy labor's day to all workers. Have a great rest day!
b) GE-13 (5th of May)
It was my first time voting! Excited to experience the heat in the voting room. Though it were many rumors spread through in your circle between the government and opposition parties in process to lure the votes from the people which brought a total chaos to our country, by far that didn't influence me whom I wanna vote for. Rather than the parties, I voted for the one who capable to do work and let our voice being heard.
Everyone has different interest. Same goes to the parties, they have their own approach and interest, so what ever manifesto they proposed, when the people think it was relevant and fit their interest, they will vote for that party. So people, please respect others' interest if you want yours to be respect in return. What with the fuss claimed that party is better than that party. That was no such thing is the best or perfect in the system or individual. As a human being, we have flaws and make mistakes. That's is why we need each other to cover the flaw. May be A is expert in that area, B is expert in this area, why can't A and B be an ally to make a better organization.
Despite of accusing or blaming other parties' flaws of their immoral ethics, it were better if each party try to polish their manifestos into a better convincing medium to attract more people to vote for them and gain their trust. A few weeks before the GE-13 was held, the leaders campaigned among the people to propose their manifesto, some of them likely to condemn other parties than briefly present their manifestos and what they will try to improve in future. It was quite disappointing to see that was happen. Come on, wanna fight, fight in a pro-active way! We need both government and the opposition for a better Malaysia! Congratulation to Barisan Nasional! Leaders, you have been given a huge responsibility and trust by the people to rule Malaysia once again. Give to the fullest and show us your the credibility to improve what need to be improve!
The scene of the day of the election at Sek. Men Taman Daya 3 (10.45a.m.). Long queue but priority were given to pregnant woman, old age people (55years old and above) and disabled people.
Just finished voting and now I am proud to called myself a true Malaysian!
Confuse who you are going to vote for the next GE,
here the guidelines (for noobs, huahuahua)
Trivia during the GE-13 day:
1) Since the old people, preggy woman and disabled people were given priority, many of us tend to act like one including me but failed. :P
2) Cross out the nominees paper using permanent ink not the ball pen. >_< (macam pernah buat jek)
3) Social networking full of updates capturing pic with the permanent ink, "Saya Sudah, Anda Bila lagi?" .
4) All bangladeshee and local mixed india were the centre of attraction (pengundi hantu?).Feymes woo time ni. LOLs
5) Hurting themselves by trying so hard to prove that the permanent ink can be removed. So clever!
6) Blackout!
c) Mother's Day (second Sunday of May, 12 May 2013)
Perhaps, everyday is Mother's day!
I LOVE MY MOM, NORHAYATI!
You are the one and the best of all....
and this is a poem specially dedicated to you!
d) My Birthday! (13th of May)
Ouch, when 13th May is approaching I always getting nervous. My age will grow another number. Like old saying, "Growing old is mandatory, growing up is an optional!" Years by years, I started to accept the fact despite of growing old, I am growing up (see the fruit of maturity is starting to bear, haha)! Plus, I believe that Men do not quit playing because they grow old, they grow old because they quit playing and none are so old as those who outlived enthusiasms! No worries, I always have this kind of conflict identity when it comes about the age and I started to get used of it, plus it is not contagious! >_<
On my birthday, I feel more grateful to Allah because He gives me an opportunity to live once another year in His world to explore more and become a better caliph. And a million thank you, my mom for giving me a birth! You sacrificed too much that I'm not affordable to pay for all you have done.
I feel so blessed because I have been surrounded by good and great people who were caring, cool, nice, helpful, supportive and understanding that motivated me to be better person. Obviously, I am not expected all my friends to remember my birthday, (though my birth's date is easily recognized due to historical date for Malaysian ppl-Tragedy of 13th May), besides my family, it was just enough that my close friends remember to wish my birthday. You want to know your true friends, they never forget to wish you on your birthday. FB's friend were different story! Hihihi
Thank you guys for your warm wishes.
Your wishes were much better than 100 presents you received during my birthday party when I was 7 years old!
Screen shot birthday wishes via WeChat BSPian. (siap tukar nama group jadi HAPPY BIRTHDAY M). I love, you guys la weh! Masing-masing jakun sebab nak tengok ada kek jatuh!. U guys really made my day. XOXOXo
Warm wishes via phone and sms from family, relatives and close friends. Love you guys too! You are totally awesome.
(Sorry not all names can be capture, long list! ~_^)
Trillion of thanks for the presents and the treats too! I don't have any word best to describe my thankful to you people! All I can say, I love you, guys! Korang memang cool >_<
Unexpected gift from someone who was distant due to his work's need. Thanks, bro!
By the way, I can't resist the chocolate, the chocolate could be vanish in the thin air in one day. Hahaha!
e) Teacher's Day (16th of May)
Didn't I told you people that I am a part timer tuition teacher or tutor either at tuition centreor home. Seriously, being a tutor is by far like a real teacher, totally distinct between those twos. Teacher is the one who educates, guides and gives lessons to you. Formally, they teach you in class but indirectly they guide you right from wrong, good from bad! You never realize their deeds until you say " oooh, no wonder ibu/ayah/cikgu and blah blah say so". Their teaching's impact is invisible but yet long lasting. One of the great teacher you have in your life is your parent.
I never expect that I am a teacher, by far a good teacher. Sometimes, students give me headache on how to control them to focus in class and find the easy way to make them understand the subject. I assumed that was only 30% of a real teacher's tasks. Frankly speaking, to teach the students was already difficult, educate them is another chapter. All I can say, I always give my best shot in my teaching skill and pray Allah will make my way ease, so that the student can accept the knowledge that I delivered. Hoping that the other teachers would do the same things.
Thus, I never looking forward for 16th of May (Teacher's day) until my students wish me and hand in me presents. Seriously, not even a thought thinking that I am worthy to have those wishes and present from student to show their appreciation towards me. I was moved that moment. I realized that it is great feeling to be a teacher when your student appreciated you, though you just do the simplest thing for them. Cool, isn't.
Thank you, my dear students for those flowers, mugs, key chains, pens,
engraved bracelets, chocolates, bears and hand-made cards. I always pray for your best
future undertakings.
This is the video for the teacher. Unwittingly, I started to love being a teacher!
Happy teacher's day to my parent, my teachers and lecturers, and my friends!
The most sweet present I ever received
Student: Teacher, I have something for you.
Me: (with the open hand gestures) Where?
Student: My science and math's test marks are my present to you!
Me(with a big smile): That was the best present I ever received >_< (by the way, that student was one of consistent top scorer student in my class)
f) Wesak Day (24th of May)
Happy Wesak Day to all Buddist friends!
The secret of being happy:
"Who is the happiest of person? He who values the merits of others, and in their pleasure takes joy, even as though they were his own"
-Johann Wolfgang von Goethe-
No wonder, I always happy when my people in my circle were happy!
>_____<
Yo, swag k-poper's fan sekalian! Sekarang ni, bila ckp psl K-pop satu dunia dah kenal, senang cakap dah macam wabak virus. Dan kalau kita tengok fan K-pop ni kebanyakannya girls sebab girls ni ada 9nafsu:1akal. Jadi, yang dude yang kononnya K-pop haters tak payah la nak argue ke pelik2 ke, why the girls are so obsessed with these stuffs, TITIK! Aku bukanlah fan sangat dengan K-pop pun, mana boy or girl band yang aku minat genre muzik and kualiti persembahan dowg, aku layan je (aku bukan layan sebab muka stok-stok hensem or comel je tau, bimbo sangat)!
Muzik K-pop mula diterima oleh satu dunia selepas lagu Nobody by Wonder Girls masuk chart US if tak silap. Start daripada situ, banyak lagu-lagu artis korea dowg go for international. Before this, K-pop ni hanya dikenali dalam Asian je. Lepas tu, diikuti pulak dengan phenomena Gangnam style by PSY, banyak vid parody yang dibuat oleh netizen! Kalau diikutkan, vokal PSY bukanlah sedap and muka tak la hensem pun, but why his song was so hit? Sebab penghasilan video klip dia ada kelainan yang boleh menarik viewers untuk follow steps dia. Trend zaman kini, kalau nak feymes tak perlu nak interframed dengan caption yang hensem and cantik sangat la, memadai dengan kowg upload vid kowg wat parody yang agak sengal dan unik yang kowg rasa leh tarik attraction viewers kat YOUTUBE misalnya. Contoh macam BOBO, siap Metrowealth mintak dia sign contract jadi artist bawah naungan dowg, ko ader? Pokoknya, kalau kowang nak dikenali, be different and unique plus confident!
Lepas phenomena Gangnam style, wabak Gwiyomi pulak menular! Kalau kowg search kat YOUTUBE, berlambak netizen wat parody Gwiyomi, termasuk la aku, Actually, dah lama aku wat tapi baru jek sempat nak upload. Maklumlah, aku kan komited pada research and part time tuition. Kena la berusaha keras nak berjaya. Awak ingat kalau upload video kat YOUTUBE tu boleh dapat duit? Kalau dapat, dah lama aku lebarkan sayap jadi selebriti YPUTUBE. Hahaha, gurau kasar je! Pada awalnya, idea penghasilan video Gwiyomi ni adalah request daripada ramai member-member aku. So, aku dah wat rough plan cmner utk penghasilan video aku tu melibatkan caption video ramai orang buat aksi gwiyomi dengan cara dowg tersendiri tapi disebabkan masa sangat la kedekut pada aku, jadi aku hanya dapat capture video aku buat gwiyomi sahaja. Senang cakap macam video syok sendiri, sebab penghasilan dia 100% dari aku dan aku selitkan gambar-gambar lama member-member aku yang aku rasakan comel sesuai ngan tema vid tu. Tu pun tak sempat nak screening semua folder gambar sebab masa sangat mencemburui aku. Haha! Aku ni elergik sikit depan video, nampak tersangat la kaku. Kalau nak capture vid aku, ambiklah secara candid, hasilnya lumayan. >_<. Even dengar suara aku kat mikrofon pon aku elergik. Sebab tu aku prefer cakap dengan suara yang lantang tanpa bantuan mikrofon kalau kena buat presentation. Hehe! Ok, malas nak taip banyak-banyak. Sudi-sudikanlah diri kowg tengok vid aku ek! (Malu)
I'm quite persistent in time when it come to involve with my professional life like tutoring or teaching the students. Jadi bagi aku, pemakaian jam tangan adalah SANGAT PERLU dan jatuh hukumnya wajib dimana kalau tak tepati masa DOSA (peringatan: this is applied for professional working-hours only, hehe)! Memang jam akan sentiasa terlekat kat tangan kiri aku sehingga menampakkan kesan 'sun burnt' dipergelangan (aktitiviti harian menyebabkan aku redah panas). Ada sekali tu aku tak pakai jam sebab jam aku dah tiba hayat dia nak 'keok' masa pergi mengajar, setiap minit aku tanya student aku yang pakai jam, "pukul berapa?" sampai dia pon naik muak nak jawab. Dari situ baru aku sedar bahawa memang habit aku suka tengok jam. Dan disebabkan itulah aku boleh anggar masa perjalanan dengan tepat.
Ada satu malam ni aku keluar seperti biasa untuk ke pusat tuition aku di Kajang. It was 20 minutes drive from my place to there, considering a normal 80km/h speed (many cars in road) and usually I reached there 2-5 minutes earlier. Unfortunately, that dusk I forgot to put on my watch. So, I just drove my car at 100km/h (lebih laju dari biasa), hoping that I'll reached at the tuition centre on time. Guest what! Without considering the other uncertainties that might happened on the journey, I reached 5 minutes late at the centre. That was 1st time to punch card late. Since, I have no record of the late comer, nobody questioned me for being late (ala, it was just 5 minutes late..Cite mesti kene gempak)! Ceh, nasib baiklah aku tak pecah otak nak buat "lame excuse" to be late. Tapi, agak-agak kowg la, apa aku akan jawab kalau orang tanya aku sebab apa datang lewat?
I will answer----> "I have to come across the continuously 12 new build-up bumpers at 10km/h speed for 100 meters distance-within that slower my driving, plus I don't have watch to estimate the time that I have to take into consideration to overcome not for being late so that I can speed up!" (sorry, I am a mathematic-science-geek thus all my reason based on number and scientific explanations). Trust me guys, it wasn't a lame excuse for being late. Have u ever heard the excuse before? But it was true folks. Until now, I'm still wondering why would that build up to 12 bumpers for 100 meters distance-within in front of the school. OK may be there was tragic incidence/accident that involve the students in that school that caused them to counter measure so that the same thing won't happen for the 2nd time.
But hey, it were 12, 5 are still bearable! Rather than using the tar to build up the bumper, try to fix the potholes road other side of the road seem to be more realistic to lower the accident incidence. Well, sometime people just do things without taking consideration of other things which is more convenient and reliable. Hurm, it was saddening though!
This is the bumpers that I have to come across twice a week! OK take as a bright side, it helps me to practice me driving at the very low speed, though! HAHAHAH
I had many wishes, but now I wish that I can see Joshua's smiling and can talk in my language.Berpijak di Bumi yang nyata, ya ternyata ia adalah sesuatu yang mustahil sebab bila diperhatikan, mana ada binatang yang boleh senyum. Bayangkan la dik oi, kalau dowg leh senyum and cakap, ado yang lari 100m tak jejak tanah. Gilo hapo mintak yang bukan-bukan! Hiks. Memandangkan aku ni spesies yang tak boleh nak jadi manusia normal makanya aku train my companion, Joshua be in the circle too! Be different! Okay, I admit that he is different from other in his species like the "meow" sounds little bit out of pitch, he is very hygienic, he is awesomely playing ball better than Christiano Ronaldo (yang peliknya bukan pakai bola, getah rambut aku okay, can you imagine how peculiar it is?) and we share a common character which is "mahu tapi malu"! Bagi species kucing, Joshua is a way too smart. He is very observant, try to fit his circumferences accordingly to mine. Dia tahu bila aku akan bawa dia keluar jalan-jalan and bila aku tak akan bawa dia keluar bila aku keluar dari bilik aku (hahaha, berapa banyak bilik la).
See his potential, aku berusaha untuk buat satu kajian ke atas dia untuk buat dia senyum dan tergelak. Macam-macam dah aku buat depan dia, joget, main kejar-kejar, buat lawak dan kadang-kadang aku rasa aku buat pertunjukan sarkis tanpa bayaran dimana penontonnya adalah seakan Hitler a.k.a muka yang minta sepak 360 degree pusingan 10x. All he did was, he stared and keep staring at me over and over sambil besar dan kecilkan pupa mata dia, sampai aku rasa aku ni macam kecil je kat mata dia! I bet he was monologue to himself, saying that "apo kono ngan tuan aku ni. Mental ko hapo! dah macam kawan aku kat zoo tu.". Ewah-ewah, walaupun ko tak bisa berkata-kata dalam bahasa aku jangan ingat aku tak paham bahasa ko, Joshua! I have that gift (kecil je kalau nak dibandingkan dengan mukjizat Nabi Sulaiman A.S.) and I can see through it, yaw! I have my eyes on you.
After all trials, he was like this! Tak ke rasa macam nak bagi kick pusaran Tsunami kat dia ni. Dusssssh!
Selepas cubaan nak stimulate muscle smile kat dia menemui kegagalan, aku berusaha pula untuk dia bercakap and faham bahasa aku. Most of the time, semestinya dia yang faham bahasa aku but he can't replied in my language dimana komunikasinya hanya berlaku searah dan aku yang berada dalam kebingungan, "apo yang ko cakap ni, jang?". Den pulak yang kono translate bahaso dio. So, kalau kowg terserempak ngan aku cakap sowg-sowg jangan pelik la sebab memang tu sifat aku. Bagi aku, binatang ke, tumbuhan-tumbuhan ke or benda-benda yang ada spirit, actually they understand what we are saying, it was us who can't understand them in returns. Jadi, aku memang terbiasa bercakap dengan binatang and trust me, it really worked! Tetiba teringat aku dengan short stories dalam English Literature yang aku belajar back then in form 4, pasal Dr yang can hear plants talked and complaint. Aunt aku pernah cakap kat aku, "kalau macam ni la ina bercakap ngan Joshua, lama-lama Joshua pun boleh cakap". Well, nothing is impossible dengan izin Allah.
Joshua who try to understand what I said to him. It was a piece a cake to him but a huge concrete building falling on my head to understand him back. What a beauty of the creation of Allah. Subhanallah!
"Keep your dreams and wishes alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and believe in yourself, vision, hardwork, determination and dedication. Remember all thing are possible for those who believe. After do all the efforts and let's have faith in Allah. Things will work out the best till then"
Stress? Depression? Here, some lovely logic and simply truth that will keep you be happy. It's now or never!
1-5 is fundamental and piece of cake to people like me who are bubbly and zany but not for 6 and 7 cause I am person with a big big hearts! Still trying on those twos.