I want to adopt a cat!

Assalammualaikum and a very happy day, friends!

Alangkah bahagianya hidup kalau hari-hari mendatang ada peneman setia yang menemani dikala senang atau susah. Boleh mencurahkan segala yang terbuku dihati yang tak terluahkan pada orang lain. Hahaha, hiperbola sungguh ayat aku kalau tulis dalam malay ni. Tu sebab malas nak taip dalam malay, berbunga2 sangat ayat die compare ngan taip dalam English. Maklumlah, literature english aku tak berapa sangat power, ~sigh~hihihi.

Lately, perasaan membela kucing membuak-buak selepas Suria (kucing belaan my aunt) dinobatkan menjadi 'mummy' dimana beliau telah selamat melahirkan zuriat generasi pertama seminggu sebelum Hari Raya Aidilfitri yang lalu. Announcement kelahiran 2 ekor anak kucing yang comel tu dicanang2kan pada keluarga terdekat by my aunt macam berita dpt cucu baru lagaknya. Hahaha, al-maklumlah, nak tunggu dapat cucu sendiri lambat lagi, kan kan aunt (hehehe). Sememangnya, aku adalah orang yang paling excited mendengar berita tersebut sebab Suria adalah kucing yang berjaya mengembalikan minat aku terhadap kucing kerana bulunya yang gebu, mulus dan bersih dan hidung yang mancung bak seludang, merah bak delima walhal dia hanya seekor kucing biasa terbiar yang kutip di tepi longkang. Yang paling best bulu dia xde bau kucing yang boleh menyebabkan aku sneezing (hahaha, aku ada alah ngan bulu-bulu ni). Zaman tok kaduk dulu masa aku kecik2, family aku ader bela kucing biasa yang terbiar jugak la kiteowg adopt sebab kesian yang diberi nama 'TOMEL'. Bukan sebab kecik2 dulu aku pelat tapi tu combination bulunya yang berTOMpok hitam putih+coMEL=TOMEL. Tomel memang manja ngan kteowg dan hidup dengan bahagianya selamanya 5 tahun lamanya sebelum dia meninggal. Dia meninggal sebab dia dah tua dan kehilangan beliau memang tak dapat digambarkan kesedihannya. Pastu, dah xnak bela kucing lagi dah, "One is just enough". 

Haaa..ni la generasi pertama Suria yang diberi nama LEGO dan LAND sempenan my aunt punya company cleaning services dapat tender cleaning kat LEGOLAND. Haila aunt, tak der ke nama yang lebih bombastik nak bagi. Haha

Memandangkan budak ni "The most feveret kitten" so aku close-up sikit. Nama manja dia Land-Land. Waktu ni kteowg on the way balik kampung nak beraya, umur dia baru seminggu mcm tuh da secara x langsung aku adalah nanny dia ketika itu. Rasa mcm nak lempang jek tengok dia comel dari aku, hahaha.

 

Tara! Ni the lastest pic of Land-Land masa aku balik JB past 2 weeks when my mom admitted to the hospital. His red nose and ear taken after his mom and the fur after his dad. His iris color was gray okay! And dia dah playful skunk, x mcm kecik2 dulu, jalan pon terkedek-kedek. Hikhik!

Me and Land-Land captured on the camera. Lasak, susah nak hold still die. Hish, babap kang!

Tengok, gerak lagi! Tak nak la sayang ko, Land-Land!

Tengok Lego, baik jek cukup time bom bom sleep! Haha, mcm kenal jek perangai dia ikut sape. Mestilah ikut aku sbb aku yang jaga budak2 ni kecik2 dulu ^^, She's my feveret! Walaupun ramai adore Land-Land tapi tidak aku dan adik atul (anak aunt aku). Siap gaduh lagi berebut Lego. Maklumlah, aku bukan suka sesuatu yang jd centre of attraction ni, kurang dia punya value and x rare la cmtuh (saje jek wat statement cmtuh sebab malas nak berebut2, hahaha). Mentang2 la awal-awal fur dia putih jek. Tengok, skunk fur die dah mula menampakkan stripes 3 kaler. Ko ada? Telinga die big, stand-out and pointed like her mom, Suria. She has a pair of red eyes (rare isn't like vampire), sharp, pointed and rosy nose like Suria too ^_^ (dominant sungguh ko ni Suria)

soooooo adorable and cute like me, hahaha! (lambat sangat tunggu orang puji). Budak2 ni dah playful dah skunk but still breast-feed lagi

Suka baring atas dia, mcm tilam yang empuk. Fluffy plak tu! Suka suka kat dia sebab dia tak der bau seperti kucing2 yang lain dan yang paling penting aku x sneezing pon bila cium dia (maklumlah I kan hypersensitive ni dengan bulu-buluan, highly hygiene, uhuk uhuk)

Nyenyaknya Lego tdo! Terasa aku pon ngantuk sama, hahaha. Terlupe seketika segala masalah yang bertimpa-timpa dalam kepala ni (macam berat sangat masalah tu macam masalah negara, APTB). Krohhh krohh krohh!

Haha, beautifully capture on hp camera after she woke up. Awwwwww so sweeet and cute la u, Lego. I wish I own one that I can adopt here in my room UPM. But I'm afraid I can't take care it diligently good and well as adopt it at home. 

Okay, that's it from now. I wish my dream will come true that I can adopt a cat when I have my own house. Stay tuned and happy. Peace!

Wish My mom was here!

Assalammualaikum and Good Evening!

I feel that I prefer blogging than Facebooking  now. Why? Because somehow I don't feel like to know what I should know, it's kind a hurt and annoyed myself. Plus, my blog is my territory ! I'm freely to write what my minds speak. "Like I and YOU care"! Haha, kidding!

I just get back from JB and reached UPM late evening. As I said in my previous entry, I got a fever! I wish my mom was here next to me like she always did when I fallen sick, taking care and check on me till late night! Now, nobody is gonna pampered me like my mom did. :'( Need to have a beauty sleep early without taking any food (no appetite) and medicine (hate taking it, let my antibodies fighting the illness, hahaha). Sleeping alone, treated my fever myself coz nobody's care (crying alone). Wish that tomorrow I'm gonna feel healthy and energetic.

Take care of your body, Stay fit and healthy, peeps!

Good night ~____~

As for My MoM, I Need to have a Stronger Heart!

Assalammualaikum dan Selamat mengharungi cabaran kehidupan, dear peeps!

A few days back, I received a bad new where my mum was admitted to the hospital under Cardiology Care Unit (CCU) before transferred to Coronary Rehabilitation Ward (CRW) due her difficulty in breathing. After result of the scanning, there wasn't any problem with her heart. Just, her heart was too weak to pump the blood due to the many blockage of her veins. Thus, she required to do a minor surgery sooner using a micro camera passing through her vein to implant a spring at one of the most 3 highest percentage of the blockage veins to allow the blood flow, the other 2 will be implanted later in 6 weeks interval each. It's either will help the heart muscle improve the heart pumping or (the muscle dead) no change at all depends on 3-4 days heart rate monitoring after the implantation. Anything that involved the heart, the risk is always there. 

Since the Doctor requested for me (by coincidentally he knew that I understand well in human physiology) in explaining scientifically about my mom health's problem, could you imagine how many times should I repeated to explain what the Dr said if the relatives, friends or any other visitors whom asking about my mom condition? May be as for the Doctor, they have been trained to put away their emotion part (or we can prefer it as professionally) to explain the actual state of his/her patient to their patient's family either improving or worsen because it was part of their job and they are not blood related to the patient. How about me? If you guys put yourself in my shoes, how should you reacted or respond when you being told and have to tell other about your mom's condition? Seriously, you need to be mentally well-prepared! As I repeated about my mom's condition to other, the more I have to remind myself that "you have to be strong and be realistic" that my mom is not that healthy anymore and her life could be at stake at anytime. 

When it came something that involved people I cared or loved, my emotional could be comparable like a glass, FRAGILE! I was totally doomed in controlling the emotion and it could take some time to become stable.

I couldn't agree more with the above quotes. As for me, the more we talked when we get emotional, the more it get worsen. Wait until you are emotionally stabilize, then you can talk.

My mom is always No.1 for Me after my Allah and Rasullullah SAW.

This was the 2nd time she was admitted to the hospital this year. Since last the past three years, it was a record that she never failed to be admitted to the hospital due to internal organ infection and low blood pressure under modern medical terms (however she has a medical history follow up with hypertension and diabetic but still under control) but for traditional medical term, she was being "santau" and what-so-ever called. Efforts must be done via modern or traditional ways (but in a right way as long as it didn't diverted from Islam ways) to treat my mom. It was hard to see the pain that she went through. All you need is being strong mentally and physically. I always prayed that Allah will give me strength and I can stand there in front of her smiling like nothing happen to her hoping that it will give her strength to fight her pain and illness. Sorry, mom if you interpreted that as a 'cold' side of me but deep inside it was teary and broken to see weak in that bed. May be I have taken that 'cold' side after my dad and the strength part after you, may be! After all, I am my mom and my dad's daughter.  Experience taught me well to be a strong person. And somehow, LOVE can make your heart stronger.

Species like me who just can't share the problem with anyone (or being secretive about what I felt), I always shared my happiness and sadness, pain and grief with the only Creator, Allah SWT who never failed and disappointed me to help me out to go through all the hardships. No one know yourself better than HIM and yourself. Thank you, Allah!

Tersenyum Lah....♥ (◠‿◠｡)

Ada air mata dibalik setiap senyuman..
Ada kasih sayang dibalik setiap amarah..
Ada pengorbanan dibalik setiap ketidakpedulian..
Ada harapan dibalik setiap kesakitan..
Ada kekecewaan dibalik setiap derai tawa..

INGAT, kita bukan satu2nya manusia dgn segudang masalah…

Tersenyumlah ..
Karna senyum mampu membasuh setiap luka ..
Maafkanlah..
Karna maaf mampu menyembuhkan semua rasa sakit..

Hanya Ada Allah tempat segalanya bermuara..
Kepada-Nya kita berserah atas segala pinta..♥ (◠‿◠｡)

Thank you to all relatives and mom's friends who having time pay a visit to my mom to give support and cheer her up! A thousand thanks to my beloved friends who prayed for my mom recovery and support me. I didn't mean to not tell you about my mom admission to the hospital, it just I don't want you guys to worry about me. Everybody have their own worries, I'm not that worthy to add them up. I always believe that I have true friends. Your loves and cares about me just proved them. Although I didn't tell you guys about my misfortune, our loves telepathed you to call me asking what I have been doing. You guys seriously being great friends. Thank you too for the followed up. Though, I said I'm okay, but my heart spoke otherwise. Your cares have been a great help to me. Love you guys more and more! Kowg kawan dunia akhirat aku. May Allah pays all your kindness. 

Peace you all! ^___~

Just some thoughts: When I say goodbye to my mom before I went back to Serdang UPM, she reminded me to take care and get enough rest as she knew that I got a fever since last 2 days. Our mom is still concerned about her children though she's the one who was sick. That's is MOM! My love towards you grow bigger and stronger than ever!.

Burger Bakar Abang Burn!

Assalammualaikum dan selamat ceria semua peminat burger sekalian!

Here, I have something to share with u guys. Kalau inginkan kelainan dalam santapan burger kalian, bolehlah kalian mencuba Burger Bakar Abang Burn (BBAB). Lokasi BBAB adalah seperti berikut:

1) Burger Bakar Abang Burn @ Jajahan Ampang
Dagang Avenue Food Court,
Jalan Dagang B/3A,
Taman Dagang,
68000 Ampang
Operating Hours : Setiap Hari (5pm - 1230am)

2) Burger Bakar Abang Burn @ Jajahan Kajang-Bangi
Ramal Junction Food Court, (2km dari Pusat Bandar Baru Bangi)
Jalan Ramal 1,
Taman Ramal Indah,
43000 Kajang
Operating Hours : Setiap Hari (5pm - 1230am)

3) Burger Bakar Abang Burn @ Jajahan Nilai
MMA Santai Corner (Macam Macam Ada Santai Corner)
Putra Point Fasa 2B,
Putra Nilai,
71800 Nilai,
Negeri Sembilan
Operating Hours: Setiap Hari (6pm - 1230am)

Tara! Size kelebaran adalah seperti biasa tapi dari ketinggian berbeza daripada burger biasa bergantung kepada pilihan burger yang diorder. Senang ckp lagi tinggi harga lagi tinggi la burger bakar tu. Range harga dalam RM8-15 if not mistaken. Macam kat atas ni harga die RM12++: beef burger+turkey breast+union ring+fried mushroom+x-tra cheese. Sedap! Ditambah pula dengan sos+cheese spt gunung berapi yang memuntahkan laharnya. But I recommend u guys to try beef burger instead of chicken burger dia. Beef dia walaupun dibakar tapi still rasa juicy beef tu. Mcm chicken burger dia, they just goreng salut ngan tepung cmtu jek.

 

Praktis nak ganti Iqram Dinzly dalam program Jalan-Jalan Cari Makan. Terliur tak nampak? Hahaha

Bersama guest hosts, Kak Aiza and Pipah. They also enjoy eating their burgers. Macamana makan pun tetap tak habes, so ladies prepare ur bag to get enough space for packing the leftover !

I learned something new about how the right way to eat burger with many layer like sandwiches from the guys. Burger ni kalau makan satu ke satu layer hilang kenikmatan & kesedapan dia. So, b4 eating, you have to press and compacted the burger till it fit in enough in your mouth. This trick dedicated special for the ladies since bukaan mulut kteowg kecil. Hehehe.

For more details and or wanna drop your comments about their burger for compliments or room of improvement, kindly visit their:

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Is she's crying over the bees?

Assalammualaikum and Happy Staying-up to all owlers!!

First all of, I would like to welcome to the new bachelor degree, master and phD students who just started their 1st class today and not forgotten welcome back to the new semester for the continuing bachelor degree, master and phD. Hopefully this semester you guys become wiser than the previous semester and accomplish the goals  or resolutions that you have set before you step on the UPM border. Wish u guys all the best and enjoy the journey for the next 6 month. Though your absence in college for the past 3 months brought quite a solitude  and boring surroundings but somehow it was an enjoyable moments to us who never left the college to be a partimer guard because we DO LOVE UPM and our WORK here (ayat pasrah okay) because:

 1) Kteowg tak payah beria sakan bangun awal-awal pagi sebab berebut bilik air. Walaupun ada notis pemberitahuan bahawa ketiadaan air sekian sekian hari, tetapi thanks to u guys yang holiday 3 bulan itu tiada di sini, makanya air di tangki adalah mencukupi bagi penghuni-penghuni yang ada.

2) Kteowg boleh pilih dan tukar-tukar lot parking sesuka hati tiap-tiap hari (nak double parking lot pon boleh) sepanjang 3 bulan ni

3) yang paling nikmat adalah intenet LAJU. So tak payah tunggu 12.00 tengah malam hingga ke pagi untuk tgk atau download movie/drama korea online. Bila-bila masa pon boleh stream tenet tanpa lagging. Heaven!

Hopefully, kalau la ada adik-adik degree sekalian yang terasa dengan statement di atas, don't feel offended okay coz ur senior sangat jeles yang kowg boleh bercuti 3 bulan dengan gumbira and remember that the reality is hard to digest (Amaran: don't take life too serious, u will getting old earlier).

Guys, it's already 3.56 am when I started typing this paragraph. Setelah cubaan demi cubaan untuk melelapkan mata telah dicuba namun akhirnya menemui jalan buntu. Main game dah, layan lagu lullaby pon dah, nyanyi pon dah, buat benda yang paling membosankan iaitu baca jurnal pon tak jalan, terpaksalah meng'update' entri blog yang sudah tentunya berhabuk tidak terusik. Ustaz dulu ada cakap kalau tak boleh nak tidur sebaik-baiknya buatlah solat sunat taubat dan hajat atau baca Al-Quran. Insyallah boleh terlelap pastu. Tetapi atas sebab-sebab tertentu, I have to find another options. 

Then I realized that the story of the 'girl being buzzed around by the bees' kept bothering me which caused my full awake this early morning (gosh, I need my beauty sleep!). May be, I was too inter personate (mendalami) tha poor innocent girl character hahaha. Ok, here's the story:

There was a cute innocent girl just come back from late college group discussion entered the only cabin she afford to rent which is RM75/month placed far back at the farm. She got to used to live her life like that since she came from poor family background but because of her strong desire to become a successful entrepreneur after pursuing her degree in business course, she needs to get through all this. Unfortunately, that late night she has unexpected (more likely uninvited) guest. Not one, more than 15. Definitely not human but BEES which were coming out of nowhere. Only a few buzzing around the cabin whereas the others laid on the cabin floor, some moving and some not (might be dead). The girl shivered and trembling herself as she remembered her friend died from a bee sting. If a bee sting could bring fatal to her friend, she couldn't imagine if more than one bee attacked her. In her lifetime, she never killed a life-forms thereupon a small insect because she always thought that every life deserved to live.

She was too tired and need to sleep as tomorrow she has a presentation for her course. She can't went to her friend's room college as theirs room take about 30 minute walk from her cabin and since it was late, they might be fallen asleep. At first, she just want to went to her bed without being bothered by the bees. But because of her friend's death cause of the bee sting, she's afraid that she might be dead before she pursue her bachelor degree's certificate and become a woman which had a load tonne of money. Thus, she gained her strength to hold the broom and determined to kill remain bees that still alive. One by one of the bee being killed. As from one to one bee being killed, she's crying aloud as 500 meters distance could heard her sorrow and tearful cry at the same time she begged for Allah's mercy for killing them. She's really feel guilty sorry towards the bees like she was a murderer or something. Then, she collected all the dead bees and buried them under the tree behind her cabin, prayed that the bees will rest in peace.

 

 The bee will not sting unless it feel threaten or sense a danger. They such cute creatures.

-end of story-

I wondered if there's still a person who never killed a life-forms in lifetime, is there? If the girl sorry for killing the bees is comparable with myself, I could agreed accept for the tearful cry. Lately at night, my room was attacked by blood thirsty creatures a.k.a MOSQUITOES. At first, I just ignored them by covering my body with blanket but they became terrorized till my face full of their no-mercy bites. I feel that action should be taken as my survival and rights as the owner of the room from being colonized by this greed and selfish creatures. Thus, I brutally killed them. But trust me, deep down inside I feel very sorry for killing them. Bianne! (say sorry in Korean).

I wondered if people have the humanitarian side in them, could there be criminal cases like killing, raping abandoning the babies, walloping, wars and etc. It reminds me with the Black eyed peas song, "Where is the love".

I hope the story of the girl with give an example for us to love and care each other. The life-form's life not laid in our hand. So stop hurting, killing and terrorized each other. Living in a happy and peaceful life might be heard as unrealistic dream but we deserve them at least in Malaysia. So, I think it wasn't too late to wish Happy 53rd Independence Day, Malaysian! May all of us be blessed!

Remarks: I felt sorry towards this special friend of mine that I suddenly get angry and felt don't want to talk with him after he confessing something that totally I shouldn't be bothered for. Sorry! Once in a month, a girl got a mood swing out of blue is normal and can be scientifically explained. Guys might be puzzled somehow but all u need is patience. Ladies' behaviour are much more complex compared to the guys. ~__^