Later I realized,
If you really liked someone,
You might not ever noticed it,
All you know is you getting nervous every time you see or be around her,
That make your heart beating fast,
While acting cool to avoid the heart beat being heard or noticed by her.
There was time you tried to prevent misunderstanding,
But somewhat,
At the end of the day,
She didn't seem happy,
Because you are bad in explaining thing.
When you liked someone,
and saw her walked to other man she just met,
You'd suddenly realized that,
You treated her so badly,
Because you wanted to get a bit closer to her,
That moment you regretted it and wished if you'd be nicer to her before.
When you liked someone,
You'll keep every words she said in mind,
Though it sounded simple, lame and cheesy,
like "if the girls says she's okay, it meant it's not okay",
"I like blue",
Sometimes when you were alone,
Those words keep on playing in your ears repeatedly like an addicted song.
Being in loved actually make you have no gut or courage to tell her,
What is your true feeling towards her,
When you do,
You lost your words half way in the throat,
and then here come another portrayed of misunderstanding to her,
Says you make a fool of her,
and she left you thunderstruck alone.
Every night I made a wish in my prayer,
I wish I also in her wish,
Even if I know it's someone else,
Who could make her happy,
Though I know her better in every way,
But the least I could do for her knowing she'll be with someone else,
I want to tell that lucky man,
"Sometimes, she'll pretend she's ok, even when she's sad",
"She spend 5 mins to decide before choosing the same old Indulgunce Cake",
"She doesn't watch where she's going",
Protect and watch her at all time on behalf of me.
Still deep down inside here,
Letting you go to someone else is the last thing I can do,
and I still prayed and wished that I am the one for you,
For the rest of my life,
Because I LOVE YOU!
(written by me inspired by a man side)
P/S: There was a guy using name #Mr.AmariSoul in FB and IG who is the author of the best seller "Reflection of A Man" in Relationship-Dating & Mate-seeking Categories that really inspired me with his writing. What he wrote was what I already have in my mind about relationship which is mostly what we woman need and feels towards a relationship. I doubt Mr.AmariSoul is a guy since he kept secret about his true identities. He said the profile is not necessary since he need no "fame" but a change! If he is a guy, he's too far brilliant and must be in many failed relationship before (just joking).
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