Choc moist cake in the Cup version

Asslammualaikum and a very good day, Peeps!

Kali ni punya entri ada sedikit bersangkut-paut dengan entri yang lepas (kesedihan kehilangan Bluppy tercinta, Life goes on....titik!). Okay, banyak kaedah yang boleh kita ambil untuk melupakan kesedihan (hilang la ketaiko'an kalu sedih2 ni). Salah satu cara adalah dengan menyibukkan diri dengan membuat kek. 

Jeng..jeng..jeng..We have 2 chefs in the room! Introduce to you, Chef Syu dan Chef M (ehem..ehem...aku la tuh). Resepi kali ini adalah resepi chocolate moist specially modified version in cup. Nak tahu  apa yang special sangat tuh, habiskan bacaan sehingga noktah yang terakhir entri ini. 

Bahan-bahan

Chocolate moist cake

1) 2 biji telur gred A

2) 1 mug gula pasir

3) 1 mug susu pekat

4) 1 mug serbuk koko

5) 1 mug minyak masak (nak mahal sikit pakai minyak jagung)

6) 2 mug tepung gandum (nak pakai superfine flour pun no problema)

7) 1 sudu besar bikarbonat

8) 1 sudu besar serbuk penaik

9) 1 sudu kecil vanilla essence

10) Strawberry fillings (terpulang selera nak letak flavour filling apa)

(nota: Harap maaf. Sukatan di atas adalah tidak beretika and matematika sungguh)

Chocolate Topping

1) 1 mug serbuk koko

2) 1/4 mug susu pekat

3) 1 sudu kecil vanilla essence

4) 1 sudu besar butter

5 ) sedikit air bergantung kepada kelikatan toppings

6) Chocolate chips/ chocolate rice

1) Pukul 2 biji telur sehingga kembang (sehingga bertukar ke warna kuning pudar). Tapi lebih elok kalau pakai blender sebab tak payah susah pukul sampai ada muscle kejantanan...hehehe pastu boleh campurkan bahan-bahan no 2-9 secara turutan (options: guna tenaga tangan/ blender, pakai blender more efective, less-energy-usage and more fine texture-khas utk org2 pemalas)

Tara!

 2) Campuran diatas menggunakan tenaga tangan sahaja okay

3) Boleh la masuk bahan bancuhan ke dalam 3/4 cup

4) sebelum dimasukkan dalam alat pengukus, boleh la masukkan 1 sudu strawberry fillings ditengah-tengah campuran bahan tersebut

5) Kukus dalam alat pengukus selama 20-30 minit. Kalau pakai multi cooker, laraskan penanda ke middle-heat. Untuk tahu, kek sudah masak atau belum, gunakan kayu stick/ garpu dan cucuk ke dalam kek tersebut. Sekiranya bila diangkat tiada adunan yang melekat menandakan kek boleh di'harvest' seperti gambar di bawah

Dah boleh dimasukkan dalam perut pon ni. Tapi kalau rajin, boleh buat dekorasi atas kek cup ni. Nak tiru mcm yang kiteowg buat ni pon boleh. No fees and taxes are needed. Feel freely to copy-cat.

6) Boleh campurkan ramuan untuk buat chocolate topping seperti yang tertera di atas secara berturutan. 

7) Lepas tu, kalau nak nampak fancy and comel, leh tambahkan dekorasi menggunakan chocolate rice dan chocolate chips kat atas cake cup tu. Biasanya, penggemar cake ni adalah dikalangan budak-budak seperti aku, aku dan aku (tak sape nak marah kalau perasan budak pon), so, kene la ader kasi daya tarikan.

Then, the choc moist cake in cup is ready to be package and deliver. Kowg boleh wat present gak choc cake ni. 

Lupa nak bagitahu, make sure your cakes can be eaten and chewable. Tips untuk rasa sedap tak kisah la dalam masakan atau membuat kek haruslah bermula dengan bismillah, ikhlas dan ramuan paling penting, put some love in the mixture.. hehehe..Okay, give a try! It's worthy to put some efforts in it.

Some info: Bagi sesiapa penggemar pembuat apa jua kek dan chocolate di kawasan selangor, boleh la datang ke kedai pemborong dan pembekal bahan-bahan kek, YUMMIES bertempat di Bandar Baru Bangi berhampiran dengan Kopitiam Bangi (alamat spesifik akan diupdate kemudian).

Peace, you all ^_^

R.I.P Bluppy!

Assalammualaikum dan Salam 1Malaysia!!

Dear silent readers, did you realized when the day is over once again proves that time waits for no one? But still, life goes on and that everyday in life people separated for whatever reason have their separated distance go for hours, days, weeks until one day when reality really sets in that they're gone for good hopefully leaving us with the positive and loving memory. You might be wondering why i'm bringing about life, time, separation and memory all of sudden. 

If you following my blog, you knew about the entry on June about "Say No to Mr Stress",  I've updated about I received a betta fish Bluppy Gun from my dear friend to rehabilitate my stress. Bluppy is pronounced dead officially last Friday. :'( He has leaving us to his new world up there. Only Allah know the sadness I felt that moments. A thousand or million tears shed on my cheek won't bring him back to life. In Islam, it's not good to mourn of someone's death. Be pleased. After, i gained my senses back, i did a funeral for his last tribute.

This caption taken 1 day b4 he's dead. I already knew and accepted that one day, Bluppy will be gone. So, I try to bring him a new mate, Baby Gina so that he can mate and make me a lotz of Bluppy juniors but the sad thing, he never had a chance. Sorry, Bluppy if i'm being too pushy and harsh towards you! I did that coz it's all i can do to show my love to you.

I noticed that he was gone when i ready to go to my faculty and turned back to my room after i realized that forgot to feed them. 

After i calm down, i prepared to dress him for his funeral

I make his funeral next to the pond near my college so that he can be cool and easily for me to visit him when i missed him. The plaster is my last gift for him as my last tribute.. Love him so much!

Bluppy's resting place. I blew bubbles b4 ended up the ceremony. Rest in peace, my dear Bluppy! Allah loves you more than me.

I have to admit that losing some one or something you loved is hard but lose yourself is even harder. Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just cant becoz things have changes so much. Every story has the ending. But in life , every ending is just a new beginning. Live with intention. Walk through to the edge, listen harder, practice wellness, play with abandon, laugh, choose with no regret, continue to learn, appreciate your family and friends, do what you love BECAUSE live as if this is all there is.

Bluppy left me with good memories. But I still have Blurray and Baby Gina with me to cherish life onwards.

"Life is full of suprises, but you have to open them hoping for the very best"

Peace you all!

My Daddy, My Hero!

Assalammualaikum and salam 1Malaysia, guys ^_~

Yehaaa, it will be my record if i successfully update this entry within 11 hours since my last update. Last Monday, i've been watching a western movie entitled "Happy Feet 2", a continuity of its 1st movie (i didn't watch its 1st movie but still you can follow the story of its 2nd movie). I bet the 1st movie was about a life of penguin called Mumble which been alienated because of its different appearance from its species due to unintended mistakes by Mumble's daddy accidentally drops the egg (Mumble), briefly exposing it to the freezing Antartic temperatures. As the result, the egg hatched a penguin that has blue eyes, everlasting down feathers and a terrible singing voice (every penguin sings an unique song called "heart song" to attract a mate). However, Mumble has a talent that no other penguin ever seen before, the tap dancing. Interested to know more about this, you can google it and many results will appear. What i can finalize from its 1st movie, every single small thing to big life creature was born with its own unique and special features or characters to complete the cycle of life. So, why be bother if you are not perfect, being perfect was not all about for being great, hehehe.

Okay, enough the story of that, let's focus on the 2nd movie. The movie is about, the heir legacy of Mumble+Gloria=Erik (copy-cat of his dad's appearance), reluctant to try dancing as most of the penguins in Emperor land did. Erik's 1st attempt at dancing embarrassed and outcast him from the rest of the penguins. So, here the part where the conflicts begin where Mumble as a dad having a dad-son talk to convince  and motivate Erik (it's not easy being a dad, dough!! It was cute somehow when a man try to butter up his child=added-value-character). But Erik decided to follow Ramon (another penguins who felt himself don't belong in Emperor Land) to pursue its own dream and calling, accompanied by his friends, Boadicia and Atticus. The went to Adelia Land where they met Sven (penguins that can fly...actually he is a bird who really-look-a-like a penguin called a puffin), who became a fraud and false idol in Adelia Land including to Erik and his friends. At the same time, Mumble try to find his lost son by tracking the footsteps along the way to Adelia Land. Eager to know more? Hahaha, go and spend time with your family, kids or friends to watch the movie. It's a good movie for family and kids because it taught a lots a value to be a family and community like the value for self-esteem, helping each others and the importance being an an individual as part of life. (every creature has its own role in life). 

For me, the best part of the movie is when Erik's sang a disappointment's song towards Bryan (an elephant seal beach that was saved by Mumble after trapping in the iceberg when falling from the moving wall of ice) because Bryan refused to help them (Mumble and his son, Erik came along the way to Bryan place to asking for help due to the collapse of ice land of their home, where all the penguin in Emperor land trapped), whist he has promised Mumble to return a favor at any time as an honor for helping him. Let, hear the song. Very deep and touchy song with superb vocal, made me tears in my eyes, hehehe. "MY PAPA, MY HERO" i want to dedicate this song to my daddy, Mr RAMLI for being a great father and all papas in the world. 

Haha, that's all for my reviewed for this movie. Have a good time watching the movie. There's a lot of good inspirational and motivational quotes in the movie. A hug for Erik (soooo cute and fluffy, geram!!). Remember, being perfect wasn't about being great. Always be and believe in yourself, from there you can find your calling to achieve your dream. Peace yah!!

Just for gag: I have a dream to join a musical theater, hehehe. I bet it was difficult to perform in theater because i've experiencing to perform a stage a theater during a my 1st year as a junior in college for minggu tautan siswa as a nyamuk (tangkap muat). Can you believe this, hahahha, i still cant believe i did that.. but that was awesome to experience something you never did before.

WEST to EAST

Assalammualaikum and Salam 1Malaysia, peeps!!

Hopefully, aku tak terlambat untuk mengucapkan Salam Maal Hijrah 1433H kepada semua muslim diserata dunia..Semoga amalan kita pada tahun ini lebih baik dari tahun sebelumnya dan kehidupan kita diberkati oleh Allah....Insyallah ^_^

Before ni memang plan nk update entri sekerap yang mungkin. Usaha tu dah ada tapi sekerat jalan je. Tak caya?   Meh tengok draft list ni, penuh tapi tak penah nak edit balik pun. Haha, kalau dah pemalas tu malas gak.

Okay, sebelum melalut lagi, kali ni punya entri berkisarkan perjalanan merentas barat ke timur dan timur ke barat Semenanjung Malaysia dalam masa 37 jam. Amacam, hebatkan! Kalau sesiapa yang konfius2 tak tau mana barat, mana timur Semenanjung Malaysia tu, tengok peta kat bawah ni. Dah boleh agak dah antara korang ni mesti yang "failed" geografi. Ak pun student gak, dulu..kini dan selamanya..haha. Lupa nak wat intro plak kan. Okay, one month ago, i've been invited by 1 of my friend, Mr. Ridzuan Daud (RO Mardi Jelebu) to join him and his colleagues for a vacation to Cherating Beach Resort, Pahang on 10th-11th Dec. Actually, at the same date, there's another 3 events concurrently took place. Walau bagaimanapun, kena decided yang 1st come basis, okay. The journey took place as far as 265km to Cherating from Serdang but due to some unpredictable countercheck, it exceeded than expected. Hehe, baru la challenging namanya.

See, almost 85% crossing west to east from Serdang to Cherating Beach Resort, Pahang

Pada hari kejadian (lama tak sebut ayat ni), kiteowg berkumpul di Mardi, Serdang untuk bekpes dulu. Konvoi ni melibatkan 2 kereta (Unser dan Persona), 2 pemandu (Haidee and Wan), 2 co-pilot (Salleh dan Gundam), dan boss-boss terhormat (Kak Faim-Izzah-Sabrina-Ibul-Min dan M-Aiza).

Tak beretika, pagi-pagi dah wat dosa mencuri ikan gapi di kolam tuttttt(tempat terpaksa dirahsiakan bg tujuan keselamatan)-Jangan tiru aksi ini-

Dah lepas buat projek, perut terasa lapar la plak. Batang hidung geng2 lain  tak nampak lagi. Nasib baik ada wat bekal "trifle" hasil air tangan aku and Syu (geng masak aku merangkap sifu). First trial dah leh jadi, 2nd..3rd trial konfem leh bukak bakery sendiri. Padahal, dengan tak tau sukatan main bedal jek campur bahan-bahan. Hebat la, syu!

Jeng-jeng...ni la TRIFLE yang digembar-gembur kan tu. Belum rasa lagi dah terluir kan. Agak2 rase nak order leh calling2 nanti..ahaaaa, sempat wat promosi lagi! Bekpes kiterowg disajikan berserta nasi lemak, cucur jagung cili (sedap wooo...aku makan je, dah 1/4 bekas) and air mineral. Burp, alhamdulillah..@_@

Setelah semua ahli lapor diri, kiterow pon berangkat meneruskan perjalanan. Excited terlebih la plak!

Ni la muka-muka excited tadi. Sekarang tengok apa dah jadi. Kesian Wan, terpaksa drive sorang-sorang..hehehe

Baik punya cover pakai spec

Lepas 2 jam lebih perjalanan, kiteowg singgah makan tengahari di Gambang. Pastu, bila masing2 dah kekeyangan, sambung balik perjalanan ke Cherating. Seorang member konvoi telah menelefon "person in-charge" vacation utk bertanyakan lokasi penginapan kami. Setelah mendapatkan tunjuk arah ke lokasi tersebut, kami pelik kerana terpaksa melalui Pekan, Pahang. Jeng jeng jeng. 

Di titik inilah bermulanya detik-detik kekeliruan. Bila tiba di chalet tersebut, baru la kami tahu yang kami telah ditipu. Segala perkhidmatan yang djanjikan palsu2 belaka, alahai. Nak wat lagu mana, deposit dah dibayar. Percutian terpaksa diteruskan walaupon kedukaan menghimpit diri (bagi org jenis aku yang bkn beach-type ni, tak de beri impak kekecewaan yang besar tapi mmg tak sampai hati tengok geng2 lain kecewa). I believed that there's always a reason behind it (aiceh, think positive nak sedap kan hati, hehe). So, sebagai pengajaran, always do crossed-checked and double checked before the trip. Kalau boleh, bila pergi trip yang jauh2 ni dapatkan recommendation vacation kowg dari sumber yang dikenali dan dipercayai kesahihan perkhidmatan yang ditawarkan, okay!

Tak nak citer banyak. Pictures can't lie about the feeling we had that time..

I liked this picture the most..Sorry, Gundam meng"hanjeng" ko, i really dont meant it..Actually, ur down expression really affected me.. Next time kite plan another vacation that really work dan ko secara automatik adalah pengarah programnya, Gundam..hehe

Nak dipendekkan cerita, kiterowg go on jek stay di Sri Merchong Chalet ni. Walaupon aktiviti dalam tentatif spt mandi-manda, bermain di pantai serta berkarok x dpt dijalankan, at least we have another 11 members to be happy on our vacation with our own ways, right! It wasn't the place that offer u to be happy, it is how the person surrounding that make you happy. At least we are happy spending our vacation together in our own ways..hahaha

First time berkayak..naik muscle kat tangan..hahha..Rugi tak cap pic Gundam, kak Aiza and Salleh terjun air payau ni.. (rugi sebab tak dpt amek the moment dowg naik atas pelantar, semput gelak...LOL)

Aktiviti sebelah malam lps penat berkayak iaitu berBBQ sambil berborak2. Kalau dah ada 11 orang sengals, cer bygkan cam mana gegak gempita malam tu diiringi hujan lebat. Nasib baik tak der ribut petir dan kilat. Dah macam bencana alam dah. Best part, sape yang kalah main poker and UNO kene penalti. Ader BRAN? Aku kalau takat 2 bowl tembikai berisi SARSI terlebey gula tak der hal la, ader org tu sampai kene telan 2 ketul ayam (hasil idea sendiri, last2 kene batang hidung sendiri). Bak kata Karam Singh, "what u give u get back, la" kasi cash punya! Dengan bahagia, Gundam menyahut kekalahan dia. Saksikan video di bawah sebagai bukti kekalahan beliau..LOL

Esoknya, jam 8.00 pg sudah disuruh berkumpul. Ada miscommunication di situ. Ingat xtvt pagi tu, nk ke pantai. Rupa-rupanya, nak check-out dari chalet la plak. Hehe, gelabah puyuh baru nak mandi masing-masing. 

Tengok, kiterowg tak mandi pon nampak macam dah mandi kan. Jejaka-jejaka di luar sana, jgn percaya pada keindahan luaran saje (cantik ke orang kat atas tu?)..Realiti adalah terlalu pahit untuk ditelan.

Tungu punya tunggu, finally kiterowg check-out at 10 pg gak. Mana taknya, tunggu yang bangun, yang mandi la, yang nak selamat kan bot tenggelam la dan mcm2 excuses. Bak kata Abon dalam maharaja lawak MEGA minggu ke-7, "inilah jadi kalau janji org Melayu, janji Jawa tak mcm ini.." (jawa pon melayu, mmg lucu la lawak ni-gelak smbil guling2). Kiteowg bersarapan dulu di Pekan sebelum meneruskan perjalanan ke Cherating Beach Resort. Tak tercapai milestone's vacation kiterowg kalau tak jejak kan kaki ke pasir2 pantai Cherating. 

dan akhirnya.....kiterowg tiba juga di Cherating

Gundam, Wan dan Salleh jek yang "sangkeng" mandi laut sbb cuaca tak berapa elok. Kiteowg photoshoot sambil2 makan aiskrim. Nyum-Nyum (macamla kat Serdang tak der aiskrim). "Yang penting kita enjoy"...

Dalam jam 3pm lebey, kiterowg gerak berangkat dari Cherating singgah ke Kemaman untuk drop by Salleh (Salleh ni RO kat MARDI terengganu, tak ingat la mana spesifik tempat dia). Sempat lagi berhenti makan Keropok Lekor, Satar & Otak-otak (kebeluran sebab skip makan tengahari disebabkan waktu yang limited). Otak-otak terengganu berbeza dari otak-otak johor tau. OOT isinya original ikan+rempah, OOJ isinya campuran ikan+rempah diadun dgn tepung..Sgt marvellous sampai menjilat jari!

Selepas hantar, Salleh kami 2 kereta berpecah bergerak ke Serdang. Geng WVT (kereta Wan) singgah makan malam di Temerloh sebelum meneruskan perjalanan balik Serdang. Pasti berhenti lagi di McD Genting Sepah, supper sambil main tiup-tiup belon. Perangai mengalahkan budak2 umur 5 tahun. isk isk isk..

Jam 11pm lebih, baru la kiteowg sampai di Kolej Serumpun. Masuk je UPM, otak mula serabut sebab dah kena fikir balik tasks yang mendatang..Sigh~sigh~Percutian sudah tamat saat menjejakkan kaki ke bilik setelah mendaki 96 anak tangga blok P7 (siap counting sbb bdn & anggota tgn sarat ngan brg2, hahaha..sempot masing2 naik tangga tak payah digambarkan). A good vacation is over once you begin to yearn for your works.

We do have an enjoyable moments spending time with our beloved friends in this trip. A vacation is like love-anticipated with pleasure, experienced with discomfort, and remember with nostalgia. A vacation is needed to rest our mind and body, so that we become more effective and have a quality performance in carry out our daily tasks. But don't forget to do a check list and crossed-check, buddies! Peace yah! Salam..~_^

PanCake MEndung BerDarah

Salam 1Malaysia, peePs!

If i'm not mistaken, last time i've been updating my entry was in August and it's already being 2 months and a half away. Between that intervals, there are still too many stories to tell my whereabouts, even after screening and short-listed them but i can't to cut it short. So, it's better for me to start over again tonight. Try to make it short and clear.

Tonight, i am very tremendously happy to learn a new recipe from my dear friend (credited to Syuhada Abu Bakar) on how to make a pancake. In Malaysia or locally we called it "lempeng". But our local lempeng just made of multipurpose flour (tepung gandum), water, salt and sugar. But the so-called pancake i did mention above was western-japanese-type(dorayaki). So, here is the amateur chef, Chef M going to share the recipe with you guys.

Ingredients: 1 egg, 3/4 fresh milk or evaporated milk (susu cair), a cup of Multipurpose flour (tepung gandum), 1 1/2 teaspoon of baking powder, 1/2 teaspoon salf, 2 tablespoon of sugar (depends on level of sweetness u prefer) and 2 tablespoon melted butter (enough to be served for 5 people where each can eat 2 4-inch-in-diameter pancakes)

Steps:

Mixed well all the ingredients above

Cook on hot (slow fire), grease griddle and non-sticky pan until bubbly, little dry around the edges and lightly browned at the bottom

Turn and brown the other side

Finally, the pancake is ready to be eaten. It can be served together with the chocolate, honey, strawberry jam, milk or sugar

I called my pancake as Pancake Mendung Berdarah with the collaboration of dark chocolate (Mendung-lately, our skies is cloudy due to raining season in the late evening) and strawberry jam (berdarah-red color seem to be compatible tone effect with chocolate..hahaha, actually, only strawberry jam is the last stock we have in the fridge)  to look more dramatic. No offense. Hope, you guys can try it out. It is fun actually, Failure doesn't make you a loser but a better chef. 

Adios...~_^

(Just for gag: There is an entity try make a friend of mine. Shud i accept a house-LIZARD as a friend. When it looked at me, it seem to have puppy eyes that make me fall for it, aiyak..nervous!)

Nervousness Get Down! Phew..

Assalammualaikum & Good Morning Peeps...~_____^ (sorry, i can't stop smiling, hehe)

Weather broadcasting said this morning will be raining and mostly cloudy in UPM Serdang. Whatever it said doesn't seem to bother me...It's always be a splendid morning to me. What's making me feel like this? Hahaha, the story begin below..

This morning, my 1st day sit for my Comprehensive Exam (it's a compulsive exam for postgrad student like me b4 6th sem, 2 part:1) writing 2) oral). For today, i will be a writing part. The questions will be given to you by your supervisory commitee. Thus, the level of difficulty of the question depend on them too (hahaha, that's why you must have a wisdom and act smart in selecting your supervisory commitee-check everything-just joking-JANGAN TIRU AKSI INI DI RUMAH). 

OK Continued.  I've been reminded by my Prof on last Friday for this purpose via email (aren't we cool, just get connected via email).After the moment i read the email, my nervousness started to show off themselves. Then, the thermodynamic stage 3 syndrome take place (as usually, applied chemistry form 5 here). I get used for this term syndrome when my mind mixed up (kecelaruan minda), it happened when there were too many things and thoughts kept in your limited space memory, they messed up in "there" due to a brownian movement and finally, they got stucked in "there" because i don't know which one do i have to burst out first. At that point, the symptom (eg:peevoid-no-stop) and signs (eg: mood changes) appeared. This is what we called a panic attack. Normally, this sudden attack will attack person who not really ready or well-prepared to this kind situation. Like i do because i'm a last minute person who strongly be holder of this quote, "Nothing makes a person more productive and efficient than the last minute". Ergo, to get down my nervous, i'll put a side that matter and doing some activity like watching movie, strolling and hanging out with your friends. When it didn't turned out well, i prefer to pray and read Quran.

Blah..blah..blah...read and read more journals for my CE's preparation.. blah..blah..blah..

(INTERMISSION)

Last night, i went to my bed early so that i could take a good rest to fight for my CE tomorrow. Debaran dan kerisauan tetap ada sampai termasuk dalam mimpi..mmg cayalah..What happen in that dream seem to be cool!! I didn't expected what was i dreamt just happen to be a good sign for me today, hehehe. I reached at my Prof's door ealier than she asked me, b4 8 a.m. Starting greetings with a broad smile from her (she's very kind and pro, u know..actually, she already knew i get nervous easily, same ol' day). She said i can take and do it at home, hand in the answer by Friday (mean, i have 3++ days to submit the answer). Due to her concern (bile balik kampung?), she asked me just send it via email...i repeat via EMAIL again..hehe. I feel like i want to hug her at that time..why? because:

1) No need to work hard on my handwriting, just typing using my lappy..yeah
2) Time provided is longer than i expected (from her previous student experience, he needs to complete within 2 day and only 8 hrs/day provided)...but this time, i'm not gonna to delay answer the question because dah nk raya..nk shopping.. heheh
3) the questions seem to be straight-forward (a massage from her: i don't contribute those question, it's all coming from the other co-supervisor of yours, so answer them in detail and perfect. Her expectation towards always high..sigh~so i'm gonna kill them, yeah!)

Ok, i should end my entry here. Gotta kill the answer for those question. My oral CE will be after raya celebration and it is highly dependable on what i'm going to shoot for the answer. So, guys..see u soon and wish me all the best. I'm gonna fight for me, my parent, my loyal BFF and friends, the farmers, citizen and my country..because i am truly MALAYSIAN..opss not yet, belum daftar undi lagi.. hehe

JUST FOR GAG: Pagi ni, 2 kali asyik repair parking..nervous punya pasal la ni.. hehehe

Time Blaja DuLu dan kiNi

Ini Kisah penglipur lara si dara extremely kental jelajah mencari ilmu dr selatan ke tengah2 benua tanah melayu...tak puas dgn dgree further kasi up lagi satu level...tapi di tengah2 pencarian, si dara lantas tersedar perbedaaan yang signifikan antara blaja time degree dan kini walhal kesinambungan pengajian di lubuk yang sama..apakah keputusan si dara? meneruskan jelajahnya atau berhenti di separuh jalan?...ikuti pengembaraan si dara kental time blaja dulu dan kini..

1) 1st Time Registration

Kalu dulu, masa nk register, tak cukup ngan family...sanak sedara & 3 keturunan generasi belah ibu ayah pon berduyun2 nk ikut menghantar walupon kene apply cuti kerja (excited ^_^ sbb cucu sulung ni masuk univerct ni, haha)..Tp sekarang, nk cukupkan korum seat kete depan pon susah, terpaksa register keseorangan tanpa di temani sape2 melainkan foreigner2 belaka.

2) Online register Subjek

Ingat lagi kalu dulu seminggu sebelum register subjek utk sem depan, punyelah kecoh & haru biru sbb time ni la student2 baru la sibuk cari PA masing2 (personal academic bukan personal assistant a.k.a papa mama angkat la ni, jumpe PA sekali satu sem, mmg 'bertuah' la sungguh anak2 skunk ni) sbb nk swuh buka online registration course tu.. kalu lambat, nasib badan la tak dpt masuk feveret class tuh.. tu yang ade sampai failed tuh disebabkan hati tak rela diajar oleh lecturer yang tak feveret (no no no, blaja ilhkas kerana ilmu bukan lecturer k-cm terkene kat btg idung sndiri jek)...tp kini, walupon dah inform sebulan awal utk register subjek pon boleh lupe.. ye la tak payah nk jumpe PA dulu or berebut2 masuk klas mana2,  sbb klas sure tak kan pnuh punya la... haaaaaaaa, tu yang kdg2 sampai kene byr denda sbb register lewat tu.. RM 100 melayang wooo, lps tu sanggup plak tu wat surat anta ke sini ke sana.. (tak ke leceh namanya tuh)..

3) Ruang lingkup Kawan

Kalu dulu, ruang lingkup kawan mmg luas sikit la, al-mklumla, join aktiviti sana sini, mesti networking besar punya! Tak payah bg contoh jauh2 la. Coursemate pon dah cukup ramai, pastu ader plak geng2 kan.. set2 utara la, set2 johor la, set2 klate la (budak laki2 slalu streotaip ckp budak pompuan suke puak2, utk mkluman kowg nyer tanggapan salah k, namanyer pon pompuan, it's more secure kalu jln ramai2 k, haha.. da more da merrier). Skunk ni, bukan nk ckp kawan tu tak ramai, tp kalu nk simplify dalam matematikal over yr, rate die turun la. Antara sebab-sebab nyer adalah terlampau busy ngan keje2 research hingga kurang masa nk mencari kawan2 baru (member lama yang sama2 sambung blaja pon susah nk jumpe. Jumpe kat tepi-tepi tak kira la tepi jln ke, tepi kelas ke, tepi kafe ke dah kire untung leh terserempak)

4) Grouping Vs Individuality

Kalu dulu buat sume bende nk berkumpulan. Kalau seorang dr geng tau, mesti info pas kat member2 len. Bukan setakat info, kerja berkumpulan sangat la praktikal masa wat degree dulu.. nak ngelat boleh lagik sbb in the end, dapat mark sama gak (ni spesis2 yang tak sedar dek untung la ni, berani masuk group aku, awal2 aku dah tendang dr group ak, hahaha). Bila berkerja kumpulan yang bestnyer banyak idea, so leh la top up mana2 kekurangan (tp ni kalu crita bg group yang komited, kalu yang  kurang komited nyer, mmg TAK la jawabnyer segala serbi). Kini, semua serba serbi kena buat alone termasuk la kalu nk mkn. (malas nk crita lebey, sadis kalau bab-bab mkn ni..)

Setakat ini sahaja Kisah penglipur lara si dara extremely kental jelajah mencari ilmu dr selatan ke tengah2 benua tanah melayu. Akhirnya beliau tetap meneruskan perjuangan yang tidak asing baginya demi diri, keluarga dan sahabat2 yang tidak putus memberi dorongan dan kepercayaan kepada beliau. Setiap kepayahan datangnya kesenangan di hari kelak. Berbekalkan doa, setiap langkah beliau dipermudahkan. Kehidupan tetap perlu diteruskan. Setiap kegagalan akan mematangkan diri dalam membuat keputusan dan pertimbangan. The more failures the closer you get to know your capabilities and yourself.

Say NO to Mr StreSS!!

Assalammualaikum dan salam satu Malaysia ~ _^!

Apa macam? Ada sihat ka? Tipu la kalu ngaku tak sihat kan. Makan cukup (Malaysia kan syurga makanan), air mandi pon cukup, tidur mesti la terlebih dari cukup kan, hahaha. Mungkin satu jek tak cukup, duit! Hehe, sebab ape? Sebab...ramai org ckp bile dah hujung-hujung bulan, duit pon dah tipis (tu org lain yang kobar kek den,den cumo menyampaikan). Tak de duit pon boleh menyumbangkan kepada stress. Adakah anda STRESS? (^_6)

Apa itu STRESS? Stress adalah satu tindakan semulajadi hasil dari suatu tekanan dari faktor dalaman atau luaran yang memberi kesan kepada seseorang. Some people are well response  under pressure but mosly when they confronted with the stress, they can't cope or resist it hence create bigger problem. Below is an image the effect of the stress to your body, mind, emotional and behavior:

Stress symptoms

After viewed above attachment, i found that i am a lucky person who'd be in that category which facing a severe stress tolerance (yipppeeeee!!). So for today's entry, aku nak update pasal "7-days without stress challenge" yang aku lancarkan bermula dari Isnin minggu lepas dan tamat pada isnin minggu ini (cukup la kan 7 hari). Pelancaran cabaran ni tak dapat sambutan sebab aku jek yang launching kan event ni (aku kan suka syok sendiri, "ade aku kisah?") dan terima kasih jua buat sahabat (nama terpaksa dirahsiakan bagi tujuan keselamatan) yang setia memberi sokongan dan dorongan  serta 'kata-kata semangat ' (usaha terbaik dr unknown yang selalu menaikkan darah sehingga bertegang leher setiap masa) sepanjang cabaran ini berlangsung. Tapi alhamdulillah, cabaran ini membuahkan hasil dan mencapai objektifnya. After that challenge, i finally realized that when you focus and have a desire to work on something, you will go and deal it no matter   how hard to reach there (eg: dalam kontek entri ni, kalu kita betul2 nak resist dari stress, you really can  overcome that matter). There are many ways to cope with stress, but i really love this link, have a time to visit it.

However, other people also plays vital role to accomplish your intention dealing with the stress like your parent ( ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥), sibs ( ♥ ♥ ♥ ), BFFs (miss u guys ♥ ♥) , future mom-in-law, godbrother, roomate ( ♥ ♥), labmate(♥) or they can be anybody who can share happiness, sadness and problems with you. They're trustful person, good listener, and always be there when u need them. Some people loves to talk more but they don't really listen to you (try avoid this people to share life-holds with or you might be frustrating later on). Make a good contact and relation with them because it's hardly to find this rare qualified species one in a thousandth.

In the link above, i would like to highlight about how pet a friendly cat/dog is chosen as a way to cope with stress. You might think it's hillarious but from my concise experience, it's really work, hahha. Actually, i do love cats but somehow i'm a fur allergist person (sebab tu tak ade niat nak bela kucing ni). Niat di hati teringin nak bela hamster ke, guinea-pig ke, arnab ke, tapi semua spesis ada gigi kacip kat depan yang suka menggigit. Jadi, spesis yang sesuai nk bela atas sebab penakut di gigit adalah ikan. Kalau passed by kedai-kedai ikan mesti nak masuk tapi belinya tak sebab tak  de pengalaman bela ikan. Tak pasal-pasal mati anak ikan tu, niaya jek! Fast forward sehingga la hari ahad lepas, my colleague ajak teman die beli ikan emas to feed his Piranhna species (sian kat ikan-ikan tu, dah la lawa, belum sempat nk sampai umur baligh jd anak dara & teruna dah kene ngap...isk isk isk). Hehe, ape lagi. aku 'kecek2' (ayat org Johor utk mintak sesuatu) la kat die nak seekor. Dia bagi 2 ekor sekali. Excited kot siap ader nama berdasarkan jantina lagi, Ran & Conan (sempena feveret karakter anime). Kalau nak tahu jantan betina kena check kat sirip dorsal dia ader perbezaan. Yang jantan ada sedikit abdomen yang terkeluar. Tapi ditakdirkan hayat Ran & Conan tak panjang, sehari jek dapat hidup bawah jagaan aku. Nak cakap tak cukup kasih sayang, terlebih belai kot. Mungkin dowg pon stress tgk aku yang stress ni agaknya. But now, i've new pet, a Betta fish (ikan laga), a gift from my colleague (leh tak, nak cakap sayang kat die, hehehe). Dah pon bagi nama kat dia (ikan tu pon suka nama die). Walaupun ader pencanggahan pendapat dan kekeliruan antara kami mengenai jantina pet aku tu, so aku bagi nama universal kat dia, BLOOPY GUN (bersempena kaler dia Steel blue). Gun tu surname dia sbb dulu dia cina, baru convert Islam. 

Gambar ikhsan dari Google (nak capture pakai kamera, kamera dah kene rompak, hp pon zaman tok kaduk, hehe). Tapi hampir sama dengan Bloopy Gun aku tuh, Cantik kan dia.

Kebetulan tengah lepak-lepak bersiar dengan Bloopy, terjumpe junior yang bela ikan Betta. So, dapatlah sedikit sebanyak info penjagaan ikan Betta ni. Dia kata tak rumit jaga ikan Betta berbanding ikan emas. Alhamdullillah sehingga ke saat ini, Bloopy masih survive di bawah penjagaan aku (mungkin kami serasi, siap boleh berbual dengan dia). Apa yang aku nak ketengahkan di sini, kalau kita bela binatang yang friendly, kita boleh hilangkan stress sebab:

1) We try to divert our pressure to other things when we gave attention to them instead of the stress

2) Pet is a good listener and well understanding our feeling (sebab dowg tak leh cakap bahasa manusia sbb tu dowg pendengar yang baik, heheh)

3) Terhibur ngan gelagat dowg yang super duper cute tu. (Org kata, ikan betta suka kembangkan sirip dia bila kita ketak die depan cermin, tapi aku lum try lagi)

~no wonder la kebanyakan student masters and phDs bela pet.. sebab nak cope dengan stress. Boleh jadi sewel wooo..~

Yesterday, i found another solution or method to overcome stress. I accidentally discovered it, when i sat lonely with my Bloopy nearby the pond in my college. When u stress, try to make a new friend that u never met before. It's fine to start with a small conversation like ' hai, baru balik dari lab ke?' but dont forget to smile (x pasal2 org lari tgk ko yang macam nk bunuh org tuh). Then, the conversation will extent more than you're expected. Through this small chat, you'll feel like the stress flow simultaneously with the talking (you feel more ease after that). Why? Because when we try to make a friend, we start with a small conversation which the detail of the chat is a bit leisure, little tense, not much emotional involved. Dulu masa aku belajar, lecturer tu cakap, komunikasi yang berkesan adalah komunikasi from both parties, ada penyampaian dan penerimaan di situ (barulah aku sedar kini sebab apa penting kita amek subjek tu dulu, haha), tak ada la seorang jek yang yang syok sendiri bercakap kan. This is one way for you to divert your stress attention by doing something more relax. Try it to prove my method (leh patent method ni).

There's so many ways for you to deal with your stress, try to explore them and you will find out different outcomes. Choose the best which you think relevant to your condition. Like mine, a few years back, when i stressed,  i love to paint (give you a great satisfaction but not relevant for current situation). Sometimes, i love to do any activity alone like driving, marathon watching movie, window shopping and more (, you are freely to spread your wing to do anything you like, where you want to go..all by yourself). Tu belum masuk naughty a and crazy part lagi to deal with stress (tak nak citer, malu ^_^).

Ok, i think, that's all from now. Thank you for having a time to read this entry. So stay healthy and happy! Some advice from me to you guys out there and myself, "He who smiles rather than rages is always the stronger". 

Say "Peace" to stress!!

The test is worthy!!

Assalammualaikum and Good afternoon, guys!!

How are you? Ancient people says that "Silence is golden", so i take it as yes for the answer, always in great condition. Terasa sangat lama tak update blog yang macam tak berapa nk blog ni. Bukan sebab tak de cerita2 yang best (best ke cerita2 sebelum ni. heheh), tapi sebab terlalu banyak dugaan yang bertimpa-timpa lately ni. Dari update entry yang penuh ngan emosi baik activate silent mode jap sebab true silence is the rest of mind, it is to the spirit like the sleep is to the body which give nourishment and refreshment. 

When you are having a hard time, don't lose your faith and hope. Pull yourself together. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, all occur to test the limits of your soul. May be the test as a reminder because you already lost from the right track or neglect about your responsibility as human to its own Creator. Or may be to see how you response to the test, which may be you have been promised by Him for something good happen to after all hardship you are facing either you deserve it or not. As for Muslim, endurance is a weapon to us. No pain, no gain, and no tarred road without gravels (nice self-quoted though, hahaha), buddy. And sometimes things happen to you may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you will realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power or heart.Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere, safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless. 

That's why we can not bear living alone and we need others. Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but when you look into them, you know that every moment that you are with them, they will affect your life in some profound way. For example, if someone hurts, betrays or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you to learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally not only because they loved you, but also because they taught you to love and open your heart and eyes to a very tiny little to tremendous subjects.

So, guys, make everyday counted! Appreciate every moment and take everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again (eg: talk to people who you have never talked to before, and actually listen). Let yourself fall in love, even if it doesn't seem right because you are too young or too far (hehhe, an advice to myself actually) , just follow your heart. Most importantly, surround yourself with those who make you smile, laugh, happy and ACCEPTED the way you are ~_^ (although u r a crazy bum, hOhOhO).

Breaking free, set your sights high and hold your head up (coz you have every right to walupun physically u r not dat perfect-no body is perfect- eg, usahawan berjaya ternak jerawat, hehehe) . Tell yourself you are great and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create your own life then LET GO and LIVE IT coz every success and downfall that you experienced create who you are today. Bear that experience is da best lesson while determination and efforts are da best teaching method. 

Haha, end my entry now!! Got to go seeking for da adventure journey (playing wif bubbles and acid, nk join, JOM).

Refresh 1352 kbytes memory!!

Di saat aku sibuk memaksakan diri menyumbat makanan tengahari td yang tak abes (kalau membazir jd kawan syaitan tp kalu mkn terlampau kenyang tidak la pula dinyatakan perumpaannya cume diketahui org yang mkn kenyang di dunia adalah org yang plg lapar di akhirat. Jd, aku mengambil inisiatif makan secara perlahan utk kurangkan risiko kekenyangan, hehe), tetibe aku dpt panggilan telefon dr komrad aku. Ingat ader projek baik punyer, tak tersangka lak die mengingatkan aku tentang perkara baik, psl amanah iaitu jaga kelas. Bukan aku terlupe, tp sajek jek nk melupekan seketika kerana memory space otak aku almost full sbb diisi dengan bende2 yang kurang pentingnya. Nasib bek RAM tinggi, kalu tak memanjang lagging jek la aku nk memproses signal2 yang  dihantar ke otak aku yang tak seberapa banyak neurotransmitternye akibat makan jeruk yang tak hingat dunia itu utk give response. Kalu la ader aplikasi external hard disk kan best atau at least leh upgrade memory space internal hard disk otak aku pon boleh la.

Memandangkan aku manusia yang sering terlupe pada amanah, tidak terlarat pula aku ingin menambahkan dosa2 yang sedia ada, maka pergila jua aku kelas yang diamanahkan utk aku jagai itu dengan ikhlas. Oleh kerana niat aku baik dan ikhlas, Allah itu maha pemurah lagi maha menyanyangi, maka dipermudahkan urusan2 aku menjaga klas tersebut, Alhamdullillah. Sebelum aku melangkah lebih jauh biar aku cerita psl bende yang diamanahkan tersebut. Memandangkan aku penerima GRF (Graduate Research Fellowship-elaun yang aku terime tiap2 bulan utk kelansungan hidup aku sbg graduate student, tidakla pula fellowship ini diberi free semata2 bak kata orang putih, no pay, no gain), makanya setiap semester aku diamanahkan utk assist class atau practical lab under supervisor aku sebanyak 6 kredit hrs. Supposedly, on paper aku kene assist 3 class, tetapi memandangkan supervsr aku orgnyer bermurah hari and very understanding, aku kene practical lab *** (nama course dirahsiakan bg tujuan keselamatan). Walaupun aku ni termasuk dlm golongan org2 yang kurang rajin, tp aku ader gak assist klas2  yang lain indirectly gak.

Usually, this course was registered by under graduate students (2nd year). Dowg adalah dikalangan org2 yang beruntung sebab: 

1) diajar oleh lecturer yang dah kurang garangnya (kalu dulu zaman2 kiterowg, beliau dikenali dgn kegarangannya-bukan ak yang ckp, org lain sbb aku nyer view lain sikit dr org lain, heheh), siap student leh gurau2 lagik ngan die..betullah zaman dah berubah

2) ada pula dibantu oleh akak2 (opss, terngaku akak la plak kan) dan abg2 yang cute lagik baik hati dan sporting yang sedia menghulurkan bantuan (maka rugila sape2 yang tak mendaftar kos ini)-reason yang plg kuat..hahaha

Nak dipendekkan citer, aku ganti shift ngan komrad aku yang tepon aku td sbb die nk g lunch plak, so aku keseorangan dan kesepian di temani sahabat sejatiku, tochiba-chan key-in data online (bahasa kasarnyer Online tenet, naseb bek ader wireless kalu tak konfem keje aku berbual2 ngan budak lab tu..lagi la org tak caya aku ni dah ader degree). Sedang aku cocentrate key-in data online, tetibe makmal tersebut jd hingar bingar suara budak2 berckp sebatu radius suaranya (tu yang aku kagum org2 muda ni, semangat nyer berkobar bile berckp. Tunggu la bile ko dah suku abad nnti, konfem nk abeskan ckp satu ayat pon tergagap2, hehe). Baru la aku tersedar yang student dah ramai yang dtg. Aku tak pulak nk marah sbb dgn tak sengaja aku terpikir, adakah masa umurnyer seusia dengan dowg, adakah mungkin aku spt dowg pd penilaian org lain yang sentiasa semangat bile berckp. Mungkin juga sbb aku ni kdg2 pekak orgnye, maka pendengaran itu sengaja dibataskan, jd suara yang keluar dr peti suara itu mungkin tidak terlalu kuat kedengaran di corong telinga aku walupon frekensinya sudah beratus2 desibelnya.

Perhatian aku teralih pula pada kumpulan budak2 girls yang sangat komited pada keje lab nya. Dengan tanpa dipaksa-paksa, kotak memori aku dengan lajunya memutarkan roll filem back da same course while i'm doing a lab work with my best 5 best friend and my above comrade (panjang jodoh alu ngan komrad aku rupenyer). Aku sangat beruntung kerana geng2 aku jenis komited wat keje secara tak langsung aku pon ter"induced" utk komited sama sebab masa sekolah menengah dulu aku adalah org yang paling suke mengelak keje2 amali lab terutama lab kimia. Adakah sebab aku tiada geng yang komited atau aku tidak minat subjek kimia itu kerana aku tak suke pada cikgu yang mengajar (manusia suke meletakkan kesalahan pada orang lain, hehe) atau aku ni mmg jenis yang pemalas (mungkin juga)? Soalan itu aku biarkan sepi tergantung kerana intention aku bukan nk menjawab soalan tersebut pon. Betullah, zaman sekarang Allah bagi "cash" atas yang kita wat dulu. Buktinya, subjek yang aku tak minat dulu iaitu Kimia inilah yang aku tak boleh lari kini sbb bidang aku wat kini most of it, is about chemistry. A token of appreciation credited to our Islamic figure in chemistry, Al-Razi yang hebat mempelopori ilmu-ilmu kimianya hingga kini (kalu beliau masih idup, mesti aku nk berguru ngan die, tak la aku tak minat kimia dulu kini dan selamanya, hehehe).

Berbalik pada citer td, aku dan geng2 aku seronok wat lab amali kos ni sbb masa ni la kiter akan apply teori yang kiter blaja kat dalam class (kiterowg mmg stok2 yang suke apply teori yang kiteowg blaja dalam percakapan harian, lagi senang nak ingat). Tak sia-sia org2 dulu kuarkan pepatah, ilmu yang tak diamalkan spt pokok yang tak berbuah (nape dikaitkan ilmu ngan pokok itu tidaklah diketahui, mungkin sbb dulu2 luas pemandangan dengan pokok2 yang hijau sbb demand pembangunan kurang berbanding supply natural sources yang kita ada, tapi skunk demand melebihi supply, tu yang hangat isu global warming tu).Bezanya geng2 kiterowg ngan kumpulan girls kat atas td, kiter wat keje tangan ngan mulut seriringan (ilmu itu lagi berkesan kalu kiter apply dan bahaskan), walupon most of da time content perckapan itu tidak la sejajar ngan apa yang kiter tengah buat tu. Kadang2 geng aku antara yang plg lambat balik bukan sebab kiterowg ni wat keje lembap wat keje tp sebab tersilap pilih alatan distillation yang sangat lambat ia berfungsi. Tapi tu la yang menjadi resepi penambah rase dalam persahabatan kami (Miss U alot, geng sesemak).

Yang paling aku tak leh blah, ade sowg budak dalam lab amali tu suke menyakat budak lain. Tiap2 kali lab mesti ader jek yang die jadikan orang lain bahan sakatan die. Budak yang dijadikan bahan tu tak pula melawan balik (aish, kalu aku memang kene balik la). Aku bagi panggilan kat die misbun la sbb misbun karakter die yang suke kacau org dan die sedikit hitam. Ptg td, die borak2 ngan aku. Ntah macam mana melalut sampai die tahu aku minat Naruto (mungkin la juga die perasan pic wallpaper lappy aku gmbar Naruto kot). Pastu die ckp la, "akak, kat klas ni pon ader sowg yang muke sebijik Naruto, kak". Pastu aku pon excited la nk tgk. Die pon panggil budak yang sebijik mukenyer cm Naruto dan tunjuk kat aku. Time tu sume perhatian teralih pada si Misbun, budak Naruto dan aku (ni yang aku lemah ni kalu publisiti2 murahan ni). Ade ke patut si Misbun ni swuh budak Naruto tu senyum kat aku and tunjuk kat aku die punya 3 line garisan kat pipi supaya menyamai Naruto bile die senyum. Malu kot aku (walupon aku ni otai2, tapi aku pompuan jugak). Dah budak Naruto tu tersipu2 malu ngan aku sebab die kene jadi bahan. Lps tu melekat kawan2 die yang lain panggil die Naruto (sorila dik, sebab aku ko kene jd bahan, bengong tul la si Misbun ni, diam2 sudah). Ingatkan si Misbun kacau sampai setakat tu jek tak sangka berlarutan plak. Kesian plak la kau tgk budak Naruto tu, so secara tak sengaja aku sound si Misbun tu, "aish ko ni, keje lab ko dah siap belum? Tak de keje lain ek nk wat asyik kacau die..". Tak tersangka lak aku, sound aku tu mendapatkan sorakan tepukan budak2 lain (macam aku wat persembahan plak yang deserve standing ovation kan..aku rase dowg yang support aku td tu mesti penah jd bahan si Misbun). Aku rase sebab b4 this, tak der org yang berjaya tegur si Misbun spt aku kot (advantagenyer sebab aku ni senior dr dowg). Terkulat2 si Misbun lepas tu. Aku tak der la niat nk marah die sbb si Misbun ni baik budaknya tapi aku lebey kesian kat budak Naruto tu. Mungkin sebab muke die cm Naruto, tu yang aku try protect die tu. Teringat plak aku, sempena aku suke menyelamat org, komrad aku tujukan lagu kat aku, "M, penyelamat Bumi, Boboiboy!". Nak di jd kan cerita, Si  Misbun ni mengingatkan aku akan seseorang, walopun seseorang ni memang suke wat prank tapi lebey pada gurauan2 manja (aku la tuh).

Cukup la setakat tu aku nk update. Best gak bila kiter pikir balik memori2 lepas. Kadang2 yang pahit tu la terasa manisnya kini bila dikenangkan. Memory is the diary that we all carry about with us .Kalu diberi peluang aku utk kembali zaman2 dahulu, aku tak nk sbb sume yang aku lalui tu dah terlalu manis utk aku telan. Aku pilih utk jalan yang baru, which is da the road not taken. Tak tau ape yang ahead onwards but when it comes on making choices, what i believe that discover a new thing there's always an Opportunity cost (economically term yang membawa maksud, kos lepas).

Just For Gags: Pemilihan tajuk entry, nape perlu 1352 kbytes tu bukan la aku calculate actual memori aku kat atas tu tp sebab aku suke nombor2 tersebut yang ader date birth aku and feveret number aku.. heheh

it's HaPPeniNg aGAin!!

I would start my entry dis time with this song to boost up my day today. So, sit back and enjoy the song..

The reason behind a selected song above because it's remind me of the rain (in the very 1st line of the song intro). I just realized that it's raining this past few days and in parallel with that occurrence until today i figured out  my heart shed a tears like that drizzling rain (kinda hard for me to put into words when it's come about what i feel now). It's not like i'm having a hard time but it's more likely a sad feeling. It's really confusing because my body expression doesn't work simultaneously with my feeling.  For example, i feel great and energetic today but people's view about me inversely, they said i looked tired and having a problem. 

It's not my 1st time experiencing this weirdness feeling, it happened b4 (many times). It's kinda i have an intuitional feeling or sixth sense (hehehe, like super power strength). Intuition feeling is a perceptive insight or impression where a person can sense of something that is not evidently and deductively proven. It differ from deja-vu where deja-vu is the experience of feeling sure that one has already witnessed or experienced a current situation, even though the exact circumstances of the previous encounter are uncertain and were perhaps imagined. Back to this intuitional feeling, it's like a sign something bad or sad will happen (eg- a demise/death, fall sickness, accident or heart broken) among someone very close to you. You are not certain with what will happen but you can feel this uneasy feeling a few days b4 it's really happening but sometimes it's not a sign but it's like, you share and absorb the feeling of the other too. 

Usually, when i am experiencing it, i'll directly check on my family. As expected, mom knew best and the best 'comforter'. She certainly knew what i felt just by texting her "how's everyone doing or everything ok?". She asked me not too worried about those uncertain feeling and pray to Allah hope for everything going fine under His protection. Amin. It's really work!

But what really concern to me is the worries of the people around me about my facial expression changes. Sorry for that, it's beyond my grip. People think a smile on my face fit the best on me and i agree with it. When i lost it, try to search one back for me. thanx u all..