Don't lost it!!

Today, i've experiencing an issue about lost. Bunyi macam serius, mmg serius pon (gigih wt muke serius smbil berkerut2 kening ni). Starting from the first move (bgn tdo), i've lost my target for today's mission (secret mission, memandangkan secret, so tak leh nk habaq la). Then, when i'm finally focus what i'm doing, i received a massage from one of my colleague, telling that another colleague of mine were lost in action. We cant reached her by phone after a lot of efforts have been taken in searching the lost track of her. 

As a close friend, i'm really concerned about the lost sight of her (mule la pikir seribu satu kebarangkalian kehilangan die). Nah, mula la aku lost focus, lost humor and lost time kept thinking of this matter (it's a normal response of human being when facing a conflict, always make thing complicated, hahha). Most probably, may be she just want to be alone or away from this student life environment (be imprisoned in somewhere gua to regain the lost guard of herself nt wanting anyone to track her down earth). Hahaa, so how many 'LOST' words i've jotted down here? (RM1 bg jwpn yang tepat).

Anyway, the entry title is more directed about losing SMILE. No matter how hard is our life, don't forget to smile, it's a therapy (a smile will gain you another 10 years of life). The harder the conflict, the more the glorious the triumph. If we obtain it too easy, we esteem too lightly. A man that can smile in trouble can gather the strength form distress and grow wiser. When you smile, it'll make you feel better about yourself, even if you feel don't like it but it always make people think better of you. 

Lately, due to study stresses and burdens, i just realized that I lost my sweet smile. Actually I haven't lost my smile at all becoz it's always right there under my  nose. I just forgot it was there and I wish it will always permanently locked up there!!

Refreshen up my memory during ol' days in my degree that bring a broad smile to myself. Those smiles that could light up your hardship days.

A transition phase while trying to adapt myself into upgrade level of student life. I believe that a smile  is nearly always inspired by the other smile. So don't just keep it if u wish to get one back from other.

 In the middle stake of life still able to create a satisfaction smile (baru lps balik field, penat2 sgt)

"A smile might be happens in a flash, but its memory could last for a lifetime. Don' ever lost it"

Just for gag: Org lain kalu senyum nmpak gigi taring sweet je tp aku senyum nmpak gigi taring cm Drakular jek sbb gigi taring dh goyang2 inul dah (360degree beb tp radius tak sampi 0.1cm)

PreventioN Is bEtTer THaN CuRe

Picture above reminded me about what happened 3 days back. The scene above really reflected what i've been through. I've been shot for Tetanus vaccine. The injection is COMPULSORY for graduates student of my faculty. Haha, mula2 mmg saja jek nk mengelak amek injection tuh sbb ader Aicmophobia or Belonephobia (stok2 fobia takut jarum suntikan). Tp tak la severe mana pon, it happens bile kene suntik kat diri sendiri jek.  Cube kasi syringe tu utk cucuk kat org len, suke je (muke evil tak leh blah). 

At last, amek jugak la sbb kene paksa ngan puan lab (merangkap mummy kat lab) and pstu kene tipu lak ngan member, die ckp " amek la, sekejap je pon, tak sakit". Aku pon heret la sowg lagi member ("twin" aku, kebetulan dia baru dtg lab, haha) wat jd teman. Kata kembar, biar sama2 rase sakit. Tiba kat tmpt kejadian, we all register nama and then waiting for turn (tak ramai pon yang amek shot masa tu, mayb ramai lagi kat luar sana tu yang takut jarum kot). Sampai jek turn kiterowg, nurse tu ckp, "wah, best ni cucuk org2 berisi, saya xcited ni" (tak bley blah statement tu). Sian la nurse tu tak tau yang die berurusan ngan budak penakut jarum ni. (bermulalah scene2 yang XXX-INTERMISSION). Drama punya drama, tgk2 mmber dah siap kene suntik. Masa tgh ckp kat member, "wah, ko dah siap kene inject ke?", time tu la nurse yang excited ni inject. Die punya sting tu tak yah ckp la kan, berbisa smpai pecah la air empangan kat mata ni.

The last ime i've been shot  since i when was in form 3 (for tetanus vaccine too). This medication have to be taken 5-10 years after you received the last shot. It has to be renewed so that it can booster the vaccines to work by causing your body to produce your own antibodies against Gram +ve, obligate anaerobic bacterium Clostridium tetani. Infection generally occurs through wound contamination and often involves a cut or deep puncture wound. As the infection progresses, muscle spasms (lockjaws) develop in the jaw  and elsewhere in the body.


No wonder, we are advisable to take the shot because we have the high possibility to be exposed for this infection (lagi2 la utk org2 spesis aku yang selalu jek luke sana sini pastu tampal ngan plaster comel, haha, bjet nmpak cool la tuh). Why we have to make it complicated, it's free! You just have to endure a lil' sting pain for a few days that long lasting another 10 years. So, people out there, be concerned about your health. Your body is your own responsibility!!


Just for gag: So many people spend their health gaining wealth, and then have to spend their wealth to regain their health.. Think wise guys!!

Night Hunters GoinG aMok!!

My Leo F. Buscaqlia once quoted this, "Life is uncharted territory. It reveals its story one moment at a time". I dont know this fella but wildly guessing that he has something related to Karam Singh Walia ( da feymes TV3 journalist, feymes ke?).

Back on quote above, as human being we dont know what kind of life ahead us but we cn just plan it. But what really happen sometimes might be overturned. Sbb tu penting ader back up plan n alternatif ni. Mcm "gambling" la gak kiter dalam hidup ni. So, tiap2 hari adalah hari2 yang adventure. Yeah!! (nk sedapkan hati).

Sesungguhnya, kehidupan sejak kebelakangan ni mmg agak2 adventure betul. Mana tak nyer, sebelum tdo dah plan baik nyer ape nk wat utk esok hari. Tup Tup, bila hari kejadian, lari plan. Kun Fayakun (Kalau dah jadi, jd jugak). Tp jgn cpt gelabah lak. Bak dalam citer 3 idiots, "Aaal iz Well". There's always an option.

Ni sume gara2 musuh luar selimut la ni. Tak der selimut la tuh, tak leh nk tdo pastu buat amOK tak tentu psl kan, menyusahkan manusia2 len. Haha, tak len tak bukan si creature yang dimaksudkan tu adalah MisTa Ti a.k.a. Tikus@Mouse. Masuk hari ni dah kali ke 2 aku terpaksa repeat ape yang ak dah wat b4 ni. Dah la keje tu dah wat separuh jalan. DIsebbkan amukan Mista Ti la ni aku kene repeat balik. Precaution steps have been take to avoid this creature tp tembok pertahanan sume roboh. Jgn pandang rendah, creature2 yang dibesarkan di UPM ni dikurnia Degree termasuk la MisTa Ti, Miss Flyer, Mdm Squir and byk la lagik. Rasenyer dowg ade undercover intelligence dowg sendiri ni nk fight against human rights. Kdg2 rase cm kowg berperang ngan bende invisible tau. They are silent killers becoz they hunt actively at night. Takkan la nk hire guard lak kan nk jaga lab yang tak seberapa luas ni mlm2. Byk gak kerosakan & kerugian yang dialami kat sini termasuk la kos2 makanan yang aku mkn utk aku dptkan tenaga nk wat keje2 lab ni tau. Ingat nk upload gambar2 bukti, tetibe lak cek, gambar dah terdelete.. heheh 

Terasa terpanggil la plak nk launch investigation cari bhn2 bukti nape keje2 lab delay. Nnti prof tanya leh usulkan bukti yang kukuh. Memandangkan manusia ni ader sifat2 toleransi, so here i want to make a notice for these amok creatures to leave my territory and find da other place for ur safety and survivorship. I dont care either if u guys want to sign a petition for both parties benefits or not. But da last resort is i'll declare a war against U and hunt u down without mercy (terasa cm kucing la plak kan).Aku tembak ngan bebutir najis  yang kowg tinggalkan tu ngan M-16. Sape2 yang nk join angkatan dialu2kan tp elaun tak disediakan, self financial k. HIDUP M!!

War declaration  Poster against M and Mista Ti.

Kalu dpt tangkap sekor, konfem aku ikat, sular die di khalayak ramai smpi geng2 die dtg wat pengampunan beramai2 (mcm best jak boi, haha). 

Just for gag: Kalau gune bait2 racun tikus, jarang kowg jumpe mayat atau bangkai Mista Ti ni kat area yang kowg apply. Mista Ti ni pandai, dowg akan cari air konon utk dilute racun yang dowg dah mkn tuh.. so , konon dowg tak akan mati la. Dowg ni kdg2 pon tak der  la pandai bebenor, mmg nk cm sedap jek kan bait tu tp membunuh beb.. lupe lak, tau tak mana kowg akan jumpe bangkai2 dowg ni?? haha, lps ni msti kowg cek air tangkai umah or ofis kowg dulu kan..jawapan nyer tu la, kat tangki air.. so hati2 la ek sape yang la kalu minum air source dr tangki tuh, kot2 la kan ader bangkai2 tikus kat situ..ingat, Mista Ti ni antara pembawa penyakit yang byk. haha.. akhir kata, pandai2 la kowg nak idup. Niat murni nk bunuh Mista Ti tak tersangka la plak, membunuh generasi kiter gak..no wonder la manusia skunk pendek umo, byk penyakit pelik2..

It's Become My new habits..

Watch ur thought, for they become words

Watch ur words, for they become actions

Watch ur actions, they become HABITS

Watch ur HABITS, for they become character

Watch ur character, for its become destiny

I came across above quotes while i was searching for some articles. This quotes keep on pushing me to post a new entry since my last update..(mcm la byk sgt aku update post sebelum ni, satu jek pon).. If we go through from the very 1st line till da end, it's really reflected myself. Feel like the quoted person observing me as a subject. So, dgn secara automatik, quote diatas ditujukan utk aku la kan.. LOL

Recently, i just realized that i'm no longer person who in 2 years back (haha, statement syok sendiri). Byk contoh but yang plg obvious, kalu dulu susah nk cari time bile masa aku nk berhenti bercakap, tp skunk bole hitung ngan jari kot time aku nk berckp bile. Adakah sebab faktor umo? yelah, mana tak nyer semakin kiter berumo, metabolism kite pon makin kurang active. Pastu makin kurang la nk generate energy. So, kene la kurangkan wat aktvt berckap. Org putih kate, "talk less, dear!". Tak pon sbb aku ni org yang cpt bosan, so konon nk ubah angin la nk generate new thought so that i can deliver a fresh words to create some new action that can become my new habit and slowly without my conscience, it already built a new character of me and searching a new path of destiny ahead. Pergh, fully utilized quote kat atas. Since i'm the one who always have a conflict about age denial, so i go with my second option, nk ubah angin (mcm la superhero kan nk ubah2 sesuke hati, writing paper pon semput2).ha ha ha, nsb bek dah kasi mandat kat member2 rapat swuh dowg benamkan memori psl aku sebelum sambung blaja ni supaya dowg tak der shock bile tgk perubahan ak kini...

Please take notes that above is just an intro, the contents begin here, k. I graduated my bachelor degree in 2009. So, now it's almost been 2 years i've continue my study core in agriculture field. Since my field of study required me to do lab and field work, so i cant avoid myself from planting crop. Kalu kowg rajin la nk wat kaji selidik thdp org2 yang seangkatan dalam bidang research in agri field, konfem ramai yang extend study dowg disebabkan masalah2 berikut:

1) Weather (musim hujan, kemarau, banjir, puting beliung, etc...)

2) Pest and disease attack 

3) labour (mat indon or bangla2 curi tulang atau mogok sbb tak byr gaji dowg)

4) kecurian 

5) duit geran wat research abes atau overdue (masalah plg besar, jika bdpn ngan masalah ni bek defer dulu la wat partime job)

What i'm goin to highlight here that related to my entry title is WEATHER. Sure punye, sape2 yang tnm kat open field mesti rsau ngan cuaca. Tiap2 mlm la dok tertanya, sok hujan ke, pns ke, mendung ke.. So secara tak sengaja, tiap2 mlm dok la tgk langit sbb org dulu2 kater, kalu nk tau ujan ke tak, tgk langit ader bintang atau tak.  Apa kaitan bintang ngan hujan plak kan? haha, short explanation here, bintang tu mmg sntiasa jek ader kat langit, tp bila awan tebal esp awan nimbostratus atau kumulonimbus ( jenis2 awan yang potential bwk hujan), so bintang terlindung ngan awan2 tebal tuh. Org dulu lagik pndai sebenarnya dr org skunk.. org dulu2 discover sendiri tak mcm org skunk discover knowledge kat Discovery Channel.. hahah..OK, berbalik pd citer kat ats, tabiat tgk langit malam2 ni dah jd tabiat secara tak langsung. Yela, balik dr lab pon mlm2 kan, tgk2 langit dah gelap (konon khusyuk wat keje la smpi tak sdr dah mlm). Sebenarnya, best jd kan tabiat tgk langit mlm2 ni kalu tak ujan la mlm tuh sbb:

1) kowg akan rase sgt tenang tgk langit yang vast terbentang kat atas dihiase plak ngan bintang2 n bulan. kalu2 tgh tension elok release ngan cara begini, bukan ngan menjerit ke karok ke.. (opss, ngata diri sendiri nmpak, hahaha)

2) meningkatkan kesyukuran dan ketaqwaan sbg hambaNya kpd PenciptaNya..

3) merangsang otak utk berpikir (byk bende yang kiter nk tau psl bintang, bulan, langit-mesti balik bilik t kiter google cri info kan.. haha)

4) kot2 la mana tau dah expert tau pasl weather.. leh jd weather broadcaster partime.. cri duit lebey nk berjimba2.. heheh

Kowg penah dgr tak quotes ni:

"Limitations live only in our minds. But if we use our imaginations, our possibilities become limitless"

Kajian Dr Fadzilah Kamsah utk org2 lahir bulan mei ni ada mengatakan yang kiteowg ni mempunyai daya khayalan yang tinggi (bukan suke berangan k), no wonder la aku ni suke imaginasi terlebey kan. Nak tau bende baru tak? Kalu kowg rindu ngan seseorang (ibu, ayah, adik, akak, abg n ehem2 pon boleh), kowg tgk jek langit mlm2 (mlm2 romantik sikit). Pastu kowg bygkan rupe org2 yang kowg rindu tu kat langit ke bulan ke, nescaya perasaan rindu kowg tu sent kpd org yang kowg rindu tu.. then dowg akan reply balik kat kowg dgn melihat langit yang sama.. ( konsep nya disini dg menjd kan langit as medium of teleport la ni).. Caya tak? tak caya dah, ader konsep2 fizik di situ, nk elaborate tak abes2 kang entri ni. 

Mcm dah pnat jak boi menaip ni.. haha. Ok la, enjoy ya my writing. Yang baik2 tu leh wat ikutan, tp jgn lupe wat citation nama den yo, tp kalu yang bengong2 tu wat la hiburan.. Hidup kene berhibur for our mind relaxation. ^ _ ^

Just for gag: dulu ader la Si Polan ni admired kat Si Pelan ni. Si Polan ni suke la usha Si Pelan ni sorok2 (tgk kete Si Pelan pon jadikla).. Sedar tak sedar, bile si Polan ni dah ader mak we pon (masa tu dah tak admired lagik kat Si Pelan da), Si Polan ni masih lagik tgk kete Si Pelan...Si Polan ckp, "Tgk kete pon jd la".. see, ni bukan tabiat lagik dah ni, ni buang tebiat.. hahaha

Jom kawan2 jd kan tgk langit mlm2 sbg tabiat.. byk syok wooo..