It's already 2012?

Situation A
Boyfriend: Baby, where we gonna celebrate this coming new year+our 1st yr anniversary?
Girlfriend: How about in KLCC? Like we did last year
Boyfriend: Do they have a celebration there like concert or firework display, at least?
Girlfriend: Might be but it is necessary to have those to celebrate our anniversary?
Boyfriend: Yes, sure it does. I love them most
Girlfriend: Fine, then celebrate it happily as a single man in 2012 at the utmost
Boyfriend: erk!!!!

Situation B
Man A: Hey, chill out, man. Why are u looking so busy in front of the laptop? It's  new year, leave the works awhile and celebrate it
Man B: Can't you see, i am busying celebrate it?
Man A: I just saw you busy concentrating on ur lappy, daaa
Man B: Come on, man. It's already 2012, we don't really need to be in Dataran Merdeka ourselves. Just streaming via video conference and you can feel the excitement. Plus, no jammed! Hahaha
Man A: ....... (speechless)

Situation C
Student A: Ko tak balik cuti ke minggu ni?
Student B: Nak balik apanye. Dah 4 bulan, ak tak pernah rasa bercuti walaupon hujung minggu. Sarat hidup aku dengan assignment, exams, research  dan blah blah blah. Ada apa-apa yang best ke minggu ni?
Student A: Cuti tahun baru la
Student B: Hah, dah nak masuk 2012 ker? Adoyaii... ni yang benci ni...
Student A: Nape lak?
Student B: Yela, bile masuk tahun baru, meaning it approaches to dateline
Student A: Dateline ape?
Student B: Kawen. Syarat yang parent aku utk aku further study ni...adess

Assalammualaikum and SELAMAT TAHUN BARU, a warmth welcome to 2012!

Situasi-situasi di atas adalah fenomena dan dilema yang biasa masyarakat kita hadapi menjelang tahun baru termasuk la aku. Masa sungguh pantas, 365 hari telah meninggalkan kita. "Lost time will never be found again" because it has become memories. Boleh dikatakan, a day, a period of 24 hours, mostly misspent. We are just ordinary person, tak boleh nak dielakkan.

Teringat kenangan masa kecik-kecik dulu, masa tahun baru mesti satu family duduk bersidang berkongsi apa yang dah kiteowg capai tahun lepas dan apa azam tahun baru. Nampak macam old-fashioned kan, tetapi it is a good family bonding approach. Tapi bila masing-masing dah meningkat dewasa (dah berkarier atau masih belajar), tak dapat berkumpul & celebrate tahun baru ikut cara masing-masing. Actually, miss those times.

Tapi bila dah semakin mencapai usia kematangan ni (baru sedar umo dah tua), sambutan tahun baru bukan lagi merupakan sesuatu yang dinanti-nantikan malah sesuatu yang dielak-elakkan. Sebab-sebabnya ialah:

1) Umur semakin naik. Boleh buat teka-teki ni. Apa yang naik tak pernah turun? Haha, jawab...jawab.. Untuk golongan org yang mempunyai masalah identiti seperti aku ni tentulah sekali mempunyai masalah yang berbangkit soal-soal umur. Dengan penampilan yang macam budak-budak ribena yang comel  (terlebih puji sudah) yang masih menjinjing botol air pergi ke makmal, masa kan sudah berumur 20++ (umur sebenar terpaksa dirahsiakan bagi tujuan keselamatan)? Logik ke?

2) Masuk tahun baru menandakan dateline semakin hampir. Tak kira la dalam belajar ke, kerja ke, mesti ada datelines. Untuk golongan yang pemalas dan suka buat kerja saat-saat akhir seperti aku (aku lagi hahaha), sesungguhya akan buat boikot besar-besaran sekiranya tahun baru ini boleh dihentikan. Tapi masalahnya, it is timing. Time always fly not waiting for anyone. Nampak sangat aku merupakan mangsa kekejaman yang bergelar si MASA. Masalah tul la! Ibu aku selalu cakap, masalah tu kita yang cipta sendiri. Bila difikir-fikirkan balik, memang aku pun yang cipta masalah. At least, i'm a genuine trouble creater. (sungguh berbangga dapat mencipta sesuatu)

3) Aku bukan golongan yang suka menjawab soalan yang sama berulang kali. Balik-balik soalan seperti "Bila nak habis belajar?", "Bila nak kerja?" dan yang tak paling logik, "Bila nak kahwin?" ada ke patut aku yang tampak awek muda ni disuruh kahwin. Perlu ke aku tampal kat dahi menjawab soalan yang selalu di-repeat-peat-peat oleh orang lain untuk mengurangkan keberangkalian soalan sama kedengaran di cuping telinga aku ini? A-hah, let's see where the money drop bak kata Datuk AC Mizal (rancangan yang aku tak pernah pun aku tonton sebelum ini di ASTRO). Tapi kan, ader ku kisah! Hehehe

"Walau sesusah mana pun, kenyataannya harus ditelan. Setiap kepayahan akan datangnya kesenangan di kemudian hari"

Seumur hidup aku, aku tak pernah ada diari atau catatan harian sebab aku rasa memory space dalam otak aku ni tak digunakan sepenuhnya. Jadi, masih dapat memuatkan data-data harian yang aku buat selain aku mempunyai ingatan yang kuat pada benda-benda yang tidak berapa penting atau ada kepentingannya (kalau bab-bab ilmu, cepat plak lupa ingatan, pelik). Aku rasa penting ader diari ataupun organizer (term yang lebih matang), untuk kita set milestone sepanjang tahun. At least sedikit sebanyak membantu memudahkan kerja-kerja seharian supaya tak terlepas dateline ataupun event yang penting. Sesungguhnya, aku banyak terlepas event yang penting  dan melukakan hati sehabat-sahabat handai tahun lepas. Maafkan diri ini, wahai sahabat2 ku! 

Walaupun aku tak segembira mana untuk menerima kedatangan tahun 2012, sudah menjadi kewajipan untuk aku menetapkan azam tahun baru (semestinya tidak kurang bezanya dengan tahun 2011) dan wish lists yang sangat banyak untuk aku seboleh-boleh aku kena paksa jugak accomplish by the end of year 2012, dan semuanya dah tersemat selamat dalam kepala otak aku. Ak belum berkira-kira lagik untuk adakan diri aku sebuah dairi atau organizer kerana aku tau ia sangat membazir. Betullah cakap orang, "Many people look forward to new year for a new start on old habits", it's proven! 

Apa-apa pun, hidup perlu diteruskan.Ceriakan 365 hari-hari akan anda dengan senyuman. You must govern the time, not governed by it. Smile, peeps.. Peace!

This is a dawn scenery pic, I captured from my room. Wish that every morning i wake for the next 365 days will be as harmony and magnificent like today. Welcome the 1st morning of 1.1.2012! Eager to know what will come next in my life.

FoAm of Life

Assalammualaikum and annyeonghaseyo, people! ~_^


Di saat waktu berhenti...kosong
Dimensi membutakan mata, memekakkan telinga
Lalu diri menjadi hampa
Saat paradigma dunia tidak lagi diguna utk menerka
Sadarku akan hadirmu, mematahkan sendi-sendi yang biasanya tegak berdiri
(lyric extracted from Alhamdulillah song by Too Phat, Ahli Fiqir, Dian ft Yassin)

Hahaha, it was just a little bit intro because this song suddenly pop up and play re-peat-peat-peat in my mind before i continued typing the keyboard to write this entry. Alhamdulillah, we still have a chance to live onwards and do whatever it takes to keep alive in this worlds.

Here, the story begin.....

In one beautiful fine morning, there was a cute bubbly girl passed by a pond to visit her "friend". She sat in a bench playing with foam to relinquish her lonesome to her dear "friend". Once she blew off the bubbles, the foam formed gave her confrontation metaphores to life.. (Aceh, layan blues la plak minah ni..layan kan jek)

Various colors inside the foam, normally rainbow color...some radiated more stronger color like yellow and some was just plain depending on the presence of sunlight and moisture. We always said that the more colorful, the more cheerful of our life. But still, it rely on the inside factors to make our life in such ways like happy and supportive family you own (the main factor that will make your day)

As the foam formed, it might be formed in clump or singly-formed or might be big or can be small depending how the blower's technique and how much pressure he put in it. Just like in our life, we might walking in  throughout our life accompanied with dear friends or ended up alone depending how you plan or set it should be. Some people have greatly influenced in your life either in a good or bad ways, make you realized that they actually taught you something, and that something was so-called an experience. Experience is a great teacher after all but yet the fees are high. 

As the foam flown away, there's always the external factors like wind, rain or insects will get into the way that perhaps they will be the enhancers or inhibitors that make it flew swiftly higher or lower with risky throughout the foam's journey. Just like in our life, as we passed along the journey, we might experiencing ups and downs, happy and sorrow, pleasure and difficulty that make us stronger from time to time. But not all of us can survive in this world quite well, some just give up and they think by commit suicide is the best solution, just like the foam suddenly vanished from our view. Bear in mind, DEATH is CERTAIN, but it's beyond our responsibility but what will happen to the people we left behind after you commit suicide. Save your breath, we only live once. So, grab the chances and live it well. We will never be alone, the pain and grief are the flavor in your life, have faith in HIM when you find yourself lost. 

Okay, the cute bubbly girl that i was told back then was already starving for lunch and she was out of energy to think more about  the metaphores of life (kelaparan tahap gaban, sian gaban yang dpt nama). It took a day to wrap up the entry, though. 

Life..life..life

Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help to create the fact because we put our life as an experiment. The more experiment, the better and precise. All I can said is, the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on. Put yourself together and smashed it! 

Life has no meaning without sharing. Sharing is caring and always a loving. Thus, share your part to the others will form a bridge between the sharers which can be the basic understanding much of not shared between them and lessens the threat of the indifferent. Let's share and spread the happiness through this video! Stay in my love, peeps..Peace yah!