It is my favourite place to visit each time I go to mall alone. I can spend many hours just to read the synopsis at the back at the book. That's is why I prefer to go alone, no rushing thinking that people have to wait for me and just simply having a leisure time inside it! Most of the time, when I went out the book stores, I dont buy any book. I feel bad if I buy them but take an ages to finish them. Book meant to be read, that's what the main purpose the writers wrote them. Their efforts should be credited. Their guinuine ideas and honest views in seeing things on their point of views gathered in their write ups should be embraced.
I can see the level of maturity I had each time I visit the book stores from comics section to fiction to non-fiction, novels and now more like 'chicken soup' section. And I can see the trends changes in writing as well to many writers. Well, I also love to write. I have many things to write and it just ended up in my thoughts.
Yesterday, I got this book for me thinking that I deserved one, hehhee! By looking at the chapter, synopsis and a few lines at the front pages, I can tell It will be a good feed of ur soul.
The title also eye-catching
The best part is ....it was written in short chapter and the sentences can be understood very well.
Tempted? Make it as one of your collection! I think i will help you a lots in getting through ur journey.
By the way, i have read a few pages, my tears cant stop flowing when the words of the writer strike your heart supported by ayat quran, dalil and hadith. I wondered i am by far incomparable to those who are the lucky one (syahid fisabilillah)
Belakangan ini, ada beberapa kisah artis dan selebriti yg dikenali ramai buat kenyataan terbuka ttg penghijarahan mereka ke arah kebaikan menyatakan untuk kembali kepada sebelum ini atas sebab2 dot dot dot. Sememangnya akan menjadi kontroversi lebih2 lg berkaitan agama. Bukan isu tu yg aku nak ketengahkan kat sini, esp pada ruangan sacred blog ak ni, aku bukan pendekat papan kekunci apatah lagi ilmuan agama yg selayaknya nk menjatuhkan hukum org yg aku barely kenal. Ni realiti masyarakat Malaysia yg rata2 nya cepat menjatuhkan hukum terhadap seseorang, even buat baik pon ada haters, buat jahat lagi la kan berganda-ganda haters.
Bagi aku, mmg menyedihkan baik dr kenyataan selebriti tersebut ataupun dr maklum balas sesetengah masyarakat mengenai isu tersebut. It wasn't supposed to be that way. Tahu tak, bila seseorang tu berkehendak to be better person tu pon dah banyak yang dia pertimbangkan. Bukan sesuatu yang mudah, dan tak semua orang berani ambil risiko untuk berubah to be better. The most important thing that this people need are SUPPORT! Kalau kita xboleh nak bantu dia dengan kudrat kita, kata2 semangat dan doa adalah kata2 magis! Xperlu ko nak bermantera, pegang wand utk spell magis ke apa, magis adalah something u cant see how does it works but u can see the outcomes. Bukan susah pon nak cakap, "Good efforts, sis!" and so on.
Tu belum lg bila dia kena istiqomah dalam melakukan perubahan dalam kebaikan. Allah dah ingatkan kita Syaitan tu musuh utama manusia, dia x akan henti menyesatkan kita lebih2 lagi orang yang nak melakukan kebaikan ni, lagi besar dugaan dia. Takkan Syaitan nak sesatkan org yang seperangai mcm geng dia kan, dah itu mission dia sampai hari kiamat. Sesiapa yang ada rasa sifat iri hati terhadap kelebihan org lain atau rasa dia cukup baik dan sempurna, mintak tlg muhasabah diri balik. Tolong recalled balik asbab2 Allah murka dgn syaitan. Sempurna hanya sifat Allah SWT.
Kita kena sentiasa berusaha improve kan diri kita. Siapa jamin walupun kita dilahirkan dalam Islam, kita amalkan cara hidup Islam? Siapa jamin yang kalau kita selalu kita selalu bersedekah, kita dijamin masuk syurga kalau hati kita bangga diri terhadap yang kita kerjakan? Siapa berani jamin kalau seorang yang bertaqwa pada Allah dulu hingga kini, esok lusa sesat? Tiada jaminan selagi Syaitan adalah musuh utama kita. Sebab tu Allah bila kita bulatkan hati untuk berubah, buat untuk diri kita sendiri niat kerana Allah. Allah akan dampingkan orang2 bertuah tersebut dengan para2 malaikat supaya apa yang diniatkan berubah ke arah kebaikan didatangkan dengan kemudahan. Mental kita kena kuat, bila kita buat untuk kebaikan diri sendiri niat kerana Allah, akan hadir kekuatan yang sangat kuat dalam diri dan ketenangan yang luar biasa, yang mana kata2 hina atau negatif dikalangan manusia tak mampu lemahkan pendirian kita untuk istiqomah dalam kebaikan. Kena bersangka baik dan percaya Allah berada dikalangan orang2 yang ingin berubah pada jalanNya. Letakkan redha pada Allah bukan manusia.
Kita tak boleh nak memuaskan semua kehendak manusia, tapi percayalah yang sayangkan kita tetap berada dibelakang kita akhirnya. Sebaik-baiknya kalau nak berubah xperlu nak war-warkan pada umum. Kita masih berada dalam kelompok masyarakat yg judgemental, tidak semua yang sukakan perubahan yg kita buat disebabkan kisah masa lalu kita. Mulakan yang asas dahulu, sikit-sikit tapi istiqomah. Dekatkan diri dengan Allah, mulakan dengan solat 5 waku. Improvekan dari masa ke semasa dari segi bacaan, maksud bacaan dan perbuatan dalam solat. Bila kita faham apa yang kita buat, lama2 kita enjoy lakukan dia. Kalau boleh amalkan solat sunat taubat dan tahajjud seminggu sekali. Then upgradekan kekerapan. Insha Allah lama2 jadi amalan, tak buat rasa tak lengkap. Then, baca Al-Quran dan faham tafsir ayat tersebut. Dulu, aku baca tafsir dalam english, kefahaman xmenyeluruh. Lps khatam, aku cari tafsir bahasa melayu yang aku rasa mudah dan jelas penyampaian erti dia. Makin ko baca and faham erti setiap firman yang Allah jelas kan Al-Quran tu, ko akan rasa tsangatlah kerdil dlm Bumi Allah ni dan masa ko nak menuju akhirat tu xbanyak sedangkan amalan ko terlampau sedikit. Tu membuatkan ko rasa perlunya ko berusaha lebih dari masa ke semasa. Insha Allah!
Al-Quran ada menjelaskan bahawa Allah ad berfirman bahawa Allah takkan ubah nasib sesuatu kaum, melainkan dia sendiri yang ingin berubah. Allah Maha Pengampun, Maha Pemurah dan Maha Pengasih. Kalau Dia berkehendakkan beri hidayah pada hambaNya, tak terlewat satu saat pun. Tengok sekeliling dengan mata hati, kau akan nampak kekuasaan Nya. Semoga kita sentiasa berada dalam rahmat Nya hingga hari akhirat, amin!
Since I was little I love plants. I treat plants and animals just like human being, I talk to them. They are living creature, they understand us but we are the dumb one for not understand their language, hehehe! I think, I inherited most of the gene linkage during meiosis from my late mom. People can see my mom character in me but she by far more awesome than me. She loved gardening and she has a green hand too. Her garden look nice, but now she's not here my father and brother in-law maintaining the garden. When I come back home, I'm the one who take care of them. The last time, I went back, the lemon grass, herbs grew thinner and small. Plants can also feel the lost of the one who taking care of them daily.
Stayed in a rental room in a flat building make you dont have much spaces for gardening. But still have a few indoor plant collections placed inside the room. I feels good to see green around you.
My Peace Lily in the stage to start blooming soon
My two succulents grew vigorously. Soon need to transplant them into bigger pots.
As you see above, not so much efforts and works need to be done for their maintenance. Fortunately, I have a friend who had a small area for his plant collections (glasshouse and rainshelter rented under his supervisors for research purposes). When I have a free time, I grab the opportunity to join him to do some gardening and maintenance works. Good to see the plants grow very well and sometimes it is so hurtful when you see your plant died or get sick due to the attacked of the pest, diseases or unfavourable condition. Just like human life, ups and downs.
How can you deny for being happy to see these bearing mulberries fruit? Hehehe
Of course they are all yours..
This is my first time seeing succulent's flower. So gorgeous😍
And these are my new succulent collections received my friend. Jauh mari! Look same bt yet so different, hahhaha! Ada paham?
May be what I feel about plants and gardening cant be feel by you, the satisfaction, happiness and all sorts of, sure you have something you love to do.. It feel like that!!
Sadly, this favourite spot will be taken by gov to do construction for MRT soon this year. So, my friend has to find new place to move all his plant collection. He already find a new home for this beauties and they will moving in around november. So far, and it is my friend's rental house, i mean bujang. It wouldnt be nice if I go the his place just to visit the beauties. Something to be accepted, nothing is permanent. Well, this is it, just spend time with the beauties what is left (time). Thank you for the moment beauties! Gonna miss you all
This is the stories about this guy and girl, unaware of each other existence become friend and then a best friend! As a single guy and a single girl, they are always mistaken by others as a couple or a lover. It is always a taboo accordingly to unknown common people love relationship book reference, they normally end up as one-sided love or fall for each other. But in their stories, it is a little bit complicated, and fast forward let say they end up to have this out of best friend zone as 'future relationship goal' as agreed by both parties where they found this is a way better than those unfuturistic relationship.
Time passed, there was elements of very little romance but yet a lots of unknown pressures taken place in their futuristic relationship goal but not as best friendship they had! (Confious?? Let's keep reading.. That is not the highlighted part). As we can predict, their not going so well relationship end up also under agreement for both parties and back together as best friend.
In normal scenario, can they be as best friend just like before?
Since the guy had the same experienced before, he expected that the girl will leave him and their best friendship seems to imposibble and afraid that the girl will hated him for what had happened. Like other failure in relationship, people will blamed the guy for it. Buy he valued their relationship same as the girl. They had a real talk over the phone that night when they agreed to end that futuristic relationship.
In most scenario, the girl will hated for the guy and leave him behind, and moved on!
Yes, the girl moved forward on her life for that not really going well relationship but stay as his best friend. This is what she want to tell the guy!
You did great after all this while!
And thank you, boy..
There is a time i felt regret sending the emails bragging over this not going well relationship, the feeling you had for me and so on..
And your replied on the untold story on your past, unsettled one..it sound familiar to me as i predicted,
Was the ground reason that you cant have heart for me though you hv tried as referred to you..
That was what my ears heard,
But my mind and heart says otherwise,
The untold story was true but why i dont think that was the not totally the ground reason,
Your past make you feel half hearted on this relationship,
And..
Why i think you lied when you told me you dont have feeling for me,
Because i still can feel the love but not the warmth one,
You sent the cold one,
You hold in and keep your feeling,
Being secure and guarded up around me,
May be you afraid of hurting.. I think..
But whatever it is,
It dont matter me much..
You and me have put efforts on it to make it really work,
But I dont being fair to you..
The reason i wanted to end all these because i dont find inner peace in my life anymore,
Everything i did seems to be wrong,
I lost my true self,
In the middle of trying to make the relationship work,
I forget that what really works in your life is the only Creator of the universe, Allah SWT..
I did less and less on my tahajud, Quran and Yasin recital, my dua become shorten after solat..
Allah is the Most Gracious and Forgiven,
To Him i should return to,
He become my priority,
I want to find back my inner peace,
My true self,
Once i felt that you are the one who destined to be my imam and zaujah which have been written in Luf Mahfuz,
I believe It might be still..when the right time come despite all those preferences that we had for our future partner,
But what the most matter,
Allah is the Greatest Planner,
He is the one who hold our hearts,
That's His secret,
In order to have a great zaujah you have to be one too..
Alhamdulillah i found my inner peace i've searching for all this while..
Thank you for understanding and accept me for who I am..
I also want to hear that you said,
"You did great, girl!" too.
How can the girl hates the guys because the special bonded they had from the beginning as best friend!
Assalammualaikum dan selamat berhujung minggu, peeps!
Ada sesiapa rindu kita, senyum kambing sikit! Alhamdulillah, aku masih berpijak nyata di Bumi Allah sambil mengutip kekuatan2 yg ada untuk diri aku selepas pemergian ibunda tercinta selaku idola, bestfriend and kawan gaduh pada 5hb Jan 2016. Boleh dikatakan bukan permulaan tahun yang menggembirakan bagi keluarga kami.
Kami redha dgn ketentuan yang Allah tetapkan untuk kami sekeluarga walaubagaimana sehingga kini masih lagi cuba utk mengadaptasikan diri dengan ketiadaan beliau. Kehilangan beliau memberi impak yg besar pada keluarga kami memandangkan beliaulah menjadi perancang, penggerak, dan penyeri agenda sama ada keluarga atau sahabat2 beliau. Khabar pemergian beliau diterima dgn respons yg mengejutkan di kalangan ahli keluarga mahupun sahabat handai memandangkan tiada khabar beliau sakit beberapa hari sebelum pemergian beliau. Oleh yang demikian, aku sebagai waris yg ada bersama beliau sebelum beliau dipengsankan dan dimasukkan ke dalam zon kecemasan, cuba mengumpulkan kekuatan bercerita kronologi akhir2 pemergian beliau. Bayangkan kalau 10 org bertanya, 10 org tu jugak la ko kene bercerita dr awal ke akhir. Dengan perasaan yg pedih akibat kehilangan dan ko kena flashback memori kesedihan tersebut seperti ko mainkan gulung2 gulungan filem dalam kepala otak ko reverse and forward utk bercerita merupakan satu torture pada diri ko. Satu yg ak boleh cakap, azab! Seharusnya, bagi yg menziarahi kematian tu eloklah bertanya kepada waris selepas waris dalam keadaan tenang dan stabil.
Sesungguhnya perancangan Allah tu lebih baik dari perancangan manusia. Pada hari2 akhir kematian beliau, kami adik beradik semua ada bersama beliau untuk meluangkan masa. Pada awalnya, since aku dan adik perempuan aku bukan tinggal dgn keluarga, kami pulang utk menyambut kelahiran cahaya mata kedua kakakku yang dijangka akan lahir pada 30 disember 2015. Puteri Ixora Qalisha lahir selepas beberapa hari pemergian arwah ibu. Alhamdulillah, dari pengurusan sehingga pengkebumian jenazah arwah ibu dan kelahiran Aura dipermudahkan. Arwah ibu disahkan meninggal di hospital disebabkan lemah otot jantung, bukti kekuasaan Allah. Jika Allah berkehendaki terjadi sesuatu, maka "Jadilah".
Pemergian arwah ibu memberikan kesan yg mendalam pada hidup aku, cara pemikiran serta perlakuan aku. Cukup setakat aku berkongsi sampai di sini. Mungkin selebihnya akan aku kongsikan dalam bentuk fragmentasi mengikut kesesuaian entri aku. Mohon sedekahkan al-fatihan buat arwah ibuku, Norhayati Omar, semoga beliau ditempatkan bersama org2 yg Allah kasihi dan dipelihara roh dan jasad beliau dr siksaan kubur dan api neraka serta tanpa dihisab. Amin, Al-fatihah!
Pemergian arwah ibu sentiasa dirindui. Semoga Allah bertemukan kami di akhirat nanti!
