I realized that I am bad at parting with other people especially when it comes to people that I love or comfortable with. This week I made an unexpected the expected decision to quit my services as tutor in 2 tuition centres where I've been working since 2012. I've been expecting to quit as a tutor this year at those tuition centres but I didn't expect that I will be quitting this soon :'(.
I didn't plan to tell the owner, one of the tuition centre after discussing about the coming intensive class during school break, but may be it's Allah planning for me that suddenly I blurted out the matter to her. I can see the unpleasant and sad looking from her about that unforeseen matter. Yes, we are quite comfortable with each other when it related about working. Same reaction cannot be avoided to the other owner of the tuition centre (both husband and wife) when I told them yesterday. Obviously, I know their feeling. It has been 5 years, we have been very comfortable with each other, not much to be complaint about my performance during my services and they have been good to me since then. They wish that I am doing great in my future undertakings. As usual, I dont have much to say and that's me. My silence is my hideous feeling to show my expression as usual.
But, decision had been made. I have decide to move on with my life line. I cant stay for too long at stagnant or comfort phase, that what I am till now. I keep on moving. I need to learn and explore many things in my journey, that's the way I know myself and the world better. It is just not about me, it is all about everything that crossing path in my life that called destiny. Everything in my life is so meaningful to me, including the journey of 5 year experiences as a tutor at that two tuition centres. Thank you for the experiences and the memories. Till we meet again!
"See you when I see you"
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