Wednesday, July 4, 2012

I am just A Girl...

Assalammualaikum and Holla, peeps!

Salam Sya'ban to all muslims. Yang kaum hawa tu, dah ganti puasa? Jangan memandang rendah pengecualian yang dah diberi kepada kita dengan tidak menggantikannya atau buat-buat lupe. Tips mudah untuk tidak mudah lupa atau sering bertangguh ganti puasa adalah dengan berpuasa Enam semasa bulan SYAWAL, kawan-kawan! Yipee, tak sabar nak tunggu bulan Ramadhan. Semoga kita bertambah baik dari semasa ke semasa sebagai hamba-Nya.

Lately, the way people look at me make me wonder to see my own reflection in the mirror, "really, is this the reflection of 20++ years old ladies perhaps still a girl not yet a woman should be look like?". No wonder people keep saying that I am younger than my age. But what if (with this feature look) with a little bit modification of the appearance matured thingy replace in this body, do I really look like people in my age? People nowadays are so judgemental. What kind of theory or concept did they look into to judge people? Did they look at the whole thing, or the just peek into the small part then make a conclusion based on the small observation for assumption. For me, people' views on someone or something just like they see beauty, beauty is in the eyes of the beholder which mean, depend on what criteria they prescribed as beauty for themselves. Some say big round eyes are beautiful, some says small double eye lid eyes are beautiful, so it depends of the eyes of the beholder. 
Girl at 20++ years old should be look like this? Hehehe

Doesn't matter how people judge you. The fundamental is you know yourself better than anyone else and you happy being who you are. But from time to time, we want to be better and that's the time we change for the good. So, go for it! BUT DON'T EVER CHANGE YOURSELF for ANYONE ELSE. Trust me, it won't do. Do  it for the bottom in your heart and because of ALLAH. 

I just happy for being who I am and love myself more and more! Enjoy this write up below, for a credit to myself stand as who I am. 

I'm just a girl,
Definitely not the perfect one,
My Hijab doesn't always stay in place,
and of course I do spill things a lot,
Yeah, most of the time I like to act cool
Although when things messed up, 
I continued to pretend I'm cool, strong and tough,
But the reality is it really break my nerves down and everything tear apart,
Only the same species like me can see me thoroughly, 
that I am fragile like a glass...

I know that I'm not always right,
but I hate to admit that I'm wrong,
It is because I have some issue about egoistic, sorry my bad..
When my friends and I have a debate on something,
I always come out with theories, concepts to prove my points are acceptable,
It is not about taking all the winnings most of the times,
But I just love to see how serious the people to make every efforts to prove their stands on something,
sometimes came out with creative, brilliant, logic and beyond the boundaries of other people might think the points are,
I just enjoy be part of spectator of that scene..

People might see me as a bubbly and happy-go-lucky girl,
No denial on that, yes I am,
With the appearance of smiling on my face,
Doesn't mean that it is always real,
Deep down inside, I am just and ordinary girl,
who feel the pain and anger like normal girl does,
and may be I can be read like an open book but I hide so much,
To block people to see me crystal clear,
Like a firewall design for antivirus,
I have get used to be an independent girl from my childhood,
And I just don't want to get other worry about me,

If I want something, I will go for it,
I try to work hard at that things,
though I know that I don't always get what I deserve,
I might failed but at least I won't regret for what I've tried,
You might say that I am a stone head,
But what I believe,
Diligence is the mother of good fortune,
It's not like I believe in fortune but I have faith in my creator,
For every good intentions and efforts,
Allah will lead you the way and make it easier

My friends and I sometimes fight,
and may be some days nothing goes right,
Then it is the time for me try to take left,
Just to discover the new side of things to break down my curiosity,
Though I have to be the subject of the experiment of life,
Life is experiment anyway,
But when I think about it, I remember how amazing life truly is and that may be
Just may be, I like being a girl...perfectly imperfect!

And for the boys out there,
Here a good news,
I won't mess with your head or play with your heart,
Because I am a real girl, 
I will finish what I started,
I believe in fate and destined which have been plan by HIM,
When the time come, the right person will appear,
might be He's the one close to you 
or might be he's accidentally you met in supermarket,
anything might happen,
That journey seem enjoyable somehow to me,
Perhaps the last stand man win!


Happy day onwards, peeps!



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